I still want to go to chilli's with you.. but I don't know how you feel about me. There's no way you'll see this.. but were drifting too far apart. I want you so fucking bad but I just need to move on. The distance is the worst, I wish things were better between us, but I just feel like another girl to you. You used to be so romantic with me, and I understand why your distant now, but it hurts so bad. I hope everything works out with you, you deserve so much.