Unsent Messages

I'm finally starting to let you go, not because I stopped loving you, but because I need to love myself first. I've been waiting for you for like months now, once in a while I wonder if you still think about me... because I do. What we had was special, but as every good thing it didn't last and that's okay I guess. It was right person, wrong time... I hope to bump into you, years from now, maybe in a café or supermarket or even a library, it will be like to start where we left and you'll tell me all your accomplishments because you're special and you deserve every good thing that this crazy world has in store for you. Until then tho, until that meeting, I let you go my dear... Do me a favor please, live your life to the fullest and realize all those dreams that you still have to tell me, I can't wait to hear them. I hope you meet the one you truly deserve and I'm sorry if that wasn't me, a person that will completely love you for who you really are. I hope your kinds have that curly long hair that suits you perfectly and your broken sense of humour as well haha. Thanks for meeting me, you came in my life when I needed you the most and you also left unexpectedly, I'm not angry or similar, I'm just grateful for what we had... You're like the closest experience of love I've ever had, thanks for teaching me that I'm perfect the way I am, thanks for making me accept my flaws, thanks for just being you. People say that when you meet someone, that person is either a blessing or a lesson, I think you were both... One of the nicest blessings, but also one of the toughest lessons... and I finally understood it. What's meant to be will always be, right? I'm sure it is. Just know that I didn't forget you and probably never will. If I'll have children of my own, I won't forget to tell them about you... as probably my first love. Until we meet again, make memories and live, don't waste a single moment. Hope to hear from you sooner or later. Always yours :))