Unsent Messages

I still like you so much and I miss you. I wish that before I suggested we should break up that I talked to you and told you what was bothering me. I constantly wonder if things would have turned out better. I wonder if you miss me as much as I miss you. I wish I could talk to you again the way we did when we were together. I miss you and your stupidly cute humor and how you’re so sweet and kind and how you value so many people’s opinions and how you’re so so considerate. I miss seeing you everyday (before corona happened) . You don’t know this, but seeing you always made my day.You made what should have been really hard on me this year not hurt so much. I can’t stop thinking about you and part of me wants it to stop but the other part of me doesn’t. I feel like such a fool, but at the end of the day I don’t really care that much. I just want you back. It doesn’t matter how, I just want to talk to you about anything again. I miss you so much and I wish I could show you how much I care about you.