I didn’t wanna hurt you, I swear I didn’t. I would give anything to go back to that fucking night and change it.

i wish you love me the way i love you you won’t get out of my mind no matter how hard i try please let me be happy

why do you keep doing this to me, we've been on this same off and on cycle for two years now, if you really liked me you would let me go

this color remind me the blood i’ve bled because of you and . was it really necessary to hurt me so badly for a little of love?

sparks flew when i first saw you. but those sparks caught fire and burnt me down leaving me with nothing

I wish it would have worked out, but now we get to experience other people & i know we’ll come back to eachother. we always do.

I wasn’t crying over you. I was crying over scared about having pink eye, there was literally something in my eye all day. I also don’t like green because of you. Don’t be full of yourself.

I know its supposed to be first love, but technically you are my first love. I feel like Ive never experienced love before I met you and I hope this feeling lasts forever.

You broke my heart and I miss you every day, i know you dont want me anymore but why'd you have to hurt me the way you did

Not my first love but, i wish you would let me in. To show you i’m not gonna leave. Instead you left first for a little bit then came back

for some reason i believe that you’re the one for me, and that one day i’ll be the one for you too.
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I wish I could get you out of my head. I know probably nothing will ever happen, but I can't help being a little hopeful.

i’m sorry i’m never enough for you. i wish you could understand that i rly love you. yeah i kno were young but i jus wanted this one thing . we were so happy. what happend :/

hi...you probably don't ever see these but it's worth a chance. i love you, i miss you, and i want you back.

You're one of the best things that has ever happened to me. I never felt like myself until I met you. Please stay bubby, you've helped me so much. I love you more

I hate that we went thru all that to be strangers again:/ i still miss and love you, but the old you. idk who you are anymore. U deserve the world nick, wish i could’ve told u this in person. But i still love you

I know that you’ll never know who I am but you’re the only guy I have never been able to get out of my head and there’s something about you that’s just different I know this sounds dumb but . I love you .

You saw me crying, you always knew when something was wrong but when I needed your embrace, you kept walking.

You seem mad at me and tired of me already. I wish you would tell me that everything between us is fine and if it's not, then tell me now and don't lead me on.

here we are almost 3 months later and i still think if you asked me to i'd run back to you although it woudn't be the right thing.

i know it’s stupid but part of me still believes you’re my soulmate and that we’ll come back to one another eventually

you're an asshole, i'm glad i dumped you, so so glad because otherwise I would be madly in love with you

Here I am again writing on this hoping you will come across this. Because my pride just wouldn't let me reach out to you . I hate that I can't see the color red without thinking of you. I often think of us and realize it was just another case of right person wrong time, because I just know we would be so powerful together. I love the kind of person I become when I am around you. You motivate me , the way you carry yourself is what stood out the moment I met you. I have never experienced love till now I think. I just hate the way you disappear and come back months later , I hate that I still allow you back into my life knowing you're just destined to leave. I hate that you make me feel this way because I know I shouldn't . And at the end of the day I will truly never know how you feel. But I am holding on to the slightest bit of hope at this point, but I can only hang on for so long. Before I decide to fully move on so Nic, please do something I really want you in my life. before it is truly too late :p

Even though things were never resolved you’re still special to me. Even if I was idealizing you to be someone you’re not. Thank you for being someone that I could look up to. Thank you for inspiring me to become a better person. Thank you for being the first person that I was able to relate my life experiences with. Even though I will never get closure if you had feelings.. even if I’m not even on your mind.. even if we don’t talk..you’ll always mean something to me. I loved you and even if those romantic feelings are gone I still admire you for who you are. I wish nothing but happiness and someone to love you more than I did. Because of you I’m able to set higher standards for myself. I understand my worth now. Thank you for being someone I loved even though we were never a thing. Thank you.

Although you will never know that this is me writing this, I just want to say that I love you. From your beautiful eyes to your amazing smile you have never failed to bring me joy. Keep doing you. Much love

Sometimes at night I want to text you. FaceTime you. Close the distance. I’m still in love with you, even if I never got to say it. Why can’t you just do what makes you happy? I know we both messed things up, but we could really do this and you know it.

I am really sorry for letting you like me for so long even though I didn't feel the same. I miss your friendship so much

i miss watching you laugh, i miss your smile, i miss looking into your eyes and falling in love all over again

it’s been a month. i still think about you everyday. i’m not in love with you anymore but i still have so much love for you. i hope you are doing okay, and i hope everything works out for you. i wish we could go back to the way things were but i guess the only way now is forward, even tho it’s so hard to go forward without you. 8 months and i wish we could start them again just to spend more time with you. i miss you more and more everyday my love

i miss you everyday. i wish we could go back and do it all again. i hope she makes you happier than i thought i did. i still love you.

i miss you. i wish i had kissed you. i wish you were old and mature enough to understand i was the realest thing youve ever known. ill always love you.

i’m no longer allowing myself to be available whenever you need me. 4 years of knowing you and not once have you reached out first. letting go breaks me. i’ll miss you.

Thank you for being my first love, you mean the world to me. You are the most amazing, kind, caring and beautiful man I have ever met. I can’t thank you enough for all that you’ve done, I look forward to getting married soon. - Love always, your lil strawberry, M. ♡

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i hope you dont think im a total loser weirdo freak
i just want to hold your hand

i hope u notice the way i kiss ur face three times, i love you, but i am nervous to say such

you made me feel something real then you just left

its an endless cycle between us, i cant help but go back to it whenever offered.

i still love you no matter how bad you treated me

i miss you. i know i told you not to contact me, but i wish you’d call.

Why did you have to do that to me? You’re supposed to love me.

I wish I didn’t still get so mad at you.

i hope your new job is everything you’ve wanted. i wish we could talk and catch up, i miss you

I’m sorry I forced so much on you. I didn’t know how much you loved me.

you were my best friend, that's really all. i just need a goodbye, or to tell you everything.

i loved you and hate you so much.

I'll look back to those august days. You are my first love, maybe one day the distance won't stop us

you are everything i have ever wanted

i love you but im not in love with you mi amor.. im sorry i hurt you..i am

Just call if it’s you, I told you, I’d always answer.

I have so much that I needed to say to you but never found the courage. In another lifetime.