I’m in denial, I say to myself I’m over you & I’ve moved on but I’m in a relationship I shouldn’t be thinking about you anymore. I think about you all the time & I’m still in love with you. You were my first love and we never broke up because we were toxic. We just grew apart & that the worst part about all this. You didn’t do any thing to hurt me so it’s so hard to hate you. You were my person and I believe we were the right thing at the wrong time.