Unsent messages to ELLA

will we find each other again some day darling

When I told you my love was unconditional, I meant it.
i’ll love you as a lover, friend, or stranger

I miss you and im so sorry i never meant to hurt you I love you endlessly and think of you

I hate seeing you so insecure when talking to a guy. Please know you’re beautiful inside and out.

I love you so much Ella, your freckles, your glasses, your laugh, your blonde hair

I hate you. I hate the fact that I can't hate you as much as I want to.

maybe in another life i would still be your girl right?

I have tried to get over you but it’s impossible. When I close my eyes all I can think about is you.

i know you’re forgetting about me and there’s nothing i can do about it

I just wish you would tell me what went wrong so I could understand… we were both hurt.

I’m so sorry for everything. I know you moved on already. Have a good birthday

when it comes to you, time healed nothing. i now love you more than i ever have

All my playlists are about you-- public, in case you find them. Maybe then you'd realize.

Hope ur ok!! :3

ill always love you. even if you hate me now.

Everything is going to be okay, stop thinking so much about what people think of you. Youre perfect.

I hope to one day redeem myself in those pretty blue eyes.

I loved you so much but it just couldn't happen. I hope you find someone better than I could ever be

i wish u changed more i want to leave u but i cant help but love u and just hope u’ll get better

I don't wish we worked out, but I wished you were better off. I hope you're doing well, Ella.

i’m so proud of you

I miss you so bad i think about you every day cloudy

I hate that I keep wanting to come back to you

Thanks for being such a sweet friend, It was fun when we’d give each other coloured letters :3

I miss talking to you too

i don’t understand how you could forget about all our plans like that so fast.

I'd do literally anything for your love. I've loved you for four years and still haven't told you

i wish you didn’t do what you did. maybe things would be different. you will forever be my bsf

i hope you still keep my heart with you

you changed so much, not the same person i was friends with for so long

i think back on it now and you were my first love, and i threw it away for nothing

i really like you but i have no idea what you feel

I like you so much its actually bad????it kills me that u like someone else‼️I think abt u a lot ????‍⬛

I wish I told you how I felt sooner. Maybe one day I will have the guts to.

i still gaf abt you it’s js not the same

I miss you..going from talking every day to twice a year hurts

So long has passed now I doubt you think of me. Memories of you still keep me up at night. Haunt me.

I miss u so much, and i get sad everytime something reminds me of u.I wish we could still be close<3

I wish we would’ve met sooner like you said. Maybe then I would’ve asked you out

i'm you yet i was too young too realize it

i hope you felt the same way at some point at least

ik u think of me differently now but i promise i never used u, i loved u sm

Please come back to me. I want to stay up drawing you flowers again.

i hope i can stop myself from loving u too much

don’t feel sorry for me. I’m fine and I still love you. I always will.

You changed my life for the best. I’m sad it didn’t work out but truly hope she makes you happy????????

It hurts to remember how hard we loved each other. I miss you my bozo

I still love you. I’m sorry I didn’t change for you

I can’t remember how your voice sounds anymore. I’ll miss you forever

I’m sorry. I had no idea that so much had changed. I hope one day you can forgive me.