It’s only been a day sense I’ve picked myself up although the gods above really do watch over us.
I’m sorry that I left. There wasn’t a day that I didn’t think of you too.

Fuck You, I never wanna see you again. I cared for even when you fucked me over and you still couldn't stick with a one decent girl, it was more fun to play games. Lots of love just another one of the girls you fucked over.

I acted like a bitch coz I was to afraid to let u in and instead of just telling u that I acted like I didn’t care when really all I wanted was u and I saw how hard U was trying with me and I’m sorry I just pushed u away but it is what it is and U ended up being a bit of a Cunt anyway so I like don’t acc really care but at the same time I do and u still look at me which confuses me a lot but when I see u I think about us and miss what we had but it was my fault and that’s that

i still love you despite telling everyone i've moved on. but staying as friends in order to keep you in my life is a better option so i wont lose you.

The sound and sight of your name still sends shivers down my spine. You took a part of me, and made my soul bloom, and it was a feeling no one else will ever make me feel. I love you George.

The way you broke up with me really damaged me and now i’m struggling to treat other people “right” cause i treat them how you treated me.

I’ll always be grateful for the times you made me forget about everybody else when all you ever made me do was smile and laugh. You showed me how to have a good time. You were the bad boy I always hoped of meeting. You were the perfect guy to break my heart. A year goes by and I still have feelings for you but it’s okay because you have someone new and I’m happy for you. I hope she changes you for the better. No more playing games. I hope one day we can at least be friends again because I do miss our friendship a lot. I wish you the best. I doubt you’ll ever read this but just know that six hour car ride in the challenger was one of my favorite moments with you. Homie shitttt

I’ll always be grateful for the times you made me forget about everybody else when all you ever made me do was smile and laugh. You showed me how to have a good time. You were the bad boy I always hoped of meeting. You were the perfect guy to break my heart. A year goes by and I still have feelings for you but it’s okay because you have someone new and I’m happy for you. I hope she changes you for the better. No more playing games. I hope one day we can at least be friends again because I do miss our friendship a lot. I wish you the best. I doubt you’ll ever read this but just know that six hour car ride in the challenger was one of my favorite moments with you. Homie shitttt

thank you for being alive. your presence in the world changes everything, life would be unbearable without you. i love you so so so so much and once again, thank you for being alive

I miss you everyday. I miss waking up to your smile. I miss your little stupid jokes. I want to come back, but there’s some things that won’t change.

Deep inside I care. I want to make out with you again. Why do you treat me like that? We don't you like me? I really felt happy in a long time when we were together

I care about you more than you'll care about me. And now i'm moving on. Don't ever come back into my life.

I let you hurt me time and time again and i kept telling myself it was ok. But it wasn't. If you cared at all you would message me and check up on me. But you clearly don't. so you know what? She can have you. You're welcome to each other.

i was kinda hoping to get a text from you saying you loved me back. cause i rly did love you. i still do.

I want to know wether you meant what u said. Would you really want to stay together after we leave school or were you just drunk and hopeful

We used to stay up listening to frank ocean and everything changed when we joined year 13 what happened?

I know I don't say this, like ever but I really like you, like a lot, ew I'm so cringe. Anywayss Im like 90% sure I love you but tbh it depends what you define love as. what im trying to say is I love you but I don't think u feel the same.

i wish you wouldn’t have done that. i wish i could’ve helped you. i wish our conversations would have worked. but now you’re gone and i am miserable. you know, i used to hate you for what you did because i could never fall in love with anyone ever again. but now i’m not mad at you anymore. i wish you would have given life a chance. i miss you so much. i can’t talk to anyone about you without breaking down . i don’t live in our hometown anymore but sometimes i drive these four hours just to go to our place. you know which one i’m talking about. mostly on late friday nights. just to smoke there and sometimes i act like you’re next to me. but recently i’ve met this person and they’re pretty awesome. i think i’ll give them a chance. i hope you don’t mind because i’ve waited 3 years. i didn’t even look at other people in that way but i want to try. i want to try to be happy again. and even if i may fall for someone new you will always be the love of my life. believe me. i will always love you, georgie.

I’m sorry that I stopped talking to you. It’s a problem I know. I hope you’re finding someone better.

we first met when we were 11, each day my feelings got stronger and now we’re 15 and you’ll never know how much i love you.

i’m so sorry. i fucked up, big time. there is nothing i regret more in my life. i should be telling you how happy you make me every day, instead of hurting your feelings. If i lose you, i will lose my feelings

i am so fucking in love with you it breaks my heart. sometimes ur so suffocating i dont want to breathe

i just wish i knew how you truly felt. and deep down i do, i just don’t want to accept that we may never be together.

i did like you i really did and im sorry i ended things like that, there is nothing in my life i regret more than sending that text but now youve changed and im not sure if its because of me but if id said yes to you back then there is no doubt in my mind that you would have dropped me immediately. i think me ending things first was a way of protecting myself but thats no excuse for acting how i did and im sorry

I don’t know what I’ll do the next time I see you again. I wish you didn’t hate me, but maybe that is the reaction you want from me. I’ll never get to see your face, hug you, and call you my best friend ever again. And I have to live with it.

God I wish you knew how much I love you. You changed my life. I’m a completely new person and I am thriving because of you. Thank you

you kept me alive. you were the reason i woke up everyday and now you’re a stranger. i will love you. forever.

you kept me alive. you were the reason i woke up everyday and now you’re a stranger. i will love you. forever.

you kept me alive. you were the reason i woke up everyday and now you’re a stranger. i will love you. forever.

you kept me alive. you were the reason i woke up everyday and now you’re a stranger. but i will love you. forever.

you kept me alive. you were the reason i woke up everyday and now you’re a stranger. but i will love you. forever.

Why did you have to leave us so young? You had so much potential man. I hope i am doing you proud angel. Love you always

I love you more than I’ve loved anyone else, and that won’t ever change. I can’t wait for forever w you.

hey. I miss you. but you dont care about me anymore and ik its over but I always still hope one day u will just show me u care and be there for me

The hardest part is that its been four months and i thought i was completely over you but it took one look at you for all the feelings and moments to come back again.

I feel like I could have saved you, like I could have fixed you with my bare hands. You taught me how deeply I can love. But I know what you do to your girlfriends now. You became just like your father and it still breaks my heart.

you mean so much to me but i'm slowly losing you and it's so fucking painful. i'm not ok and i haven't been for a while i've just hid it. i miss you so much i just want things to be how they were before. when you actually wanted to talk to me and hangout. i got so excited that one night you called me but when i wanted to talk about some stuff you sounded annoyed so i felt bad. i just want it back you mean so much to me and i can't lose you too

remember when we laid on your bed and we were just so in love with each other? Remember when you chose her over me? Was i not good enough?

isn't it funny how you manage to invade my mind? conscious, unconscious. my thoughts, my dreams, they're all of you and yet you don't even know i exist

hey george. it’s 3 am and here i am writing some stupid note that ik you’ll never see. it’s been over a month without u and i don’t know why i’ve been letting myself be so upset over u. i meant it barely lasted a week and u still had such a huge impact on me. u were the first boy to really make me smile and happy in years:/ i hope we can both work on ourselves and work things out when things get better. i miss you

you promised and said so much you didn't mean and that hurt me more than you could ever imagine. it seemed like you'd gone from the person i cared about most to a person i wanted to be able to care about but you made it so difficult. i loved you so much it hurt. i wish you didn't go back on the things you said because i really took them to heart and it hurt me a lot when you did. that's it for now i guess. there's two people in you and i hated one with all my heart and loved the other so much but it was difficult waiting for the normal you to come back

i love you. i always will. thank you for everything. thank you for making me feel loved and appreciated . i never thought someone could ever make me feel that way. i was so in love with you but you never made it clear. were u only flirting with me for fun? u "promised" we would get married and live in italy. u said we would meet or hangout one day, cuddling and listening to boy pablo. u promised that you would love me forever? did you actually mean it?? "it hurts not being with you" "im so proud of you" "i love you". u were my first love loser. you're the only one whom i actually fell in love with. ive never loved someone else as much as i loved you. the fact that we were just "friends" just hurts me even more. it feels like i shouldnt be hurting like this. we never dated. deep down i know u loved me too. right? u made me feel like it, there's no way friends would say things like that to each other. i wish i can give u a hug for once. i miss those days. summer '20. you were my first love but i need to let you go. i dont think i can do that right now though..my world is falling apart and i cant lose you right now. but maybe if i let go of the past that we had then i wouldnt have to be in pain anymore, i wouldnt have to be crying about how i wish u still felt the same. i hope u realize how much i loved you. thank you for making me smile. i love you loser

I blame you for pepper being one of my comfort characters.
I sit here and I wonder do you still love tony?
Do you secretly get happy when I message?
Because I do.
I miss the way you treated me like I was your sun
I miss the way I'd work a shift to be excited to message you when I was done
I miss the way you smile
Your laughter, your hugs
I miss your little kisses
And the way you felt like home
You still feel like home to me
But im not home to you
And now I sit here one year on
Thinking
Am I still pepper to you?

you were my first love. i miss and think about u way too often and i hate it. i hate that i fucked it all up. and i hate that we don’t talk anymore. u were my everything and i ruined it and i’m so sorry. i just want to talk to u again. i just want to hug u again. i just wanna hear ur dumb voice again. i miss u with everything in me. pls just message me back please. i’m tired of being reminded of u and the only thing that comes to my brain is that you absolutely hate my guts. i love you so much and i don’t know if i will ever stop.

for with everything that has happened know that I love you and wish nothing but happiness upon you. however I know now that it will not be with me in your life.

If you walked through my bedroom door rn (3am) I’d grab my pillow scream then cry because that’s how much you hurt me.

You were my first love..I fall in love with you since the first second I saw you. Even though you broke my heart, I wish you nothing but happiness.

Dude fuck you for making me feel as if i was never enough. I cared about you so much despite the way you treated me.

By the way, you fucked me up. All I can say is, take care of yourself kid. Although I know you probably won't.

thank you for always making sure im okay and safe etc I love you get well soon please I can't loose you