Unsent messages to CLARA
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: December 17, 2020, 6:23 pm UTC
it's nearly a year since we last spoke. today i deleted some pictures of you. some of them i can't bring myself to. some of them i wish i never deleted. you were my best friend for four years. still, you remind me of summer and hope and laughter, sleepovers where we stayed up all night while everyone else slept. sometimes i miss you so much my bones ache with it, sometimes the thought of seeing you around town makes me sick to the stomach with dread. you saved my life. all i've ever wanted is to see you happy- i hope you finally are. i loved you more than i could ever say. thank you for bringing colour back into my life when i was plunged into the deepest darkness- for you, for those four years, i am eternally grateful.
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: December 12, 2020, 6:26 pm UTC
what you said rlly hurt me. you didnt have to be so straight forward. think about someone other than yourself for once
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: December 11, 2020, 3:21 am UTC
i miss when you gave a fuck about me. i miss when we could laugh about anything. you shouldnt be with him. you shouldnt be with anyone right now except yourself. you need to come back to yourself. i hate seeing u get so lost.
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:29 pm UTC
I hate you because I'm jealous of you ok? Everything in you is so perfect, and I'm just a piece of s*it without a destiny.
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: December 5, 2020, 9:16 pm UTC
Hace mucho tiempo que estoy sintiendo cosas por ti, pero no sé como decirtelo porque sé que tu no me quieres de la misma manera que yo te quiero y sé que nunca me vas a querer de esa misma manera
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: December 2, 2020, 2:42 am UTC
It's been two years since the last time I saw you, and every time I think of you, it feels like the first.
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: November 23, 2020, 1:44 am UTC
I have something to tell you... I’m so fucking in love with you and I know we are only friends but I really wanted to tell you this. Sorry for everything
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: November 19, 2020, 11:22 pm UTC
FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING DESTROYED ME AND NOW YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS AGAIN BUT I DON'T DO THAT SHIT ANYMORE
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:03 am UTC
i'm so sorry. i fucked up bad. i never meant to hurt you so bad. i would beg you for forgiveness but i know you're better off without me. but if you could just acknowledge my existence for about 5 minutes i would be able to really apologize and give you the explanation you deserve. it wasn't about you not being enough, which is probably what you're thinking. it was because i hate myself and never allow myself anything good in life. you were good. you were so good. and i lost you. i crushed you. i hate myself for it. i'm so sorry. you deserve so much better than me. but it still hurts. i'm so sorry.
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:21 am UTC
thank u for saving me and being my twin flame. i love u forever and ever. never leave me babe. hope ur doing ok
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: November 8, 2020, 8:51 pm UTC
Echo tanto de menos nuestras tonterĂas y torpes demostraciones de amor, tu risa o simplemente hablar contigo hasta tarde, sin importar las ojeras que tuviese despuĂ©s.
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: November 8, 2020, 7:35 am UTC
Hi. I miss you so so so much. Sometimes I feel like I’m not a good best friend, and I honestly think you deserve much more. I’m really sorry. I wish I was better at this friendship thing. I love you so much
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: October 29, 2020, 1:33 pm UTC
it's been a few years now. how are you? i hope you're doing well. i've wanted to reach out but i know you wouldn't want to talk to me.
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: October 12, 2020, 3:26 am UTC
J'ai ce sentiment de ne pas ĂŞtre assez bien pour toi alors je reste Ă l'Ă©cart.
Mais je pense Ă toi chaque jour qui passe et ne cesse de t'aimer.
Jcp si j'ai tjrs une place dans ta vie alors je compte garder mes distances et ne pas te déranger.
Soit heureuse ❤.
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: September 15, 2020, 7:45 am UTC
I'm sorry about everything. About how we broke up. About me not telling you how I felt. And most of all how much I hurt you.
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: September 11, 2020, 5:01 pm UTC
it's funny isn't it, that we laugh about getting married to commit tax evasion, but I think I might actually like you. I know you don't like me back, and I just wish you the best. our love is platonic, and that's better than I could've imagined.
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: September 10, 2020, 4:14 am UTC
I don't know how to phrase this but I love you so much, we barely talk but I just want to show you you're loved
From: ABC
To: clara
Date: September 7, 2020, 3:31 am UTC
i’m sorry. i’ve changed for so much better but u don’t care anymore. i’m sorry you’re missing the better version of me
