Unsent messages to ELLA
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: July 18, 2023, 11:14 pm UTC
i still think about you every day even though it’s been years
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: July 18, 2023, 1:52 am UTC
i never thought i’d fall in love but then you came into my life
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: July 16, 2023, 3:11 am UTC
i’ve never been so in love with someone as i have with you:)
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:54 am UTC
if only you knew how much i liked you...
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 15, 2021, 3:06 pm UTC
you know, i dont think ill ever be as happy as i am when you call me. when you hug me from behind. when you grab my hand and when you call me pretty. most things you make me feel are good. but, do i make you feel the same? do you feel that high when i simply text you? i dont know. i always start conversations and i always beg for attention. you have a busy mind. you even admitted you forget about me sometimes. that is the most painful. being forgotten from someone you cant stop thinking about, never ever. i want to make you happy and see your smile. i want you to be happy. i'd do anything. but i want to be happy too? you know? love me a way i understand.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 15, 2021, 1:35 am UTC
hoy te he pensado todo el dia. no saber que piensas de mi me come la mente. en serio quiero pasar toda mi vida contigo. se que la cague pero ojala nos volvamos a encontrar un dia.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 13, 2021, 5:39 pm UTC
if i had to choose someone to spend the rest of every second of my life with, it would be you, but i know that i wouldn't be your choice.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 11, 2021, 9:29 am UTC
you're the kind of person that I'll never forget... I'll always love you. Then again, you're also the type of person to leave me. I can't help but love temporary things
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:38 am UTC
you are my something new. you make everything that was wrong right again. I just wish I could tell you how I felt...
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 9, 2021, 8:50 am UTC
i am madly and i mean madly in love with you. and i’ll wait for the rest of my life if it means i’ll get to spend one day as yours. i really hope you adore me as much as i adore you
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 7, 2021, 8:37 pm UTC
I dont think you genuinely care like at all.you make it seem like you do and then you go back to your old ways. it just feels like this is the end, the death of our relationship is near and i dont know what to do because i really dont want this to be the end and i care so muchabout you and i honestly dont think you could give a single shit if i were to kill myself right now. im trying not to let go or push you away but you know me the second i feel someone is about to leave i push them away in fear of getting hurt. i dont know how totalk to you about things either you seem so uninterested and like you really dont care what im tlkiing about. i want to talk to you, i want to let you know the small things happening in my life but i dont think you care so i dont really talk about what I want to talk about with you but i gladly extend on thing you seem to like i get super into it and try to keep talking but you seem so unenthusiastic as in when i start extending on something you like youll say "yeah" and then leave me on opened for whatever fucking reason. i dont care about not talking every second of every day but when were in the middle of a conversation and you just stop respnding and leave me on opened that shit hurts. especially when its something i want to talk about with you and you just brush it off. it hurts soemtimes you know? i just dont know what to do and i feel lost and helpless when i talk o you so i put less effort into conversations just because i know youre gonna end it eventually so theres no point in putting this energy into our conversation if you dont care. whatever, anyways bye.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 6, 2021, 2:30 pm UTC
i had such strong feelings for you even though you're straight. you put me through a lot and my heart hurts still
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 5, 2021, 10:26 pm UTC
i think i'm in love with you and i have no idea how to tell you. everytime the moment feels right i hesitate.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 5, 2021, 8:35 am UTC
i love you dummy. and you can drive now?! i remember talking about it when we were younger, and how much fun wed have together. i miss you
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 5, 2021, 12:26 am UTC
i really really like you and i wish you would feel the same. u make me happy. i dont know if i make you happy. thats the problem. god i wish i could date you.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 4, 2021, 11:13 pm UTC
i didnt know someone could be such a bitch, all because of your twin being how she is. Everytime you message me trying to be nice, i smile. But i know that you are what you would call everyone else "a two-faced bitch trying to act hard" when really that was you all along. I hope you either change for good the next time you come running back to me or never associate with me again. I always liked you more than your sister, you never tried to be horrible to change your popularity.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 4, 2021, 4:34 am UTC
you're so beautiful. i love when you get excited, and you do that smile and kick your feet. i love when you're super focused, and how calm you usually are. i love the look you give me while you're talking, but i think that's just me loving your eyes. i don't love you, that's not the point of this. but it would be an honor to love you.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 4, 2021, 1:53 am UTC
Dear Ella,
I'm glad you didn't take your life, you wouldn't have seen the beauty in pain. I love you, please don't ever give up.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 2, 2021, 3:59 pm UTC
i love you so much it’s unreal i wanna spend the rest of my life with you and build a family of our own
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 2, 2021, 3:08 pm UTC
I know that I loved you truly because even though its not me and you im still so happy that with them you're happy and thats all that matters to me
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 2, 2021, 11:15 am UTC
Sorry for choosing to fall off with you. We were best friends what happened? Remember when you left for san diego i was so sad that day i cried so much and we just fell off, then after a while i snapped you and we became close again what happened to that you came back and we hung out we had so much fun i miss that and you. then. 7th grade came you stopped talking to me i waited for hours for you to reply to me but you never did you dropped lower and lower everyday on my snap list then we became strangers again. ella i miss you a lot. but no matter what i still love you with all my heart please come back to me i miss you so much.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 2, 2021, 7:33 am UTC
you took me for granted and make me second guess every relationship i'm in, even though we were just friends
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 2, 2021, 4:28 am UTC
I don't even think you'll see this one or the other one but I'm sorry, nothing is gonna change it and honestly I hope you're doing good. You hurt me as well, admittedly after I did what I did n all, but still. Youre never gonna believe me but I didn't set out to hurt you, I really did love you and enjoy all the time we vibed together. I mean this in the nicest way possible but I hope we never talk again, I can't bare you being angry at me or being hurt so if you do see this sorry but yknow, I'm not unblocking you just because we've both moved on with existing. Tell pearl I love her please bc she still deserves it and flo
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 1, 2021, 7:09 pm UTC
you really hurt me, you caused me deep amounts of unfixed trauma from your thoughtless and heartless actions, i trusted you, loved you and gave you my all for you to reject everything and stab me in the back. you never cared for me ever, you ruthless lying bitch.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: January 1, 2021, 4:02 pm UTC
this is so weird writing this knowing i could just text you, heatwaves type shit. i wanted to thank you for being my first relationship (and first with a girl) and how happy it made me feel. i’m so sorry i was so shitty to you near the end, i didn’t know what i was feeling and everything i was feeling was too much to cope with. i screwed everything up and i’m so sorry. you never admit i did anything wrong but that’s exactly why i feel so bad. i’m glad we are still friends but my god if you text ben one more time i’m gonna come to your house and slap you...in another lifetime loser
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 31, 2020, 8:54 pm UTC
i know that we aren't close as we were before but I wanted to let you know I used to talk hella shit about you with one of your closest friends oops. You were very annoying.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 31, 2020, 6:17 am UTC
You are the first girl I have ever felt like I could be something with. Yet I feel like this something won't turn into anything because of me.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 29, 2020, 3:01 am UTC
I really fucking liked you and sometimes I look back and see how happy we were and ask myself how I ruined that. I was going through a hard time right then but it was still no excuse for how toxic I was to you. I really miss you. I want to apologize but you won’t even talk to me anymore. We even sat together for math shortly last year and you never said a word to me. I feel so fucking bad. I miss you
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 27, 2020, 10:35 pm UTC
Ci sarebbero tante cose da dirti, ti amo tanto per cominciare e spero che tu lo sappia.
Sappi che non ho bisogno di te che mi dici "Ti amo anch'io" (anche perché non lo fai haha) perché comunque me lo dimostri sopportandomi ogni giorno.
I might be sunshine, but you're the brightest star in the galaxy
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 27, 2020, 4:21 am UTC
you push away everyone that wants to be with you and help you, but you chase after everyone who neglects you and hurts you. why do you always want what you can't have?? you're ruining yourself. you love it when people show interest in you and get angry when they stop. you just want to be seen. you just want to be understood without having to explain it. you just want people to get you but it never happens. no one ever understands what's going on and you never explain it. you wish people could read your mind and just figure it out but it doesn't work like that. you need to start creating healthier relationships or you'll fall into a bottomless pit of loneliness. reach out to people and make meaningful relationships. you can't keep doing this. please save yourself before it's too late.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 26, 2020, 10:34 am UTC
I never loved you and you never loved me either, despite how much you said it, it was just to make me feel better, that's the only reason you ever did anything.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 23, 2020, 6:37 pm UTC
ella i’ve never become so fully invested in one person so quickly as i have to you, yet you go and leave me in the dust
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 22, 2020, 7:56 pm UTC
Thank you for always being there for me. Things are always changing but you are always constant. You are an amazing person and i wouldn’t trade you for anything. love you ells -
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 22, 2020, 7:35 pm UTC
I’ll always love you. we are best friends but i’ll secretly always see you different. you are extraordinary. forever and always for you EEW.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 17, 2020, 10:40 am UTC
i miss you so bad every single day. nobody has understood me since you left me and now i'll never understand the difference between plausible and feasible. if you come back i promise i'll try harder this time. i love you
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 15, 2020, 12:43 pm UTC
i always thought the colour yellow matched you. you're sunshine. and i'm definitely not over you. yeah im hopelessly pining over someone else but you were my first heartbreak i think. and you didnt even know it. i say im over you but i still get excited whenever you post something. i get to see your smiling face. i miss you. fuck. so much you idiot.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 15, 2020, 7:31 am UTC
ELLA IF YOU ARE SEEING THIS. First of all Hi, second of all. I know this is for love (i’m not in love with you ?) But, it’s Draco L so skjsjdjd
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 14, 2020, 8:51 pm UTC
Thank you for everything , I know it’s hard but you are doing so well in my eyes I’m so proud of you ?
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 14, 2020, 12:07 pm UTC
i'm sorry i wasn't as broken as you, I'm glad you found someone who was. just please do hurt them like you hurt me.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 14, 2020, 4:42 am UTC
i’m so sorry, i hurt you a lot it was never my intention and i miss you. i’m so so sorry. i love you.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 13, 2020, 1:29 pm UTC
I wish I never met you. My whole childhood was a living hell and I know I would’ve been better off without you
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:32 pm UTC
i want to be friends with you so bad. you seem so cool and i think you're pretty. i think we'd get along, i just struggle with making friends bc i have really bad social anxiety. that's how i lost all my friends. if you understood we could even be best friends. i've never had a best friend.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 12, 2020, 8:05 pm UTC
Ella dear,
im pretty sure you don´t read this but i can hope. This is a pretty Strange way to say this i know. And it may sound strange but are you ok? Cuz i don´t think so. I saw your arm. You´re definitly not ok. I want to help you but i don´t know how. And i also don´t know if im in love with you or its just a though.
love, Zoe Alf
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 12, 2020, 7:25 pm UTC
hi buffy,
i'm sorry i treated u like shit in the end after all those years of friendship. its still my biggest regret. i hope you're happier now x
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 12, 2020, 3:59 pm UTC
Its been 2 years since we've talked. I miss u so much. You were my soulmate friend. I wish we still talked.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 10, 2020, 3:46 am UTC
Those days we would sneak out to chill then watch the sunset before a kiss goodbye never made life feel so magical
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 9, 2020, 8:29 am UTC
I really have a crush on you and I never wanted to tell you and this the only way your going to find out for a long time
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 9, 2020, 6:20 am UTC
your eyes were blue like the river; i got caught in the waves.
your hair was gold like a sunset; i didn't appreciate.
your laugh made my heart jump, you made me think i was funny.
used to run in the hot air.
now i hate when its sunny
now i hate waking up
and you not be here
now i hate staying up
your texts no where
now i hate seeing your face, our past all i can see
a story to hold wasn't it? a story too short for me.
