idk who u are but my initials are also kw so I came accross your messages searching for messages to myself. I read them all and understood so much of what you were saying as if it was my own emotion or message. I just wanted to say youre not alone and things will be ok. stop waiting for their message, a watched pot never boils. if its meant to be, itll come when youre not expecting it. -kw, but not the one you're wishing for.