Unsent messages to GEORGE
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 20, 2020, 1:57 am UTC
you mean so much to me but i'm slowly losing you and it's so fucking painful. i'm not ok and i haven't been for a while i've just hid it. i miss you so much i just want things to be how they were before. when you actually wanted to talk to me and hangout. i got so excited that one night you called me but when i wanted to talk about some stuff you sounded annoyed so i felt bad. i just want it back you mean so much to me and i can't lose you too
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 17, 2020, 9:05 pm UTC
I love you more than I’ve loved anyone else, and that won’t ever change. I can’t wait for forever w you.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 17, 2020, 1:08 pm UTC
you kept me alive. you were the reason i woke up everyday and now you’re a stranger. but i will love you. forever.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 17, 2020, 12:56 pm UTC
you kept me alive. you were the reason i woke up everyday and now you’re a stranger. but i will love you. forever.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 17, 2020, 12:55 pm UTC
you kept me alive. you were the reason i woke up everyday and now you’re a stranger. i will love you. forever.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 17, 2020, 12:53 pm UTC
you kept me alive. you were the reason i woke up everyday and now you’re a stranger. i will love you. forever.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 17, 2020, 12:51 pm UTC
you kept me alive. you were the reason i woke up everyday and now you’re a stranger. i will love you. forever.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 17, 2020, 5:24 am UTC
God I wish you knew how much I love you. You changed my life. I’m a completely new person and I am thriving because of you. Thank you
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 11, 2020, 7:17 am UTC
I’ll always be grateful for the times you made me forget about everybody else when all you ever made me do was smile and laugh. You showed me how to have a good time. You were the bad boy I always hoped of meeting. You were the perfect guy to break my heart. A year goes by and I still have feelings for you but it’s okay because you have someone new and I’m happy for you. I hope she changes you for the better. No more playing games. I hope one day we can at least be friends again because I do miss our friendship a lot. I wish you the best. I doubt you’ll ever read this but just know that six hour car ride in the challenger was one of my favorite moments with you. Homie shitttt
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 11, 2020, 7:15 am UTC
I’ll always be grateful for the times you made me forget about everybody else when all you ever made me do was smile and laugh. You showed me how to have a good time. You were the bad boy I always hoped of meeting. You were the perfect guy to break my heart. A year goes by and I still have feelings for you but it’s okay because you have someone new and I’m happy for you. I hope she changes you for the better. No more playing games. I hope one day we can at least be friends again because I do miss our friendship a lot. I wish you the best. I doubt you’ll ever read this but just know that six hour car ride in the challenger was one of my favorite moments with you. Homie shitttt
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 8, 2020, 10:56 pm UTC
I acted like a bitch coz I was to afraid to let u in and instead of just telling u that I acted like I didn’t care when really all I wanted was u and I saw how hard U was trying with me and I’m sorry I just pushed u away but it is what it is and U ended up being a bit of a Cunt anyway so I like don’t acc really care but at the same time I do and u still look at me which confuses me a lot but when I see u I think about us and miss what we had but it was my fault and that’s that
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 8, 2020, 3:12 pm UTC
It’s only been a day sense I’ve picked myself up although the gods above really do watch over us.
I’m sorry that I left. There wasn’t a day that I didn’t think of you too.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 8, 2020, 3:06 pm UTC
I’ve learnt the valuables within this period without you. I wish you had of been by my side but I’ll be sure to tell you all about it.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 7, 2020, 5:51 pm UTC
I miss the old you, and a hate who you became. I'm very dissapointed in you, you saw how happy I was, but you didn't care, you broke me.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 6, 2020, 9:58 pm UTC
i think i’m in love with you..
you wonder my mind 24/7 i just cant bare the thought of you leaving me, though i know that nothing lasts forever i like to think that we will.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 6, 2020, 2:35 pm UTC
I'll treat myself and others with more than kindness, I'll do better, promise you, Daddy. Tomorrow is a new day and I'll be at peace knowing you are by my side hypothetically speaking.
See you soon. I'm sorry it took this long.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 2, 2020, 11:01 am UTC
I’m so sorry I couldn’t love you forever
I tried
I really did try, but I can’t force myself to love someone. I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to make you cry. I never meant for any of this to happen. I’m so sorry.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 2, 2020, 6:07 am UTC
man you fucked me up. i’ll never forgive you for getting with her, but hey. at least were friends again right?
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 1, 2020, 11:32 pm UTC
hi my love. i'm so scared to lose u. i don't want to have kids and get married and see the world if i'm not doing it with u. i don't wanna ever have to say goodbye. i don't wanna have to love without u always by my side. i just want it to be us against the world forever.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: October 1, 2020, 9:30 am UTC
You were my first love..I fall in love with you since the first second I saw you. Even though you broke my heart, I wish you nothing but happiness.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: September 29, 2020, 6:23 am UTC
hey. I miss you. but you dont care about me anymore and ik its over but I always still hope one day u will just show me u care and be there for me
From: ABC
To: george
Date: September 21, 2020, 4:25 am UTC
if you see this please know i love you with my whole heart and like you told me in my room, you’re my person. it’s always been you
From: ABC
To: george
Date: September 16, 2020, 12:41 am UTC
I love you. But can you please stop breaking my heart, stop taking all ur shit out on me because you know I love you too much to leave you. You’re making it harder for me to stay alive
From: ABC
To: george
Date: September 14, 2020, 12:04 am UTC
We used to stay up listening to frank ocean and everything changed when we joined year 13 what happened?
From: ABC
To: george
Date: September 12, 2020, 1:19 am UTC
Could we actually be something? Was there ever a point where you liked me? Or are we just bad at signals.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: September 11, 2020, 5:30 am UTC
i would have given you every last bite and every last sip for the rest of my life-
and you would have taken them.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: September 11, 2020, 3:21 am UTC
Every time I try to fix the cracks in my heart, all they spell is your name. I love you, but you don't want to be alive. I love you, and you need help.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: September 10, 2020, 11:21 pm UTC
I still remember the way it felt to be so loved by you. Part of me feels like that kind of love is so rare it doesn’t just go away. I want to let go but I still love you and I feel like you still love me too.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: September 10, 2020, 2:24 am UTC
So quickly I fell in love with you. I’m scared I won’t find anyone else like you. I hope we meet again one day and watch the sunset at the seaside that we used to talk about.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: September 9, 2020, 10:41 pm UTC
You cried 8 months ago when you lost me
I’m crying 8 months along because I lost myself trying to love your toxic self. I miss you and it hurts that I know I shouldn’t
From: ABC
To: george
Date: September 9, 2020, 5:23 pm UTC
I’m sorry my anxiety gets the better of me.. I wish I had tried to make more of an effort to speak to you... I’m gonna miss you.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: September 7, 2020, 5:01 pm UTC
its you and its always been you. i wanted so badly to tell you i love you too when you texted me, but you were drunk so i figured i probably shouldn't. i wish i could tell you all these things, but you asked me to coffee when I get home so maybe i'll tell you then.
From: ABC
To: george
Date: September 7, 2020, 2:49 pm UTC
You think you’ve lost me but you really haven’t and like I’ve said a million times I’m sorry for the way I am but I am still as in love with you as I always have been
From: ABC
To: george
Date: September 7, 2020, 12:54 am UTC
idk how i feel u text me i feel happy when u don’t i feel sad i’ve never felt like this but i don’t like u i’m not sure if u see this no u didn’t
From: ABC
To: george
Date: September 6, 2020, 8:50 pm UTC
i wish you could look back and realise what an opportunity you missed out on and tell me how much you regret your mistake. but i know that if you did that you'd be lying.
