ive known you since kindergarten i loved you since 6th grade its now 9th, ive realized alot of things about you and me. Your toxic you have control over me which i know you dont know u have ive cried over you countless times but im no better i keep things inside and i dont tell u how i feel and expect you to just now how im feeling i love you and i know we havent talked in awhile, we dont even go to the same highschool im deeply and painfully in love with you

even though we drifted, had our ups and down, our memories will always be alive. i hope ur doing good in ur new friendship group. we didnt have a bad fight that caused the ending of our fall out and we occasionally meet eachother in the halls and say hi, i hope ur doing okay.

I wish I could hold you in my arms, we'd sit and watch Minecraft streams together while cuddling at 2am

ik you now like my crush when i told you how much i’ve liked him, for so long too, i just hope you don’t stoop that low in the future coming. i hope i can trust you enough to let go of those feelings you have, or you may choose the other option and be selfish about it and date him, if i were in your situation i would never betray you like that but i’m not quite sure if you would do the same for me. i hope you would.

I’m sorry, I was afraid of crossing the line. Now you’ve moved on but still on my mind. It’s almost been a year since we last saw, but in reality your never that far from my mind. I’ll always be thinking of you even though it’s too late now. Hopefully we’ll meet again someday.

Its really hard seeing you getting hurt every single day when there people out there who actually care about you.

ps its me

We rarely talk anymore but whenever we do, that little spark of love that I still hold just bursts into a flame even though I think I'm over you I just can't stop thinking about you. But as long as I can keep you as my bestfriend I'm happy