i'm sorry i wasn't as broken as you, I'm glad you found someone who was. just please do hurt them like you hurt me.

this is so weird writing this knowing i could just text you, heatwaves type shit. i wanted to thank you for being my first relationship (and first with a girl) and how happy it made me feel. i’m so sorry i was so shitty to you near the end, i didn’t know what i was feeling and everything i was feeling was too much to cope with. i screwed everything up and i’m so sorry. you never admit i did anything wrong but that’s exactly why i feel so bad. i’m glad we are still friends but my god if you text ben one more time i’m gonna come to your house and slap you...in another lifetime loser

you really hurt me, you caused me deep amounts of unfixed trauma from your thoughtless and heartless actions, i trusted you, loved you and gave you my all for you to reject everything and stab me in the back. you never cared for me ever, you ruthless lying bitch.

i know you hate to be called that, henceforth why i'm calling you it. i will never forgive you for what you put me through. nearly taking my life because of how you treated me. i wish you nothing but hell, good riddance!

Thank you for everything , I know it’s hard but you are doing so well in my eyes I’m so proud of you ?

It´s been over a year now and I can´t forget about you. I wish I got into your life before you had a boyfriend, no matter what , I´ll be waiting for you, I just don´t know for how long I´ll be able to handle the pain.
-Á

you are my something new. you make everything that was wrong right again. I just wish I could tell you how I felt...

You ditched me out of the fucking blue. No fucking warning at all. I hope your fucking happy. Bc what you did fucking hurt me. A lot.

you're the kind of person that I'll never forget... I'll always love you. Then again, you're also the type of person to leave me. I can't help but love temporary things

ELLA IF YOU ARE SEEING THIS. First of all Hi, second of all. I know this is for love (i’m not in love with you ?) But, it’s Draco L so skjsjdjd

I don't even think you'll see this one or the other one but I'm sorry, nothing is gonna change it and honestly I hope you're doing good. You hurt me as well, admittedly after I did what I did n all, but still. Youre never gonna believe me but I didn't set out to hurt you, I really did love you and enjoy all the time we vibed together. I mean this in the nicest way possible but I hope we never talk again, I can't bare you being angry at me or being hurt so if you do see this sorry but yknow, I'm not unblocking you just because we've both moved on with existing. Tell pearl I love her please bc she still deserves it and flo

i always thought the colour yellow matched you. you're sunshine. and i'm definitely not over you. yeah im hopelessly pining over someone else but you were my first heartbreak i think. and you didnt even know it. i say im over you but i still get excited whenever you post something. i get to see your smiling face. i miss you. fuck. so much you idiot.

you took me for granted and make me second guess every relationship i'm in, even though we were just friends

you ruined me. you made me lose hope in friendship. you are fake. you are selfish. i want nothing to do with you anymore.

Sorry for choosing to fall off with you. We were best friends what happened? Remember when you left for san diego i was so sad that day i cried so much and we just fell off, then after a while i snapped you and we became close again what happened to that you came back and we hung out we had so much fun i miss that and you. then. 7th grade came you stopped talking to me i waited for hours for you to reply to me but you never did you dropped lower and lower everyday on my snap list then we became strangers again. ella i miss you a lot. but no matter what i still love you with all my heart please come back to me i miss you so much.

thank you for everything. you are amazing. never forget that. I'm always gonna be here for you, I promise. you were good to me.

I know that I loved you truly because even though its not me and you im still so happy that with them you're happy and thats all that matters to me

i find you so beautiful when we meet eyes. it would be weird to tell you that but i have to tell someone.

i love you so much it’s unreal i wanna spend the rest of my life with you and build a family of our own

God I wish u knew how much I thought about you, it was and still is every single day. But I’m to scared to even think about how u would react if u knew how much I rly did.

You have no idea how much I think about you, it’s every single day and night, always. But even if u did I’d be to scared to know how you would react.

Why'd you have to hurt me like that? Why'd You lead me on for so long and make it seem like we'd be together. You made me believe we had a future together. You didn't care about me that whole time. You see me as a friend but I see you as so much more. You're the only reason I could get toxic people outta my life, but now I'm lonelier than ever. Are you happy? I have no friends, my family doesn't care about me anymore. You were the only reason I didn't want to run away. Because I thought if I did you'd never be with me. Now there nothing holding me back. You never cared about my needs. I was so respectful, but what about me? I was ok with your innocence and your decisions, but not once did you ask how I felt. I gave you so many options, but I only had one option and that was to let you go because that's what you wanted. I didn't wanna let you go. And now you have the audacity to flirt with me again? Fuck you. I'm completely alone, because of my commitment, but you had commitment issues, you may not have said it directly, but it was obvious. I told all the girls I was talking to that I had a gf because I believed it and thought it would happen. Whatever, you don't care anyway. That's why I'm not saying this to you.

i miss you so bad every single day. nobody has understood me since you left me and now i'll never understand the difference between plausible and feasible. if you come back i promise i'll try harder this time. i love you

you’ll never see these but why not. I think i’m in love with you. no i know i am i’m in love with your soul and your mind and your laugh and god i love your smile

your honestly so cool !! i remember wanting to be your friend the second i met you :) i think your memory is really impressive you deserve a lot !

I'm sorry that our circumstances are what ruined what we could've had. I like you. I still do. Hopefully one day things can work out between us.

you always looked good in purple, it's been a month tonight, you ARE me, i hope you know my heart will always be yours, ill love you forever regardless princess

Isn’t it weird how things work out, if we hadn’t had been in the same supervised the other day I thought maybe we would never talk again but here we are smiling at each other and everything is progress and I’m proud of it

I didn’t know what missing someone felt like until I missed you. And I didn’t realise I loved you until you were gone.

in such a short time we became so close. i miss your openess and welcoming presence. you filled me with so much joy and made me feel so loved. what happened? what did i do? you never even told me

i know we're not really friends anymore but i still love you and i'm so grateful that you didn't lose all contact with me. those few minutes a day when i have the opportunity to talk to you really make me happy.

i’m so glad that we’re friends. i think i’ll always be a little bit in love with you, but being allowed to love you at all is more than enough. i kept the paper cranes from our first date. i was planning to collect them and make a gift for an anniversary or something. i think it was likely for the best that we didn’t get together then, but i think part of me hopes that there’s a reason for me to keep them. i cannot wait to see how far you go

if i had to choose someone to spend the rest of every second of my life with, it would be you, but i know that i wouldn't be your choice.

I’ve done a few of these now I’m paranoid you read them and wrote some and every time I look up my name and something shit comes up I’m terrified you wrote it but I’m finally over you finally I don’t look at you and my heart breaks I can see you with him and be fine with it and I’m happy for you I think I’ll always be a bit in love with you but I’m okay with that I’ll love you forever and that’s that x

you push away everyone that wants to be with you and help you, but you chase after everyone who neglects you and hurts you. why do you always want what you can't have?? you're ruining yourself. you love it when people show interest in you and get angry when they stop. you just want to be seen. you just want to be understood without having to explain it. you just want people to get you but it never happens. no one ever understands what's going on and you never explain it. you wish people could read your mind and just figure it out but it doesn't work like that. you need to start creating healthier relationships or you'll fall into a bottomless pit of loneliness. reach out to people and make meaningful relationships. you can't keep doing this. please save yourself before it's too late.

you're so beautiful. i love when you get excited, and you do that smile and kick your feet. i love when you're super focused, and how calm you usually are. i love the look you give me while you're talking, but i think that's just me loving your eyes. i don't love you, that's not the point of this. but it would be an honor to love you.

Ci sarebbero tante cose da dirti, ti amo tanto per cominciare e spero che tu lo sappia.
Sappi che non ho bisogno di te che mi dici "Ti amo anch'io" (anche perché non lo fai haha) perché comunque me lo dimostri sopportandomi ogni giorno.
I might be sunshine, but you're the brightest star in the galaxy

i never would've thought we'd end up like this. it feels like all those months of trying were for nothing now. i hope he makes you happy, just like you said to me.

this is fucking ripping me apart. it almost seemed like we had a moment yesterday and then it was gone and now she’s back. i don’t know if i can keep this up.

ella you are the prettiest sweetest person ever and u being single still does not mean ur unwanted, everyone else just thinks your outta their leage :)

I really fucking liked you and sometimes I look back and see how happy we were and ask myself how I ruined that. I was going through a hard time right then but it was still no excuse for how toxic I was to you. I really miss you. I want to apologize but you won’t even talk to me anymore. We even sat together for math shortly last year and you never said a word to me. I feel so fucking bad. I miss you

i didnt know someone could be such a bitch, all because of your twin being how she is. Everytime you message me trying to be nice, i smile. But i know that you are what you would call everyone else "a two-faced bitch trying to act hard" when really that was you all along. I hope you either change for good the next time you come running back to me or never associate with me again. I always liked you more than your sister, you never tried to be horrible to change your popularity.

i don't know if i still love u or if i'm just trying to hold onto what it felt to feel loved for the first time :/

I'm sorry that I had to cut you off. I know that I meant a lot to you. I loved you, and I appreciate that you held such an important spot in my heart for so long. I can't even remember our old arguments now. I hope you're safe where you are now. I still care about you.

i really really like you and i wish you would feel the same. u make me happy. i dont know if i make you happy. thats the problem. god i wish i could date you.

Realmente nunca me he atrevido a decírtelo pero me encanta que te preocupes por mi como nadie nunca lo ha hecho

You were everything I wanted and if I could go back in time to relive the years we spent together I would. Not even a blink of an eye is fast enough

I wish I could take all of your pain because, with everything I know about you, you don't deserve this. You are perfect.

you took every last bit of my love, you broke me. Drained me. Almost 2 years and you decide you were never attracted to me. I hate you for everything you did to me. I wish I never tried

i love you dummy. and you can drive now?! i remember talking about it when we were younger, and how much fun wed have together. i miss you