"i want to be with them in every conceivable way that you could be with a person I want to be with them in a friendship way I want to be with them in a romantic way I want to be with them in a just existing way I’m going to go on a walk with them I wanna go into a forest with them and find each other cool rocks" i wrote this about you, drunk, the night we stopped talking. this pain is dull and achey.