From: ABC
To: Jalen
Jalen we were never together but i loved you like we were and Ik you loved me at least i hope you did. You cut me off. I cried for weeks. I hope you’re doing good and i miss you .
From: ABC
To: Jalen
thank you for randomly asking me to get ice cream once. i hope you know you are the love of my life... i want to spend every minute of every day with you by my side...i love you
From: ABC
To: Jalen
To think, had I tried things with you or insisted upon waiting, I would not have considered him. He is the comfort I searched for in you. He is the sun and so much more.
Thank you for teaching me hard lessons.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
I don’t understand why you don’t want me anymore. It’s so hard to let you go, I just want to go back to that first kiss in the park
From: ABC
To: Jalen
FUCK YOU BITCH you’re a manipulative whore and i feel bad for the next girl you decide to ruin. you deserve nothing and no one. hoe
From: ABC
To: Jalen
i blocked you from everything and i feel so at peace, fuck you for manipulating me and lying to me. i hope you step on a lego you piece of actual shit
From: ABC
To: Jalen
i have so much love for u even though we were never a thing. u will always have a place in my heart. i get so jealous when your w someone else even though we will never be anything more than friends. i hate that but it’s whatever. hope to see u soon.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
i tried to stop loving you. i built walls around my heart. i found other names. but u... u carved yourself into me, whether u meant to or not. it's u.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
I know you don't see these, and I guess that's good. You've got a girlfriend, but I wish so badly that you'd fall in love with me again. I won't ask you now, because you're probably planning your forever with her, but would you ever be willing to try again? I'm so close to graduating. I'll get my license soon, we can have a real relationship this time. It's been over a year and I still look for you in every new person... Maybe I'm just pulling a broken string, but if you and her don't work out, let's give it one more go. I miss you, nerd.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
this is my first real relationship and words can describe how much i value it. you help me distract myself from the negative which is better than nothing. i’m sorry i don’t really express myself fully and i’m working on it. thank you for being so patient with me. i really want us to last and i want to be able to help you and guide you through any negative experiences. i don’t really know how i feel about you but i know that i really like you. i want to be able to trust you fully. i want to be able to walk down a dark street with you and not have a care in the world. i want to love myself the way that i love you. i don’t know what to say or how to say it but just know i love you with all my heart.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
i’m listing to ur album and i’m pretty sure it’s about me. i know this sounds weird but i listened to hey you and my feelings came back but i don’t want to burden you.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
you treat me as if you never even loved me and it’s starting to feel like everything was a lie. have fun bowling asshole
From: ABC
To: Jalen
i think abt u day and night. its months and im still not over u. i cant watch tangled or princess and the frog without thinking of u. im sorry i wasnt enough. i hope ur happy with her.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
u do this thing where u walk out of someones life , with no warning at all. u just leave. and then u try to come back. u try to randomly ft them. u try to randomly snap them and then say "oh nvm." and that is what i hate abt u. dont come running back to me , to anyone. u had your chance. u had me while u had me and now u dont. im not yours to have anymore. so stop trying to come back. ive moved on.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
I hate it here at school as much as you do... you just never gave me a chance to open up to you and tell you that. You ruined everything between us and I'm sorry I left but you were being so mean to me after lying to me about everything. You were truly the one person I liked being around and now I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I miss you but I think it is for the best this way. I can't fix you, you don't want to grow.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
you were my first love. but you changed. you are not the person i fell in love with anymore. i’ll love you forever but i’m letting you go. i deserve so much better. i wish you the best little boy
From: ABC
To: Jalen
I made a huge mistake Leaving and ur slipping away while ur imagining ur time with her.. I miss you and I’ll never forgive myself, watching you slip away breaks my heart into millions of pieces every single one stabbing. You’re the one I wanna be with. Never have I been pulled towards someone like I am to you.. I gave up my chance and I hate seeing you leave and talk to me less. You probably get a smile seeing her name pop up instead of mine cuz it’s not my place anymore no matter how much I wish. I’d give up a lot to go back and never make that decision, I’m changing everything for you and I don’t think you want that anymore. Who would... my heart will always be with you. I’m going to wait for you however long it takes. And if u marry her.. I’m telling u it’s the wrong person.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
I hope she makes you happy. I hope she never questions you like I did. I hope your talks with her are as riveting as they were with me. I hope she appreciates the way your mind works as much as I do.... but I wish it was me instead.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
we were perfect, smiled, laughed, even my dad liked you. I always wanted to spend my time with you. Have you ever got asked the question "what would you do if you only had 1 hour to live", you were my answer, spending my 1 hour of life with you.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
did it really mean nothing? you didn’t feel anything at all in the slightest
From: ABC
To: Jalen
The apologies are annoying. Take initiative bc I can’t be the only one doing so. It’s draining asf
From: ABC
To: Jalen
I still think we could’ve been great if only you didn’t ghost me. I think I loved you.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
i’ll always wait for you, i want it to be you forever. i know you dont feel the same, but thats okay
From: ABC
To: Jalen
Its been more than a year w/o contact and i still think about you
From: ABC
To: Jalen
i now realize you were not my person, and i am okay knowing that i wish you the best!! much love
From: ABC
To: Jalen
there are a lot of ways i could live my life but i want it to be with you. i miss you
From: ABC
To: Jalen
you were my first love but I wasn’t yours and that’s what sucks. I will always love u
From: ABC
To: Jalen
I beg the universe to drown me in my sorrows and guilt,hoping it’d make it easier for you to forget.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
You were and always will be my first true love but i destroyed you and for that im sorry
From: ABC
To: Jalen
i always think about how no man will ever treat me as good as you did. i def messed up
From: ABC
To: Jalen
i love you. after 4 months but why did you decide i’m not worth it anymore?
From: ABC
To: Jalen
There was so much miscommunication from my side and i still miss you sm.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
I wish we were still friends. I should’ve been better to you. I hope your life has gotten better.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
My sweet boy.. I know I wasn’t good enough for you but I can’t get over you. I’ll love you forever.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
I fell in love with you, I’m afraid to lose you, and I wish I could’ve been a girl
From: ABC
To: Jalen
I’ll forever be in your debt for saving my life. I wish we could clear up things between us.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
I shouldn't have pushed you away. I should have held you close.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
i just wanna know i’m the only one you for you, i love you so much don’t disappoint me.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
I wish you hadn't hurt me the way you did, after you promised you wouldn't.
From: ABC
To: Jalen
Meeting you has been a pleasant surprise. You make me happier than anyone has in a while :)