you mean so much to me but i'm slowly losing you and it's so fucking painful. i'm not ok and i haven't been for a while i've just hid it. i miss you so much i just want things to be how they were before. when you actually wanted to talk to me and hangout. i got so excited that one night you called me but when i wanted to talk about some stuff you sounded annoyed so i felt bad. i just want it back you mean so much to me and i can't lose you too
