Unsent messages to I
From: ABC
To: I
Date: December 2, 2020, 12:24 am UTC
I wish you would've given us a chance. You made me feel true happiness for the first time in years. I miss you...
From: ABC
To: I
Date: December 1, 2020, 9:20 pm UTC
i dont think my closeted ass can handle the flirting, i dont even know if im bi, but it feels like your outing me though you dont even know.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: December 1, 2020, 7:13 pm UTC
I like to think that when our song pops up, you listen to it and smile instead of skipping it to the next one.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 30, 2020, 6:22 pm UTC
I have loved you so much and I still do it but you dont say me hello or anything. I hope you find your best love because you deserve it. I love you.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 26, 2020, 5:15 am UTC
no matter what happens i’ll always keep my promise. i love you always. even if it’s from afar. pls come back.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 25, 2020, 3:17 pm UTC
Realmente quiero hablarte o darte un abrazo pero nunca encuentro el momento, porfavor deja de
rajarte ?
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 22, 2020, 4:35 pm UTC
Sometimes I think “wrong time, right person” but it would be the right time with the right person. Moving on for myself but a piece of me still holds on.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 21, 2020, 9:44 pm UTC
I have always been there for you, loving you with every bone in my body. In return you found someone else and now I hope you are happy with her as much as I was anytime we were together
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 21, 2020, 10:51 am UTC
And I can't stop writing these...if only you just knew, but if you knew and didn't feel the same everything would turn to shit
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 21, 2020, 5:20 am UTC
lol it all started in math class when the teacher put us beside each other. you made stupid jokes and we laughed at the dumbest shit during lessons. i never imagined it would be you but im so glad that it is
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 21, 2020, 3:31 am UTC
I miss the way I used to feel whenever you would hold me. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever feel that feeling again.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 21, 2020, 3:15 am UTC
What does it feel to be loved after I gave you all and it was never appreciated hope you meet someone one day and ill always love you but I guess it time to move on from you.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 21, 2020, 3:14 am UTC
You weren't there for me when I needed it so I stop caring not cause I stoped loving you because I stop believing you cared as much. I saw that you were laughing without me but I could never do the same. I miss you every fucking day and I miss us but you don't want me back how I want you back
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 20, 2020, 12:28 pm UTC
I know we're growing apart and we're not kids anymore but I just want you to know how much you mean to me.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 20, 2020, 8:11 am UTC
i wish you fucking showed up. if ur with somebody i hope they takes better care of you than i could from so far away. we were too young
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 20, 2020, 5:37 am UTC
ouch.
i wish you could feel how i feel right now, i know this feeling won't last forever but it still hurts, thank you for all the pain you caused me, but still if you called me at 3am i would answer on the first ring :/. hope you are happy
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 20, 2020, 5:29 am UTC
hi, i miss you.
i know you don't miss me i tried to work things out but you didn't want to its okay, i will always care for you and i wish that you would stop playing with my heart and just cut me off or love me, you are hurting me.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 20, 2020, 12:17 am UTC
I have a lot to say :( The first time I saw you I knew we had something , I didn’t know why but I felt it. I feel like we had a connection that’s what all that stuff happened and shit but, we’re friends and everything but I’m starting to miss you again. it’s like every time we start talking again or just see each other I feel some way because I’ve missed you. You probably don’t feel the same way, even tho you stare at me today in class and kept doing it. Sometimes you give me little signs it probably not even signs but I’m a Virgo I over think everything but you stare at me we can laugh at literally anything but idk I feel like we just click sometimes. But idk I miss you I miss the way we were how close we were how we always hung out and talked. Now I just feel like complete shit and like my life’s fucking up and I do overthink a little too much but I get jealous on how my bsf always hangs out with you I mean it’s probably nun even tho she liked you before and u did too I still forgave both of y’all and I’m so fucking dumb for that. Anyways tho we literally txt at school and we jus stare at each other but I miss you idk if you do too but who knows.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 19, 2020, 4:32 pm UTC
You hurted me a lot, but I did the same to you. It was never right.
I really hope you’re doing better.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:49 pm UTC
i wish you couldve made a smarter decision. to choose me. but i still cant get over the fact that im hurt over you.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:32 am UTC
thank you for convincing me to stay alive. i forgive you for giving up, and i will fight for the both of us
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:29 am UTC
i know we will never have the same bond anymore. look i loved you, but i just wish to have you back as a friend. idk what ill do without you and it really feels like shit. i miss you. thats all. all the facetimes, calls, and overall conversations. i want you to come back. yes we talked it out and we are on okay terms but it still doesnt feel the same. i just miss everything we had.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 18, 2020, 12:21 am UTC
I miss you, I wish I got to see you that week. I didn't know that for 2 months you would be gone. I wish I didn't say bye, I wish I said I love you. I cried so much when I heard you were gone. I still cry the same amount as if you were gone yesterday. you were my yellow, you were my life. you watched me grow up, till I was 11. I hope you're still watching because I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you. I've gone so far, I would be taller than you right now, I was almost taller than you the last time I saw you. mom misses you a lot. I miss you a lot too. we all miss you, It been years, but feels like it happened yesterday still. I love you.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 18, 2020, 12:16 am UTC
i wish it couldve worked. i wish we couldve just been ok. but i cant dwell on you anymore. i love you so much i have to let you go for the sake of my mental.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 17, 2020, 5:32 am UTC
you played me. you acted like I was the only one. I hate how everytime you decide to have feelings for me I go running like a dog, back to you. I want to be done. but you give me the attention I desire to have. I know you’ve moved on, but it’s messed up, you took me for advantage& I can’t get over it. You don’t deserve me. You never wanted me. you’re a horrible person.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 16, 2020, 6:10 am UTC
we were in love & the things we shared were a dream. i always believed we were meant to be, so i hope someday you’ll return to me. imy
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 12, 2020, 9:55 pm UTC
Why me, you said you would always be here for me. But you replaced me for someone better. And yet I am the one who apologizes.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 11, 2020, 4:11 am UTC
Después de ti, nada volvió a ser lo mismo, todas las noches me pregunte que hice mal, cuando lo único malo que hice fue dar todo por alguien que no dio nada por mi.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 11, 2020, 2:11 am UTC
i have to remember that you don’t love me the way i love you. the way i tremble at your touch and the world slowly fades, the way that when you smile everything gets a little brighter. it all scares me, but it mostly makes me mad. because i know for a fact that you’ll never feel the same way. i know for a fact that it’s all just wrong to you. but i love you i really really do. god, i’ve loved you since before i knew what love was. i just want you to love me too.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 10, 2020, 4:16 am UTC
today was a really hard day. and I just miss feeling wanted and loved. I miss the part of this where I could call you and cry. I miss the part where I had a person.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 8, 2020, 7:12 pm UTC
i thought i was over you and ok with just being friends. but yesterday you gave me a
hug and all the butterflies came back.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 8, 2020, 5:18 am UTC
it’s been three days since i last cut. you would be proud of me.
i never even told you it was happening. i didn't want to make you feel guilty or badly or like you had to take care of me. but you’d be proud of me i think.
i’m trying really hard to stay out of your life.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 6, 2020, 5:09 pm UTC
As i think there’re souls which are meant to find, i think there’re others whose union is avoided, they would be something too powerful for this world. Unfortunately, we’re like the second ones, the universe wasn’t made for our magic.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 6, 2020, 5:04 pm UTC
As I think there're souls meant to find, there're others whose union is avoided, they would be something too powerful for this world. Unfortunatey, we're like the second ones, the universe wasn't made for our magic.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: November 5, 2020, 11:09 am UTC
I really liked you like a lot. We were doing okay talking and all. The way you smiled made my heart warm. I was willing to stay up all night to talk to you everyday. Why did you suddenly start ignoring my calls and texts. Did I do something wrong? Did I say something wrong? I know we were not together but it still hurts two years later. Was I not good enough for you? I wish you would have at least told me goodbye. I'm crying as I write this two years later. You broke me .If you were to call me I'd still pick up,if you were to text me I'd reply even though you have ignored me for two years now. I'll always pick you. I have not talked to anyone the way I did to you. You broke a piece of me that I now can't give anyone. Am I not good enough for you? Is it my looks ,is it my personality? Is it the fact that I was ready to risk it all for you? I still ask myself question . I'm sorry if I wasn't what you wanted . I'm sorry if I wasn't good enough for you
I promise I really tried. I'm too young to feel all this but just incase I won't be here when you come back to look for me if you will ever do that just know I'm watching you from above. I will always choose you. Always and forever. I'm sorry I bothered you. Goodbye.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: October 30, 2020, 1:47 am UTC
i dont know how to explain you to anyone. i dont know how to explain why i would still love someone who hurt me so deeply. i dont even know how to explain it to myself.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: October 13, 2020, 7:28 pm UTC
I wish you liked me back the same way as I liked you. You were my first love but you only wanted to use me...
From: ABC
To: I
Date: October 11, 2020, 9:02 pm UTC
When everyone made jokes about me likening you, that was true,but I still can’t tell you that because I know I will get rejected ....
From: ABC
To: I
Date: October 11, 2020, 9:00 pm UTC
When everyone made jokes about me likening you, that was true,but I still can’t tell you that because I know I will get rejected ....
From: ABC
To: I
Date: October 10, 2020, 8:53 pm UTC
You told me you'll always be there for me and then you left. What you didn't know was that everything about me was you. I hate you so bad but I love you the most
From: ABC
To: I
Date: October 10, 2020, 3:56 pm UTC
I can’t stop thinking about you, and I think u feel the same but I’m scared to reach out in case I’m wrong
From: ABC
To: I
Date: October 6, 2020, 12:24 am UTC
I am starting to get over you, after everything I can feel myself healing. I thought our souls connected and I believed that you were "it" for me. I know I didn't mean anything to you but it still hurts that you chose her and not me, I keep thinking where we would be if you chose me, would we be happy? would everything be worth it? I hope you know that I'm not mad at you, I can never be, but you took a piece of me that I can never get back and I hate you for that. you showed me what love truly was and I hope you treat her well, better then you treated me.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: October 4, 2020, 11:35 am UTC
wish u feel the same as i do, but ig not everyone is meant for each other, green will always be our color
From: ABC
To: I
Date: September 30, 2020, 5:48 pm UTC
i actually did want something with you I love you and it hurts bc Ik that you No longer want to talk to me because I can’t hang out with you for my reasons I’m sorry I do care about you and I hope we can some how find a way back
From: ABC
To: I
Date: September 28, 2020, 6:14 pm UTC
I'm jealous that she gets the chance to hang out with you more than I do but I don't have the guts to tell you
From: ABC
To: I
Date: September 28, 2020, 8:15 am UTC
I don't know if I am still in love with you. But, I do know that I don't want you to be in pain. I am too afraid that if something does happen, I will expose too much about myself. I love you so much maybe it is not platonic anymore. You don't like me though, and I guess that part hurts. Oh, I guess I still do love you so, so much, but I don't want to be. I'm sorry. I can't help it I love your smile, I love the bond we have, I love your energy, I just love everything about you. However, you're my best friend, and I don't want to ruin that.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: September 26, 2020, 1:10 pm UTC
This is it, I’m letting you go. Fully. I hope you get everything you’ve ever wanted in life, you deserve it.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: September 25, 2020, 1:51 am UTC
I don’t regret meeting you, I believe we met at the wrong time. There will be a right time, I feel it in my bones.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: September 24, 2020, 6:05 pm UTC
I fell in love with you. You were my best friend and I ruined everything with my expectations.
I’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: I
Date: September 18, 2020, 6:44 am UTC
please write me please write me please write me please write me please write me please write me please write me
