Thanks for leaving me for someone better and making me completely hate myself and wonder what’s wrong with me:)

i wish you knew how i felt about you, but i knew you wouldn’t want that happening to us. but deep down you mean sm to me and i appreciate you for being my closest. i wish you knew all of this but it’s best if you don’t.

You have the same personality as my dead best friend. We go to different universities now which makes me really sad because I was not ready to lose her again

so yeah. I like u. no reason for u to be that cute. I hope you never see this lol. message me if you can figure out who I am ❤️

you were the first person i’ve ever truly been in love with and i still am im love with you. if i could take back what i said i swear i would.

You hurt me forever, keep loving you in a stab for me, after all this time, my love is still just for you.

i wish u could try to feel about me the way i feel about you. dont leave. i still need the kisses. /a

i miss when you loved me enough to run to my house when I got upset, now the thought of you just makes me sad and I know you feel nothing at all.

There isn't a single thing that haunts me more than the possibility I'll never get to actually touch you. 16 years.

you could’ve just told me you didn’t want me anymore instead making me believe we could work and then getting with her.

the shit you jus pulled bro was mad pointless you couldve told me what it was from the start. i cant wait till ya realationship doesnt workout so you can come back to me n i could tell you everything that i wanna say so you can see how you made me feel.

You're my person. Its not romantic though. You, Chandler, Taft, and a few others are the only ones I feel truly comfortable around. You make me mad so often but I think I would die if I didn't have you in my life. You were the person I was forcing myself to love before I came to terms with my sexuality. I do love you though, just not the way I was trying to make myself. You remind me of all my favorite things. I hope there is a girl out there who can make you so happy and you and her fall in love. I'm so sorry for everything I've put you through up until this point. Just know I'll always be there for you.
With love,
Saige

Do you still have the letter I wrote to you? Do you even still think about me and what could've been... I shouldn't even be thinking about you rn yet here I am... wondering how it is that you became so happy without me.

Whenever I hear your voice, see your name on my phone or learn something new about you, my heart explodes.

hey zach, it's just me here telling you everything that one day i thought i would be saying to your face. maybe as we ride in the car while you wear your stupid harry potter glasses that always make me laugh, or going on an adventure - like the one i pictured in my head the entire period in maths after your friends told me you thought i was cute. before that time, i had never seen you like that really, except for ball games when we had a bit of banter and i thought you were kinda funny, and you were looking at me more then the other girls. of course i didn't think much of it at the time, but now i wonder if that's when you first felt interest in me. i guess i'll never know. because you, after three months, after getting me to really like you, to get excited at your notifications, to literally spend so much fucking money on a new outfit to spend the day with you and your friends, ended it. you ended us before you even gave it a chance. so, i had saved a bunch of things i wanted to tell you when we started dating, but i guess i'll just let strangers read it instead. i wanted to make fun of you for literally getting your friends to come over to me when you didn't have the balls, the fact that you got me invited to a party and literally all you said to me all night was 'do you want your drink now', your glasses, the fact that you swam away from me at the beach??, the fact that you play pokemon go still, the fact that you never made the first move even though you wanted to. but now i can't. so many things have to be left unsaid. it's stupid but i'm still holding out hope that you will come back to me, even though i've been crying over you for like 3 days and i told my mum and friends about you. but, i'm writing this in case that never happens. if we got the chance to have a proper talk at the beach i wanted to tell you that i am so sorry about what happened to your dad. nobody should have to go through that. but it makes you one of the strongest people i know. you were always so sweet and i never felt pressured to do anything with you. i loved seeing your smile when you saw me, and that one time we just walked around and waited for our parents to pick us up. fuck i really thought we were going to date. and have one of those relationships where it's just so unexpected but it just works. thank you for being vulnerable with me, and letting me into your life for that short time. your such an amazing guy, i wish you nothing but pure happiness in life. after all you've gone through, you deserve it. it's funny though, how i thought you would be my first kiss, first date, first boyfriend- instead you were my first heartbreak. i hope you understand that i don't know if i will ever be able to be just friends with you, you hurt me too much. it's not your fault, but you did. i don't regret the past couple months, but it's just funny how you started and ended things. zach, i miss you. i will tell my kids about how you broke my heart first, before anyone else could. also i hope you like the colour i chose, it's because i know you like pastels. it wasn't love, but i thought that was what it would turn into. you mean so much to me. i can't believe you're gone. i'm sorry i didn't meet your expectations.

When I'm listening to Fade by Kanye West the first thing that comes to mind is you
it's not a cool feeling.

Peter ya fucking you. Fuck you for body shaming. Thank i developed an ed you fucking jackass. Go burn in hell

hey, i miss you. Don't worry, i'll be there soon. I'm working on it. Tell the others I miss them as well, okay? i love you xxx

i still love you. so much it physically hurts. you were my first real love and my only real love. itd be different this time.

i know we still talk, but god it hurts that you are 7 hours away and don’t think about me here like i do you.

i thought i loved you for a bit until i realized you have no substance and only care about yourself. still miss the sex sometimes tho.

you made me think i was special you idiot. all this time you were hooking up with other girls. i wish i hated you... but you were my first love and im scared ill never love another how i loved u.

you made me believe I was less than nothing. you used me and took a part of me with you. take care of that part, as it was the best part.

I often accuse people of leaving me but i am always the one telling them to go
Please come
back to me

You made me so happy and made me feel safe. I still miss you and I wish you loved me. You're the only person I ever want to walk around target with and then kiss in the rain

You're such a fucking hypocrite, I broke my heart because I still wanted you after proof of what you did and he just needed to send one fucking text and you delete me out of your life? Fuck. You. And extra fuck you for showing up at my work, I know you knew I'd be there. You're a prick

Thanks for sticking with me through everything. I'm sorry I hurt you, the way I did. I still care about you, but you'll never know. And that's the sad part. But I'm happy, you are happy with her. I am.

I didn't think being with you for awhile would make me fall harder for you. And everyday, I fall harder and harder.

I wonder how you're doing. Looking back I realize how horribly you treated me and how I just let you for so long. I didn't deserve that Peter. you are absolutely dead to me

I miss you Peter rabbit. I loved you a lot... even if I was the only one in love. I swear I did. Goodnight.

Hey you must be wondering why the hell I'm talking to you at 3:00 in the morning but i just needed to tell you that iv been in love you for the past year i know that its shocking and that were best friends and its going to ruin the friendship or som but i hope you feel the same way

I wish I could tell you how I feel about you. I spend my days daydreaming about being with you. But I know deep down that you will never feel the same. And that crushes me.

Do you ever think of me like I did? Do you ever miss me enough to say, I wish you were here by my side? Has it ever hurt you so much to have left us? Have you ever thought about me so much that it hurts? I do not think so.

I cant help but wonder what i did to make you hate me. Why cant i get an explanation? i still love you

Your silence hurt the most. We didn’t know each other long, but there magnetism there. I still think about you at times when I hear you favorite song. But now you’re just a distant mirage from another life

i look at pictures of you and miss the way you talked and the warm hugs you gave me. i know all ur favorite songs and i wish i could say one more i love you but its too late. i miss you so much please remember me.

i know you’re a fuck boy, use every girl and cheat on your girlfriend but i just wish you’d let someone help the storm in your head. u have so much going but u refuse to tell anyone, i hope that one day i can help you help yourself.

it was love but an unspoken love.
I hope one day we'll meet again in another lifetime.
I love you, forever

ur my favorite person ily ur such a good friend. i hope u know im so proud of you for fucking trying. i hope we’re friends for as long as we can be. i’ll never forget u :))

i wish i knew how to live well after you and stop holding on, it wasnt that deep and yet i loved you and will always love you. i should have gave you a fucking hug that night in the apartment. doesnt matter that people were watching. who the fuck cares now. i should have. maybe it would have changed things. i wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, i was prepared to be loyal even if it was long distance. and you hurt me by blocking me, i wanted to know for once if you actually cared or were just leading me on. also, i would have held you in two days if it hadn't been for you. i hope you dont come back for both of our sakes. ily.

Why did you leave all of a sudden? I did nothing but loving you. You left with no explanation. Anyways hope you´re doing well, I miss you

it’s been over a year since you broke my heart and i would still take you back in a heartbeat. it’s unfair how much i love you.

i like you a lot but i don't know if you like me back. you give me mixed signals by showing signs of being interested in me yet it seems like you don't care. we've only started talking now but it isn't much. i just want for you to like me back and maybe become a good couple.

i really like you a lot and i mean a lot but i don't think you like me back. so please stop giving me mixed signals because you're just hurting me.

you took everything from me and made me so attached to you in a way i never thought was possible. i regret everything since now it’s not possible to leave, i feel trapped.

For some reason i cant stop thinking about you. The night we met for the first time, still makes me feel so complete. When we talked, it felt so unreal, like it was just you and me. You may not feel the same, but I will never forget.

Today when I waited for the traffic light to switch from red to green, even the people across the street made eye contact with me. You couldn’t do it when you said that you’ve cheated and that we’re done. I know that you’re sorry why can’t you say it?

i fucking hate you for leaving me when you told me that you’ll always be there for me but you left. i fucking hate you for that.

no matter all the shit you put me through i still loved you. i miss you so much but you were never happy with me. you’re happier with her

I'm so used to you sleeping beside me. Tonight, the bed is empty and sleeping is much more difficult.