Unsent messages to JD
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: May 14, 2024, 6:59 am UTC
still missing you every single day, my love. can we be together again?
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: May 9, 2024, 5:50 am UTC
I can't ever forgive what you made me but I'll still miss you anyway.. it's so unfair.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: April 19, 2024, 2:52 am UTC
I used your favorite color. I love you more than the whole world and I hope we are together forever
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: November 5, 2023, 9:04 am UTC
i sat with anger long enough to know her true name is grief- all i have for you now is a thank you
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: October 24, 2023, 4:30 am UTC
You mean so much to me I miss you so much
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: October 18, 2023, 4:16 pm UTC
I wrote you a letter, I wrote you poems, I sang and I painted about you. I think I'll burn them.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: October 17, 2023, 11:04 am UTC
I check here everyday to see if you have written to me.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: October 15, 2023, 2:41 am UTC
being so fr I’m scared I will never get over you
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: September 21, 2023, 3:50 am UTC
can't you see that I love you more than he ever will?
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: September 2, 2023, 1:49 pm UTC
I used our favorite color. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: July 23, 2023, 6:10 pm UTC
Pretty sure youre taken, so how I feel doesn't matter anyway.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: July 23, 2023, 2:29 pm UTC
when you’re feeling safe in your skin maybe we’ll meet again
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: July 22, 2023, 2:15 am UTC
i wanna be with you but i don’t wanna be sad anymore
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: July 18, 2023, 2:06 am UTC
I have a million things I wish I could say to you
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: January 19, 2021, 3:29 am UTC
Hey,
I am listening to sad songs right now. Every single one reminds me of you and makes me want to cry forever. I am constantly wondering if you're thinking about me back. I doubt you are. You're not right? How do I move on? I have to see you in about a week. You hurt me so much yet I still want you. It's almost like I need you, but I know I don't, right? Ugh, I just keep questioning myself. I feel like you are writing all these notes on here to me but I know you're not. They just match our situation so perfectly. When will you text me? Will you even ever text me again? I don't want to stop writing so I am going to act as if you are reading this and want to know about my weekend. I cried about an english essay A LOT, celebrated my friends birthday, spent my whole bank account shopping in Boston, and drove around listening to music. The driving would be better with you. Just imagine: driving to nowhere, blasting music, and eating McDonald's. We sing until we lose our voices and spill all of our darkest secrets to each other. Then, we do it all again the next weekend. My friends would kill me for going back to you but I'd be so happy if you liked me back the way I like you. I would wear your sweatshirt (that is the color of this message) and maybe steal one or two more;) I have given you so many hints in this message so if by any chance you happen to somehow see this, write me one back. It would mean the world to me.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: January 18, 2021, 10:18 pm UTC
i dont know you but i'm trying to see if someone wrote something about my ex but all i see is u writing to someone with the same initials... anyway it doesnt sound like that guy deserves you, forget about him
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: January 15, 2021, 10:24 pm UTC
I'm definitely not over you. But, I dont want our friendship to be wrecked. You mean the world to me. Idk how to tell you that I just want to be with you because things are too complicated.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: January 15, 2021, 3:42 am UTC
I am procrastinating homework and thinking about you again. I am listening to sad songs, forcing myself to cry because I want to feel some sort of emotion related to you. I bet you are asleep and if you aren't, you probably aren't thinking about me. Maybe playing video games or talking to that new girl. Just so you know, I still miss you.
- (I wanna sign my name but I'm too scared)
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: January 10, 2021, 4:12 am UTC
"i want to be with them in every conceivable way that you could be with a person I want to be with them in a friendship way I want to be with them in a romantic way I want to be with them in a just existing way I’m going to go on a walk with them I wanna go into a forest with them and find each other cool rocks" i wrote this about you, drunk, the night we stopped talking. this pain is dull and achey.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: January 8, 2021, 10:20 am UTC
I wonder if we drifted apart because you hated the distance or if you just got tired of me. Either way, thank you. You are unforgettable. And save your money, your spirit animal is a water buffalo :)
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: January 8, 2021, 3:50 am UTC
i wish when you left you stayed gone and never came back. each time you took a piece w/ me when you left me.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: January 4, 2021, 11:17 pm UTC
idk who u are but my initials are also kw so I came accross your messages searching for messages to myself. I read them all and understood so much of what you were saying as if it was my own emotion or message. I just wanted to say youre not alone and things will be ok. stop waiting for their message, a watched pot never boils. if its meant to be, itll come when youre not expecting it. -kw, but not the one you're wishing for.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: January 3, 2021, 1:10 pm UTC
you have no idea what you do to my heart. just tell me you feel the same and i'll finally be happy
rl
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: January 3, 2021, 3:06 am UTC
I have been thinking about you nonstop for the past few days. Please tell me you feel the same way. Please text me, call me, snap me, dm me, I don't care… please just reach out.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: December 29, 2020, 1:12 am UTC
La verdad aunque en su momento lo fuiste todo, tu orgullo fue lo que no te dejĂł ver cĂłmo mejoraba y no por mi, si no por ti.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: December 23, 2020, 7:50 pm UTC
never lose your sense of self do not change for anyone we are all so proud of how far you have come in life
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: December 23, 2020, 7:40 pm UTC
You were always so great although nothing ever happened I wish you all the best and hope this isn't the last of what was never us
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: December 19, 2020, 8:17 am UTC
Talking to you ignites an excitement that I’ve never felt before. I haven’t felt it since March. I haven’t felt much at all since March.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: December 16, 2020, 6:14 pm UTC
When I told you that I had never thought about having a family until you, I meant it. You chose to laugh in my face and say, “Ah Fuck” instead. I may still be with you but you’ve done to much to damage me. I will not allow myself to have a child with you. So why do I stay?
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: December 13, 2020, 4:24 am UTC
I cannot stop thinking about you and I have the urge to text you right now. I do not know if you would get the text or not but I still want to send it. I don't even miss you, it's more the conversations, attention, and entertainment. My friends all told me not to text you and the only thing holding me back is that it will show I still care. Do you still care? Probably not :/ I don't know what else to say… so bye ig
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: December 8, 2020, 6:21 am UTC
you probably definitly told her the same things you told me and told her the song you told me reminded you of me reminded you of her cause that is the type of person you are at the end of day
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: December 8, 2020, 6:20 am UTC
how tf does every relationship mean nothing to you, you're a different type of low, you really just love hurting girls or something bruh
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: December 6, 2020, 11:13 am UTC
You text me today, I have no idea how you got my number and when I read your text I knew in my heart it was you. I’m not strong enough to tell you I miss you and still love you, so I’ll just let you slip away.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: December 6, 2020, 11:07 am UTC
You told me that’s it’s best to move on, and I’m trying; but he’s not you. When him and I kiss I can’t help but compare him to you, and I try to figure out why it doesn’t feel the same. No one will ever be better then you in my eyes.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: November 24, 2020, 11:21 am UTC
hi! i mean i´m not in love with you, but it´d be nice to know each other a little bit, i think you´re really cute :)) hmu whenever you like. thanks bye ♥
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: November 24, 2020, 6:10 am UTC
I’m home now and I’m not sure that i’ll be coming back to our city. I don’t know if i’m happy or scared about that.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: November 21, 2020, 3:33 am UTC
hey mothman, turn off the unsent project and dm a friend, we love u and ur only gonna make urself sad reading these dumbass
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: November 12, 2020, 2:12 pm UTC
you were the first person who gave me butterflies, but you didn't like me back the same way. i know im just a friend to you whatever happens. but know you were a part of my life that gave me good memories along with sad ones too.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: October 20, 2020, 8:19 pm UTC
i sent you that letter that said you're the first one i ever loved. i still do. if you see this, i miss you
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: October 9, 2020, 1:56 am UTC
i always thought we'd somehow keep in touch, but were strangers now. i hope that you sometimes think of me.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: October 5, 2020, 5:54 am UTC
I still like you so much and I miss you. I wish that before I suggested we should break up that I talked to you and told you what was bothering me. I constantly wonder if things would have turned out better. I wonder if you miss me as much as I miss you. I wish I could talk to you again the way we did when we were together. I miss you and your stupidly cute humor and how you’re so sweet and kind and how you value so many people’s opinions and how you’re so so considerate. I miss seeing you everyday (before corona happened) . You don’t know this, but seeing you always made my day.You made what should have been really hard on me this year not hurt so much. I can’t stop thinking about you and part of me wants it to stop but the other part of me doesn’t. I feel like such a fool, but at the end of the day I don’t really care that much. I just want you back. It doesn’t matter how, I just want to talk to you about anything again. I miss you so much and I wish I could show you how much I care about you.
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: October 3, 2020, 3:40 am UTC
how did we go from having something so real to nothing at all. did that night alone mean nothing to you?
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: September 26, 2020, 9:36 am UTC
jason!! i miss talking to you. we haven't talked in months. i hope you're doing well. don't forget to eat and stay hydrated. ilysm
From: ABC
To: jd
Date: September 25, 2020, 3:58 am UTC
every time i think i'm over you and i'm done crying about you i end up bawling and missing you that night.
