I don't know if I am still in love with you. But, I do know that I don't want you to be in pain. I am too afraid that if something does happen, I will expose too much about myself. I love you so much maybe it is not platonic anymore. You don't like me though, and I guess that part hurts. Oh, I guess I still do love you so, so much, but I don't want to be. I'm sorry. I can't help it I love your smile, I love the bond we have, I love your energy, I just love everything about you. However, you're my best friend, and I don't want to ruin that.