Unsent messages to DREW

dude i really fucking like you and i don’t know why. i mean i do. like you’re literally all i ever wanted from a really young age but i can never act on it and you probably think i’m so weird.

i thought you made me happy. i was so wrong. we needed to be apart for me to know true happiness, so thank you.

If there is a part of you that misses me, reach out to me. I think part of me will always love you, but I can't hold on much longer.

you pulled me out of that black hole, so ya when you left it really hurt bc now i don’t know how to feel better

We clicked from the very begging and that's very hard for me to do... it went well then you just left with no reasoning, leaving me to wonder what's wrong with me

I'm finally starting to let you go, not because I stopped loving you, but because I need to love myself first. I've been waiting for you for like months now, once in a while I wonder if you still think about me... because I do. What we had was special, but as every good thing it didn't last and that's okay I guess. It was right person, wrong time... I hope to bump into you, years from now, maybe in a café or supermarket or even a library, it will be like to start where we left and you'll tell me all your accomplishments because you're special and you deserve every good thing that this crazy world has in store for you. Until then tho, until that meeting, I let you go my dear... Do me a favor please, live your life to the fullest and realize all those dreams that you still have to tell me, I can't wait to hear them. I hope you meet the one you truly deserve and I'm sorry if that wasn't me, a person that will completely love you for who you really are. I hope your kinds have that curly long hair that suits you perfectly and your broken sense of humour as well haha. Thanks for meeting me, you came in my life when I needed you the most and you also left unexpectedly, I'm not angry or similar, I'm just grateful for what we had... You're like the closest experience of love I've ever had, thanks for teaching me that I'm perfect the way I am, thanks for making me accept my flaws, thanks for just being you. People say that when you meet someone, that person is either a blessing or a lesson, I think you were both... One of the nicest blessings, but also one of the toughest lessons... and I finally understood it. What's meant to be will always be, right? I'm sure it is. Just know that I didn't forget you and probably never will. If I'll have children of my own, I won't forget to tell them about you... as probably my first love. Until we meet again, make memories and live, don't waste a single moment. Hope to hear from you sooner or later. Always yours :))

You’ll never love me the way I love you I know you’ll never stop loving her and that I will never be good enough. you’ve broken me over and over and I let it happen because I love you. it hurts because of how bad she treats/treated you. I was there for you through the thick and thin and you still love her more. you promised me you were done with her but ig you weren’t I know that you’re probably done with me and that you’ve moved on but just know I’m here still waiting. Waiting for you to come back and realize you lost someone special but until you do ig I’ll just watch as you fall for her again (look it’s blue your favorite color I remember)

I never got my closure, and im starting to lose hope in us. I don't think you're ever coming back but I miss the boy i fell in love with, im not upset that it ended im upset that im never going to see that person I fell in love with ever again. When I love I love hard, I will always love you drew just not the one you are now. I wish you could back to me because im still waiting but idk if I can wait much longer.

I wish I had told you I loved you. I was too scared of the unknown and now it's years later and I can't have you back. I just want to be able to tell you how I feel.

i wish you would’ve just told me the truth about you getting back with your ex. i wish you wouldn’t have let us end on such bad terms. i wish we could still talk everyday and i tell you about important things that happened in my day but maybe again one day we will get that back. i love you forever

i know you're never going to see this but listen. walmart isn't selling those body pillows anymore and i'm kinda pissed i didnt buy one when i had the chance, especially now when id really need it

thank you for caring so much about me. i love our convos & i hope we can have live our dream lives. im sorry if i take a little while to respond sometimes but i get nervous even though i know you're nice. thank you for everything so far :)

i still love u. i tried to let u go easily. i’m sorry but i need to be selfish. i cant save you. you need to do that yourself.

hey, i never told you how much i liked you. you were the only person who could make me smile just by looking at me. you had no idea how much you meant to me. no matter how upset i am i can’t hate you. i still love you.

even though you always use me id never hesitate to go back to you, i never told you that i loved you but i wanted to so bad. youll always be my first love. lol im stupid

i just really hope you will find someone who will give you the world because you deserve that and so much more

No matter what my feelings are still there and I want to know how to move on from you but I can’t because the love I have for you is still there and I just want to give up but I’m learning to live with this feeling without you here to talk me through stuff and be there when I’m happy or sad. But it’s okay. From all this you taught me I don’t need certain people in my life and something can change in a heartbeat and to always be honest and just to love myself. So thank you for everything from now to however long, I love you and I hope it works out for you in the end

I’m still rooting for you. I hope you know there will never be a day that I stop loving you or your family.

I love you. I wish you loved me back. I know I should move on, but I can’t. I would rather break myself everyday just being friends than lose you.

I was so scared to love again after everything you’ve seen me go through but I think, I hope, that our story is different.

You hurt not only my mind but my soul you left made me feel like I was nothing. I wish our love could have been more than fake. I wish it were real, I wish you were real!

i can’t begin to describe the pain and sadness my heart feels when i think of never seeing or being with you again.

how did you make me fall in love with you? we never even fucking met. all i know is that i need you and i can't lose you.

I’m sorry that your dick is so small that you feel the need to try to hurt me to make up for it. :))))

I want to believe that you’re having trouble with letting me go as much as i am you, but you never make an effort to talk to me anymore. i just don’t understand.

I know you don’t even think about me anymore but you were the most genuine love I had for someone, please come back

you broke me more than everyone thinks you did. I still wonder what went through your perverted mind. i just wanna know how much worse it could have been if i hadn't told you no as many times as i did.

You were the only reason I was happy to wake up in the morning, everyday was a struggle but knowing you felt like all my problems didn't exist. It was sad seeing you slowly lose interest in me I could do nothing but watch. You meant the world to me

i am still in love with you. and it hurts me so bad to see you not feel the same. maybe one day. i miss you

ily, but you want me with him ... will you ever want me or should I just give up, bc I’ve loved you for so long idk what to do anymore

It's inevitable that you'll forget about me and I'll just be another person you once knew, but the way I feel about you is painful, I've never felt this way about anyone before. I know we'll never be together, but it's something that I'll always wish for.