sorry we dont talk anymore, one day i kinda just stopped thinking of you the way i did when we first met. im sorry, maybe well get back to how we used to be. youll know who this was from.
-:)

Sabes ya no me duele verte o hablarte,pero no significa que no te olvide,solo espero que nos sigamos encontrando y que en un de estos encuentros me digas que tambien me amas o me extrañas y si no es asi al menos que alguna vez lo hiciste.

Hey, aunque nuestros caminos se hayan separado, créeme que no habrá un día en el que no te piense.
Te extraño.

Hey man. I just wanted to say I am sorry that I stopped being ur friend during our a-levels. I am sorry I didn’t explain why either. That was wrong of me and u deserve better. U were really an amazing friend to me. Thank you. And I hope you can forgive me.

You are my soulmate I felt it the first time I laid my eyes on you. You did some bad things to me and I still can't bring myself to accept the fact that you aren't good for me. Every time I see you my face lights up and I see the love you have for me. Why do you have to make it so hard for me ?

Han pasado ya 5 meses de haberte conocido, a pesar de la distancia quería estar contigo y me sentía tan querida y con muchísimas ganas de quererte, no hay un solo día que no piense en ti, no sé porque razón no dejo de pensar en ti si jamás te he visto en persona, ni te he abrazado pero te quiero demasiado, te adoro con todo mi corazón, la distancia me duele demasiado no sé si fue por eso realmente que todo terminó, te extraño muchísimo, pensé que el tiempo me haría olvidar lo que siento por ti pero parece que cada día lo que siento por ti es mas fuerte, no dejo de pensar en nuestra primera llamada que no sé como duro tanto ni la segundo que duro como 4 horas jamás había encajado tanto con alguien, aveces me siento como obsesionada contigo, la verdad no solamente te quiero muchísimo y me dejaste marcada con tu hermosa personalidad, todavía sigo sintiendo lo mismo que un 20 de junio...
quisiera tanto que volviéramos a hablar...

I pray to God that we find the love we had for each other, I love you and I wouldn't want anyone else.

Me Canse de esperarte,llevo 9 años dandolo todo por ti y tu solo sigues haciendome sufrir y no es justo que yo siga aca esperando una oportunidad.

I see you in every sunrise. Im sorry I was too scared to love you like you loved me, but I tried to save you. Im sorry I wasnt enough. I love you, dingus.

yo se que nunca me quisiste, pero eso no quita que yo no te haya amado. me hiciste feliz por un rato aunque haya sido mentira.

Te ame demasiado aunque tu nunca lo viste hubiera querido llenarte de amor y cariño pero nunca te pude hablar sobre mis sentimientos por que tenía miedo de que no me correspondieras en fin te amo mucho y lo seguiré haciendo por el resto de mi vida eres alguien muy importante y te amo (si te molestaba era para llamar tu atención) ?

A pesar de que fueras mi profesor, te quise como a nadie, fuiste la persona que más me ayudo, me salvaste y sé que nunca vas a leer esto, pero fuiste mi primer amor y hasta el día de hoy no he roto nuestra promesa. Sé que seguiste tu camino, pero cuando quieras voltear a ver el pasado, siempre voy a estar ahí, a pesar de que me hallas roto y no me pueda volver a arreglar. Te alejaste sin decirme nada y eso me confunde, puesto que arriesgaste todo por mí, pero ahora solo sé que respiras. Te extraño como a nadie, cada día lloro por tí, daría lo que fuera por volver a tener 1 minuto contigo. TE EXTRAÑO, cambiaste toda mi puta vida y por eso, no puedo dejar de pensar en tí. Te amo.

Most days I'm okay with no longer having you by my side but then little things make think about you and I feel like I did that Sunday morning when you broke my heart

Lo extraño demasiado como no tiene idea, pero lo veo feliz y si usted está feliz yo seré el doble de feliz porque de eso se trata el querer a una persona.

Mi amor mi vida decirte que te he amado desde el momento en que te vi ahí supe que eras el amor de mi vida a pesar de nunca fuimos nada,algunas veces pienso que quizás el destino nos vuelva a unir y de no ser así solo me queda desearte lo mejor de lo mejor y que si te llegas a casar esa mujer te de todo el amor que mereces y el mejor trato del mundo y quizás en otra vida yo sea la que puede darte todo ese amor.TE AMO ALEJANDRO Y SIEMPRE SERÁS TÚ EL AMOR DE MI VIDA NADIE CAMBIARA ESO.

I thought I loved you, but now I know that I did not do it enough, maybe I have never fallen in love and I hope not to do it with someone like you, you only know how to love interestedly, I hope that with her you are different. because if I can tell you something you don't deserve it

Heyy, how are you?? i just wanted to tell you you're the first person i truly fell in love with. literally everything and anything about you is perfect. and well i know you and i are meant to be, i have a gut feeling and have for the past year and a half ever since we met. so even though things are not going the way i want it to right now it's okay. i know you're coming back to me soon whenever you're ready. it kind of sucks i have to wait for you but i want to at the same time. I have to. You'll be back;) i just know it. But anyways, you've made me feel things i've never felt, like the most insane butterflies. You really did change my view on the world and make me want to become a better person. I'll just tell you more when you reach out again. If you see this you know what to do:)

Dijiste que eras mi mejor amigo, cuando en realidad siempre hablabas mal de mi a mis espaldas, se que nunca me consideraste ni tu amiga, espero no volver a verte nunca mas

i wish we could start over. wish i could go back in time so we can finally be together. sometimes i hate you and sometimes i can’t help but love you.

The way you talked about the things you loved just lights up my day, I hope you never lose your love for basketball (:

hey, maybe you know it's me by the way i type. or maybe you don't even know this exists. i have loved you since march. you have been with me by my side and i have told you my deepest darkest secrets. i wish i had the courage to tell you i want more but i'm scared. i'm scared that we're just friends. i'm scared that you pity me. we may live far away but i love you so much. it's crazy to see how many memories we've made. thank you for everything. i love you.

hey, i’m not sure if you’re gonna see this. if you do lmao it’s gonna be awkward, but i just wanted to say i hope your life is going great. i hope everything is fine. i heard you got a girlfriend i think. i’m happy for you, you’re moving on good job ! i’m also moving on it was hard but i did. there’s this guy and his name is francisco and i really like him, but i’m scared if he hurts me like you did. when you sent me that text it was very unexpected. not gonna lie it ruined my day. oh alisa wants to call. bye alex :)

Incognita, that was the word that defined you, you were an astractive image, which I thought I knew, that I comforted and loved.
I met my first love without touching or seeing or speaking, what a way destiny had to show me the worst and most painful first love.
And it's been almost 9 months since that sad goodbye, although I know it's stupid I'm still waiting for a call from you but surely you don't even remember me anymore...
You don't know how much, how much I need my psychologist, my player, my Ale, I miss you, I need you, come back your little girl can't forget you...!

im trying so hard to move on and get over you, but no matter how hard I fight the battle never gets easier.

sad isn’t it? we just simply aren’t meant for each other. i wanted you to be the one so bad. was i crazy to even think you were my soulmate. i’m so stupid for thinking you could care about me.

you knew how much i loved you but you still did it again and damaged me again. wonder if you realize what you did. yes i still love you.

I think you’re cute. It’s not only that but I just feel like we could just connect with just saying few words.

if it means anything i actually really did like you and i know you never felt that way but ur all i ever wanted

You’ve been on my damn mind all week. I’m on a high of happiness you made me feel. And I just want to be with you.

i’m so sorry for what i did. you didn’t deserve it at all and i’m a dickhead for that. we had a great relationship (or whatever it was) and i just discarded it like it was nothing. i discarded you like you were nothing. i’m so fucking sorry. you deserved better. i’ll always love you Alé. you mean so much to me. tú eres mi persona. lo sé. me haces olvidar el ayer pero soñar con el mañana.

No puedo creer que hayas hablado tan mal de mi te creía un hermano no se en que momento te falle no se en que momento dejaste de quererme pero mi corazón aun lo tienes
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We used to be best friends. Didn't work out I know but I'll miss you weirdo. You truly deserve the best.

Entes me dolia mucho cuando me dejaste pero ahora me doy cuenta lo mucho que me lastimaste y lo poco que me haces falta

Te quiero, y realmente estaba dispuesta a esperar, pero me decepcionó ver que no eres 100% sincero, que en realidad eres así con cualquiera, pensé que realmente era diferente lo de nosotros, pero no, igualmente gracias por todo.

I wish you knew that I forced myself to change after we broke up, you somehow gave me the courage to change by leaving me heartbroken. I never actually kissed you on the lips, recently I started to wonder how it would've felt. How would you have kissed me? If you were given a chance to meet me now and have one kiss, would you take it? I know I'm still caught up on you. Eventually i wont be, but thats not now.
With half my heart, an ex

Eres una persona increíble, y no lo digo sólo por las innumerables partidas de parchís que hemos jugado (que te he ganado)(hoy es mi día), por tu gran repertorio de stickers o por tu facilidad para animar mis días. No merecía todo el amor que tenías para dar y me alegro que hayas encontrado a tu media naranja, que te quiera igual o incluso más.

Lo siento mucho, de verdad estaba enamorada de ti aunque fuera yo quien te dejara y aún te quiero :( 07

Me da miedo decirte un "te amo", porque se que tu no sientes lo mismo. Pero es que me pierdo en tu mirada. Y eso me confunde.

my first IRL crush, which led me to sadness. ik you can't control your feelings towards her. but at least know that I loved you that time.

Se que no fui capaz de luchar por ti, tenia miedo a renunciar a todo y al final me dejaste, cuando ya estaba decidida, simplemente me cambiaste sin decir nada, a pesar de eso, no te odio, nunca podría hacerlo, porque durante mucho tiempo fuiste la luz de mi vida, siempre te voy a querer, aunque ahora estes con alguien más...

If I knew I was just a body to you, I never would have let you inside. You used me and your apology was worthless.

If I’d known I was just a body to you, I never would’ve let you inside it. You used me and your apology was garbage.

Te extraño tanto,siempre estas en mi mente espero tu mensaje que dejes tu orgullo la vida es muy corta como para no pasarla con quien te hace feliz, sabes que no me importan los demas me importas tu y quiero estar contigo tenerlo todo contigo perdoname por la cagada que hice pero entiendeme i still falling for you

Me enseñaste a querer algo mejor, a buscar algo mejor. Sé que tu no lo eres, entonces por qué te sigo queriendo a ti?

Te pienso, te pienso mucho. No sé por qué, no sé por qué en este momento. Pero te extraño, con todo mi ser. Te extraño aleji.

i’m leaving you in 2020 ale so please don’t come back. i think it’s best we forget everything that ever happened. i wish i never met you.

I hate that you never saw me the way I saw you. I wanted to be with you and you wanted to be with my body.

so i’m really a waste of time huh? i regret ever meeting you. i regret ever speaking to you. i’m starting to think i do hate you after all.

dear alejandro. i don’t know if u remember me but i used to have a crush on you but i never had the guts to tell you :( anyways i hope you’re doing good. xx

I'm happy that I sent you to hell and blocked you before I received your answer, I know that if I had waited, I would have apologized again. I hope you don't hurt more people in the future and you can learn from the mistakes you made with me as I learned from the ones I made with you