From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 9, 2020, 6:09 am UTC
I know they say there are plenty more fish in the sea. but they're all smelly compared to you. if only you could see how much love i could give you, maybe you'd look back. you make me laugh and smile and just seeing you makes me happy. what we had was something i had never felt before and it feels like just my luck its now over before it even began. sometimes i look in the mirror and wonder which part of me isn't to like, which part of me do you not like? its so hard to get someone to fall back in love with you. when they loved you for who you are. but now don't love you for who you are. they say be yourself. but where do i go from there? i know i need to move on, its not healthy or fun for me to hold on. but fuck man. where did it all go so wrong?
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 9, 2020, 5:12 am UTC
sometimes i miss you like i miss a part of myself. i know it wasn't great at the end but i'm getting help and i hope you are too. i hope you're doing well.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 9, 2020, 4:00 am UTC
i donât miss you anymore. i wonât ever miss you again. but i hope youâre well and i hope youâre eating.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:26 am UTC
Thank you for always being there for me and donât tell the others but youâve always been my favorite cousin I was always jealous of you but I still loved you you are like a little sister to me and we both have our secrets but we also have our laughs so I wanted to thank you for everything youâve done for me
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:15 am UTC
youâre not my first love or any of the sort but i have stuff to say that i'd probably never say irl. you were a bitch when we were younger to me and to others mainly behind our backs. i wonder if youâve made genuine change. i didnât like you when we were younger because i was jealous and had a crush. anyways we have a few classes together now but i wonder if youâve actually changed for the better.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 8, 2020, 12:52 am UTC
you took every last bit of my love, you broke me. Drained me. Almost 2 years and you decide you were never attracted to me. I hate you for everything you did to me. I wish I never tried
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 7, 2020, 3:17 pm UTC
i never would've thought we'd end up like this. it feels like all those months of trying were for nothing now. i hope he makes you happy, just like you said to me.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 6, 2020, 4:29 am UTC
thank you for everything. you are amazing. never forget that. I'm always gonna be here for you, I promise. you were good to me.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 4, 2020, 2:07 am UTC
Ego nunquam vidi, non amici optimi duo pulchra, suus 'unus of em Redditus est nobis semper sit deformis
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 2, 2020, 9:48 pm UTC
Ich bin schwul. Wenn Sie das jemals sehen. Ich hoffe, Sie nehmen dies als Ihr Zeichen, um mich zu datieren
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: December 1, 2020, 8:22 pm UTC
i am in love with everything you do. the way you flip your hair. but now it is too late to tell you. iâll miss u
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 29, 2020, 10:41 pm UTC
you had me, you dumped me, then you lead me on when you were talking to another lad, u chose him, he hurt you and u came back to me as your safe option. and the bad thing is, I still love you.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 25, 2020, 6:54 pm UTC
I wish I could take all of your pain because, with everything I know about you, you don't deserve this. You are perfect.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 25, 2020, 6:50 pm UTC
You were everything I wanted and if I could go back in time to relive the years we spent together I would. Not even a blink of an eye is fast enough
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 25, 2020, 1:21 pm UTC
Realmente nunca me he atrevido a decĂrtelo pero me encanta que te preocupes por mi como nadie nunca lo ha hecho
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 25, 2020, 6:24 am UTC
I'm sorry that I had to cut you off. I know that I meant a lot to you. I loved you, and I appreciate that you held such an important spot in my heart for so long. I can't even remember our old arguments now. I hope you're safe where you are now. I still care about you.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 23, 2020, 9:11 am UTC
idk why I still have feelings for you because they are clearly not reciprocated but genuinely I can't shake it. you make me feel tingly like a primary school crush ya dig? I haven't felt this way about someone in a long time. maybe you realise.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 22, 2020, 10:09 pm UTC
as much as i donât want to, iâll always blame you for drifting away, but i love you and thank you for everything
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 21, 2020, 7:17 pm UTC
i know we're not really friends anymore but i still love you and i'm so grateful that you didn't lose all contact with me. those few minutes a day when i have the opportunity to talk to you really make me happy.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 21, 2020, 1:52 pm UTC
Isnât it weird how things work out, if we hadnât had been in the same supervised the other day I thought maybe we would never talk again but here we are smiling at each other and everything is progress and Iâm proud of it
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 21, 2020, 9:43 am UTC
I'm sorry that our circumstances are what ruined what we could've had. I like you. I still do. Hopefully one day things can work out between us.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 21, 2020, 6:49 am UTC
youâll never see these but why not. I think iâm in love with you. no i know i am iâm in love with your soul and your mind and your laugh and god i love your smile
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 20, 2020, 10:29 am UTC
i find you so beautiful when we meet eyes. it would be weird to tell you that but i have to tell someone.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 20, 2020, 5:55 am UTC
you ruined me. you made me lose hope in friendship. you are fake. you are selfish. i want nothing to do with you anymore.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:31 am UTC
ella you are the prettiest sweetest person ever and u being single still does not mean ur unwanted, everyone else just thinks your outta their leage :)
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:01 pm UTC
Iâve done a few of these now Iâm paranoid you read them and wrote some and every time I look up my name and something shit comes up Iâm terrified you wrote it but Iâm finally over you finally I donât look at you and my heart breaks I can see you with him and be fine with it and Iâm happy for you I think Iâll always be a bit in love with you but Iâm okay with that Iâll love you forever and thatâs that x
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:42 am UTC
i didnt know this is what it was supposed to be like. i didnât know i could laugh that much or feel that happy with another person. and i want more of you i want to be near you all the time but i know itâs not like that. iâll savor what i can get
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:55 am UTC
Thank you for everything. My best friend, my world, my person. You have taught me so much and I thank god everyday that I was as blessed to have a person as amazing as you come into my life. I love you more than you'll ever know.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:12 am UTC
I just want to sit in your house and exist with each other again. What happened to us. You hate me and I donât know why
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:05 am UTC
before i met you i was depressed. i looked forward to nothing, and felt like i was drowning, and nobody could hear my screams. thank you for listening to me and caring about me when nobody else does. you saved my life.
Love, Mira
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 17, 2020, 5:14 am UTC
You shouldâve known that what you say would come back to me. The way you made things too complicated. My brain wonât let me let you back in. The damage of years and years of life has made me more bitter than I want to be. Just donât hurt me anymore.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 12, 2020, 5:01 am UTC
iâm so glad that weâre friends. i think iâll always be a little bit in love with you, but being allowed to love you at all is more than enough. i kept the paper cranes from our first date. i was planning to collect them and make a gift for an anniversary or something. i think it was likely for the best that we didnât get together then, but i think part of me hopes that thereâs a reason for me to keep them. i cannot wait to see how far you go
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 12, 2020, 1:53 am UTC
in such a short time we became so close. i miss your openess and welcoming presence. you filled me with so much joy and made me feel so loved. what happened? what did i do? you never even told me
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 11, 2020, 11:32 am UTC
your honestly so cool !! i remember wanting to be your friend the second i met you :) i think your memory is really impressive you deserve a lot !
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 8, 2020, 3:27 pm UTC
ItÂŽs been over a year now and I canÂŽt forget about you. I wish I got into your life before you had a boyfriend, no matter what , IÂŽll be waiting for you, I just donÂŽt know for how long IÂŽll be able to handle the pain.
-Ă
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 4, 2020, 3:07 pm UTC
FUCK YOU!! fuck you for trying for nearly a year now to split me and my bf up! i hate you, youâre a bitch , just let us get on with our life!
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: November 1, 2020, 2:11 am UTC
Hey girly pop, you are really ugly, D doesn't like you, why do u hate J, and Z doesn't like you either!
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: October 31, 2020, 2:19 am UTC
Baby I miss you being in my arms. I close my eyes and I see you. You are and forever will be my world. I love you
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: October 30, 2020, 10:01 pm UTC
You thing we are are bff's but I don't really like you
Also I know that you talk about me with Ava so fuck you
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: October 30, 2020, 11:19 am UTC
FUCK YOU!! fuck you for trying for nearly a year now to split me and my bf up! i hate you, youâre a bitch , just let us get on with our life! HE DOESNT LIKE YOU THATS WHY YOU ARE NOT WITH HIM ! and stop making up lies that he has cheated on me with you, you fucking cunt !
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: October 28, 2020, 10:19 pm UTC
i know we always joke but i think sometimes i mean the things i say. i think ab kissing u way too much to be kidding anymore
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: October 27, 2020, 10:31 am UTC
Du Àr överallt. Jag tÀnker pÄ dig ofta, och undrar om du nÄgonsin sÄg mig sÄ som jag Àn idag ser dig. Kolla jag valde grön för det Àr din ögonfÀrg:)
Ta hand om dig
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: October 27, 2020, 10:30 am UTC
Du Àr överallt. Jag tÀnker pÄ dig ofta, och undrar om du nÄgonsin sÄg mig sÄ som jag Àn idag ser dig. Kolla jag valde grön för det Àr din ögonfÀrg:)
Ta hand om dig
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: October 24, 2020, 10:46 pm UTC
hi bby! i wish i could let you know how much i like you properly.. you know sometimes im really scared of losing you. Some other times im jealous over some little things that dont even matter. But thats not the point I just wanted to tell you that i hope that you will stay by my side and that i love you a lot
from. your girlfriend
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: October 23, 2020, 1:12 pm UTC
if could stop thinking about you that would be great. because out of all my platonic feelings my love for you was out of place
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: October 20, 2020, 7:26 am UTC
I haven't liked anyone the way I like you in a long time - even if we stay friends, I'm just happy I get to see you smile
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: October 18, 2020, 5:39 am UTC
i don't know if i still love u or if i'm just trying to hold onto what it felt to feel loved for the first time :/
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: October 11, 2020, 1:55 am UTC
you always looked good in purple, it's been a month tonight, you ARE me, i hope you know my heart will always be yours, ill love you forever regardless princess
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: October 6, 2020, 12:18 pm UTC
You have no idea how much I think about you, itâs every single day and night, always. But even if u did Iâd be to scared to know how you would react.
From: ABC
To: ella
Date: October 6, 2020, 12:14 pm UTC
God I wish u knew how much I thought about you, it was and still is every single day. But Iâm to scared to even think about how u would react if u knew how much I rly did.