"i want to be with them in every conceivable way that you could be with a person I want to be with them in a friendship way I want to be with them in a romantic way I want to be with them in a just existing way I’m going to go on a walk with them I wanna go into a forest with them and find each other cool rocks" i wrote this about you, drunk, the night we stopped talking. this pain is dull and achey.

how did we go from having something so real to nothing at all. did that night alone mean nothing to you?

It hurts. It really does. And im tired of doing this roundabout thing. I cannot help but feel like youre lying to me.. maybe thats just my trust issues. But making a video and posting it where thousands of people can see and tell you that “you deserved better” when I tried to do everything I could to be there for you. That hurts. Especially when I tried again and again to talk to you.
I cant keep doing this to myself.
We can still be friends because I value you a lot as a person, but this isnt what I need right now. And this isnt within what I can handle either.

I still like you so much and I miss you. I wish that before I suggested we should break up that I talked to you and told you what was bothering me. I constantly wonder if things would have turned out better. I wonder if you miss me as much as I miss you. I wish I could talk to you again the way we did when we were together. I miss you and your stupidly cute humor and how you’re so sweet and kind and how you value so many people’s opinions and how you’re so so considerate. I miss seeing you everyday (before corona happened) . You don’t know this, but seeing you always made my day.You made what should have been really hard on me this year not hurt so much. I can’t stop thinking about you and part of me wants it to stop but the other part of me doesn’t. I feel like such a fool, but at the end of the day I don’t really care that much. I just want you back. It doesn’t matter how, I just want to talk to you about anything again. I miss you so much and I wish I could show you how much I care about you.

You told me that’s it’s best to move on, and I’m trying; but he’s not you. When him and I kiss I can’t help but compare him to you, and I try to figure out why it doesn’t feel the same. No one will ever be better then you in my eyes.

You text me today, I have no idea how you got my number and when I read your text I knew in my heart it was you. I’m not strong enough to tell you I miss you and still love you, so I’ll just let you slip away.

When I told you that I had never thought about having a family until you, I meant it. You chose to laugh in my face and say, “Ah Fuck” instead. I may still be with you but you’ve done to much to damage me. I will not allow myself to have a child with you. So why do I stay?

i always thought we'd somehow keep in touch, but were strangers now. i hope that you sometimes think of me.

hey mothman, turn off the unsent project and dm a friend, we love u and ur only gonna make urself sad reading these dumbass

I have been thinking about you nonstop for the past few days. Please tell me you feel the same way. Please text me, call me, snap me, dm me, I don't care… please just reach out.

you have no idea what you do to my heart. just tell me you feel the same and i'll finally be happy
rl

you were the first person who gave me butterflies, but you didn't like me back the same way. i know im just a friend to you whatever happens. but know you were a part of my life that gave me good memories along with sad ones too.

Talking to you ignites an excitement that I’ve never felt before. I haven’t felt it since March. I haven’t felt much at all since March.

I’m home now and I’m not sure that i’ll be coming back to our city. I don’t know if i’m happy or scared about that.

hi! i mean i´m not in love with you, but it´d be nice to know each other a little bit, i think you´re really cute :)) hmu whenever you like. thanks bye ♥

La verdad aunque en su momento lo fuiste todo, tu orgullo fue lo que no te dejó ver cómo mejoraba y no por mi, si no por ti.

idk who u are but my initials are also kw so I came accross your messages searching for messages to myself. I read them all and understood so much of what you were saying as if it was my own emotion or message. I just wanted to say youre not alone and things will be ok. stop waiting for their message, a watched pot never boils. if its meant to be, itll come when youre not expecting it. -kw, but not the one you're wishing for.

i sent you that letter that said you're the first one i ever loved. i still do. if you see this, i miss you

how tf does every relationship mean nothing to you, you're a different type of low, you really just love hurting girls or something bruh

you probably definitly told her the same things you told me and told her the song you told me reminded you of me reminded you of her cause that is the type of person you are at the end of day

I am procrastinating homework and thinking about you again. I am listening to sad songs, forcing myself to cry because I want to feel some sort of emotion related to you. I bet you are asleep and if you aren't, you probably aren't thinking about me. Maybe playing video games or talking to that new girl. Just so you know, I still miss you.
- (I wanna sign my name but I'm too scared)

you were the one that really made me have a "type" but it's like YOU ARE my "type" if it's not you i don't want it. It's not easy to replace you trust me.

i wish i could still face time you everynight god i miss that. or at least text you goodmorning and goodnight

I'm definitely not over you. But, I dont want our friendship to be wrecked. You mean the world to me. Idk how to tell you that I just want to be with you because things are too complicated.

remember when you said you wanted to run away together and build a little house out in the woods? yeah i wish we still stuck to that plan.

i wish when you left you stayed gone and never came back. each time you took a piece w/ me when you left me.

I wonder if we drifted apart because you hated the distance or if you just got tired of me. Either way, thank you. You are unforgettable. And save your money, your spirit animal is a water buffalo :)

i dont know you but i'm trying to see if someone wrote something about my ex but all i see is u writing to someone with the same initials... anyway it doesnt sound like that guy deserves you, forget about him

Hey,
I am listening to sad songs right now. Every single one reminds me of you and makes me want to cry forever. I am constantly wondering if you're thinking about me back. I doubt you are. You're not right? How do I move on? I have to see you in about a week. You hurt me so much yet I still want you. It's almost like I need you, but I know I don't, right? Ugh, I just keep questioning myself. I feel like you are writing all these notes on here to me but I know you're not. They just match our situation so perfectly. When will you text me? Will you even ever text me again? I don't want to stop writing so I am going to act as if you are reading this and want to know about my weekend. I cried about an english essay A LOT, celebrated my friends birthday, spent my whole bank account shopping in Boston, and drove around listening to music. The driving would be better with you. Just imagine: driving to nowhere, blasting music, and eating McDonald's. We sing until we lose our voices and spill all of our darkest secrets to each other. Then, we do it all again the next weekend. My friends would kill me for going back to you but I'd be so happy if you liked me back the way I like you. I would wear your sweatshirt (that is the color of this message) and maybe steal one or two more;) I have given you so many hints in this message so if by any chance you happen to somehow see this, write me one back. It would mean the world to me.

You were always so great although nothing ever happened I wish you all the best and hope this isn't the last of what was never us

never lose your sense of self do not change for anyone we are all so proud of how far you have come in life

I cannot stop thinking about you and I have the urge to text you right now. I do not know if you would get the text or not but I still want to send it. I don't even miss you, it's more the conversations, attention, and entertainment. My friends all told me not to text you and the only thing holding me back is that it will show I still care. Do you still care? Probably not :/ I don't know what else to say… so bye ig

every time i think i'm over you and i'm done crying about you i end up bawling and missing you that night.

jason!! i miss talking to you. we haven't talked in months. i hope you're doing well. don't forget to eat and stay hydrated. ilysm

I used our favorite color. I miss you.

I can't ever forgive what you made me but I'll still miss you anyway.. it's so unfair.

I miss you, I miss the clingy side of yours that always makes me smile.

You were always just so mean

still missing you every single day, my love. can we be together again?

Used ur fav color. She probs did this too cuz she’s like me. N u’ll hurt her the way u hurt me.

i love you but it hurts to, its okay tho

i hope you’ve moved on, truly i do.

But I just miss

Why did you do that to me

is it too late early to ask, if you're really going to pursue me?

can't you see that I love you more than he ever will?

I will always love you, I'm glad I've met you and learned so much by your side

Ur so slay babygirlll <333

why did you hurt me the way you did? why did you use me? i miss you so much it hurts it hurts !!!!!!

will you ever reach out to me? i really miss you