Unsent Messages

I really liked you like a lot. We were doing okay talking and all. The way you smiled made my heart warm. I was willing to stay up all night to talk to you everyday. Why did you suddenly start ignoring my calls and texts. Did I do something wrong? Did I say something wrong? I know we were not together but it still hurts two years later. Was I not good enough for you? I wish you would have at least told me goodbye. I'm crying as I write this two years later. You broke me .If you were to call me I'd still pick up,if you were to text me I'd reply even though you have ignored me for two years now. I'll always pick you. I have not talked to anyone the way I did to you. You broke a piece of me that I now can't give anyone. Am I not good enough for you? Is it my looks ,is it my personality? Is it the fact that I was ready to risk it all for you? I still ask myself question . I'm sorry if I wasn't what you wanted . I'm sorry if I wasn't good enough for you
I promise I really tried. I'm too young to feel all this but just incase I won't be here when you come back to look for me if you will ever do that just know I'm watching you from above. I will always choose you. Always and forever. I'm sorry I bothered you. Goodbye.