Unsent messages to ELLA

I know they say there are plenty more fish in the sea. but they're all smelly compared to you. if only you could see how much love i could give you, maybe you'd look back. you make me laugh and smile and just seeing you makes me happy. what we had was something i had never felt before and it feels like just my luck its now over before it even began. sometimes i look in the mirror and wonder which part of me isn't to like, which part of me do you not like? its so hard to get someone to fall back in love with you. when they loved you for who you are. but now don't love you for who you are. they say be yourself. but where do i go from there? i know i need to move on, its not healthy or fun for me to hold on. but fuck man. where did it all go so wrong?

sometimes i miss you like i miss a part of myself. i know it wasn't great at the end but i'm getting help and i hope you are too. i hope you're doing well.

i don’t miss you anymore. i won’t ever miss you again. but i hope you’re well and i hope you’re eating.

Thank you for always being there for me and don’t tell the others but you’ve always been my favorite cousin I was always jealous of you but I still loved you you are like a little sister to me and we both have our secrets but we also have our laughs so I wanted to thank you for everything you’ve done for me

you’re not my first love or any of the sort but i have stuff to say that i'd probably never say irl. you were a bitch when we were younger to me and to others mainly behind our backs. i wonder if you’ve made genuine change. i didn’t like you when we were younger because i was jealous and had a crush. anyways we have a few classes together now but i wonder if you’ve actually changed for the better.

you took every last bit of my love, you broke me. Drained me. Almost 2 years and you decide you were never attracted to me. I hate you for everything you did to me. I wish I never tried

i never would've thought we'd end up like this. it feels like all those months of trying were for nothing now. i hope he makes you happy, just like you said to me.

thank you for everything. you are amazing. never forget that. I'm always gonna be here for you, I promise. you were good to me.

Ego nunquam vidi, non amici optimi duo pulchra, suus 'unus of em Redditus est nobis semper sit deformis

Ich bin schwul. Wenn Sie das jemals sehen. Ich hoffe, Sie nehmen dies als Ihr Zeichen, um mich zu datieren

i am in love with everything you do. the way you flip your hair. but now it is too late to tell you. i’ll miss u

you had me, you dumped me, then you lead me on when you were talking to another lad, u chose him, he hurt you and u came back to me as your safe option. and the bad thing is, I still love you.

I wish I could take all of your pain because, with everything I know about you, you don't deserve this. You are perfect.

You were everything I wanted and if I could go back in time to relive the years we spent together I would. Not even a blink of an eye is fast enough

Realmente nunca me he atrevido a decírtelo pero me encanta que te preocupes por mi como nadie nunca lo ha hecho

I'm sorry that I had to cut you off. I know that I meant a lot to you. I loved you, and I appreciate that you held such an important spot in my heart for so long. I can't even remember our old arguments now. I hope you're safe where you are now. I still care about you.

idk why I still have feelings for you because they are clearly not reciprocated but genuinely I can't shake it. you make me feel tingly like a primary school crush ya dig? I haven't felt this way about someone in a long time. maybe you realise.

as much as i don’t want to, i’ll always blame you for drifting away, but i love you and thank you for everything

i know we're not really friends anymore but i still love you and i'm so grateful that you didn't lose all contact with me. those few minutes a day when i have the opportunity to talk to you really make me happy.

Isn’t it weird how things work out, if we hadn’t had been in the same supervised the other day I thought maybe we would never talk again but here we are smiling at each other and everything is progress and I’m proud of it

I'm sorry that our circumstances are what ruined what we could've had. I like you. I still do. Hopefully one day things can work out between us.

you’ll never see these but why not. I think i’m in love with you. no i know i am i’m in love with your soul and your mind and your laugh and god i love your smile

i find you so beautiful when we meet eyes. it would be weird to tell you that but i have to tell someone.

you ruined me. you made me lose hope in friendship. you are fake. you are selfish. i want nothing to do with you anymore.

ella you are the prettiest sweetest person ever and u being single still does not mean ur unwanted, everyone else just thinks your outta their leage :)

I’ve done a few of these now I’m paranoid you read them and wrote some and every time I look up my name and something shit comes up I’m terrified you wrote it but I’m finally over you finally I don’t look at you and my heart breaks I can see you with him and be fine with it and I’m happy for you I think I’ll always be a bit in love with you but I’m okay with that I’ll love you forever and that’s that x

i didnt know this is what it was supposed to be like. i didn’t know i could laugh that much or feel that happy with another person. and i want more of you i want to be near you all the time but i know it’s not like that. i’ll savor what i can get

Thank you for everything. My best friend, my world, my person. You have taught me so much and I thank god everyday that I was as blessed to have a person as amazing as you come into my life. I love you more than you'll ever know.

I just want to sit in your house and exist with each other again. What happened to us. You hate me and I don’t know why

before i met you i was depressed. i looked forward to nothing, and felt like i was drowning, and nobody could hear my screams. thank you for listening to me and caring about me when nobody else does. you saved my life.
Love, Mira

You should’ve known that what you say would come back to me. The way you made things too complicated. My brain won’t let me let you back in. The damage of years and years of life has made me more bitter than I want to be. Just don’t hurt me anymore.

i’m so glad that we’re friends. i think i’ll always be a little bit in love with you, but being allowed to love you at all is more than enough. i kept the paper cranes from our first date. i was planning to collect them and make a gift for an anniversary or something. i think it was likely for the best that we didn’t get together then, but i think part of me hopes that there’s a reason for me to keep them. i cannot wait to see how far you go

in such a short time we became so close. i miss your openess and welcoming presence. you filled me with so much joy and made me feel so loved. what happened? what did i do? you never even told me

your honestly so cool !! i remember wanting to be your friend the second i met you :) i think your memory is really impressive you deserve a lot !

It´s been over a year now and I can´t forget about you. I wish I got into your life before you had a boyfriend, no matter what , I´ll be waiting for you, I just don´t know for how long I´ll be able to handle the pain.
-Á

FUCK YOU!! fuck you for trying for nearly a year now to split me and my bf up! i hate you, you’re a bitch , just let us get on with our life!

Hey girly pop, you are really ugly, D doesn't like you, why do u hate J, and Z doesn't like you either!

Baby I miss you being in my arms. I close my eyes and I see you. You are and forever will be my world. I love you

You thing we are are bff's but I don't really like you
Also I know that you talk about me with Ava so fuck you

FUCK YOU!! fuck you for trying for nearly a year now to split me and my bf up! i hate you, you’re a bitch , just let us get on with our life! HE DOESNT LIKE YOU THATS WHY YOU ARE NOT WITH HIM ! and stop making up lies that he has cheated on me with you, you fucking cunt !

i know we always joke but i think sometimes i mean the things i say. i think ab kissing u way too much to be kidding anymore

Du är överallt. Jag tänker på dig ofta, och undrar om du någonsin såg mig så som jag än idag ser dig. Kolla jag valde grön för det är din ögonfärg:)
Ta hand om dig

Du är överallt. Jag tänker på dig ofta, och undrar om du någonsin såg mig så som jag än idag ser dig. Kolla jag valde grön för det är din ögonfärg:)
Ta hand om dig

hi bby! i wish i could let you know how much i like you properly.. you know sometimes im really scared of losing you. Some other times im jealous over some little things that dont even matter. But thats not the point I just wanted to tell you that i hope that you will stay by my side and that i love you a lot
from. your girlfriend

if could stop thinking about you that would be great. because out of all my platonic feelings my love for you was out of place

I haven't liked anyone the way I like you in a long time - even if we stay friends, I'm just happy I get to see you smile

i don't know if i still love u or if i'm just trying to hold onto what it felt to feel loved for the first time :/

you always looked good in purple, it's been a month tonight, you ARE me, i hope you know my heart will always be yours, ill love you forever regardless princess

You have no idea how much I think about you, it’s every single day and night, always. But even if u did I’d be to scared to know how you would react.

God I wish u knew how much I thought about you, it was and still is every single day. But I’m to scared to even think about how u would react if u knew how much I rly did.