Unsent messages to ASHTON
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: August 30, 2023, 11:06 am UTC
Why are you so beautiful yet so awful for me?
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: August 30, 2023, 3:11 am UTC
You are the first guy that made me feel good about being me
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: August 21, 2023, 2:40 am UTC
I love you so much baby I never want to lose you.
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: August 14, 2023, 12:44 am UTC
you still cross my mind from time to time
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: August 7, 2023, 1:57 am UTC
Please stop visiting my dreams, itâs giving me false hope
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: August 3, 2023, 1:10 am UTC
i love you but i deserve better than this
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: July 29, 2023, 7:33 am UTC
you make me feel bad. i dont think i love you anymore
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: July 23, 2023, 6:44 pm UTC
i miss your hugs and how you would be so excited to see me
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: July 19, 2023, 5:26 pm UTC
Iâm scared of getting attached to you again
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: July 15, 2023, 10:16 pm UTC
I will always love you, but I need to choose myself
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:05 pm UTC
I still love you. Even if you don't love me.
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: January 18, 2021, 7:23 pm UTC
how you have been acting is so laughable, and everything thinks it. you are making a joke of yourself
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: January 16, 2021, 5:49 pm UTC
i hate you.
i dont like you
i think back to our moments together and cringe. but the worst part was why did you say those things after.
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: January 12, 2021, 11:20 pm UTC
its been almost 6 years and every fucking day i wake up and wish things could have been different. i miss you
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: January 12, 2021, 6:45 pm UTC
I think I'm in love with you, I hate it, because you said it would never work out the first time. but the good thing is I'm slowly starting to lose feelings for you. I'm selfish for not wanting you to be with anyone else in a romantic way. To you, I'm nothing more than a best friend. Which is okay but I wish I was more. I wish We were more.
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: January 8, 2021, 6:22 am UTC
you fucked me up. you were my first everything and you dumped me like a piece of garbage. you said you would never leave but you did. fuck you. fuck you for trying to turn everyone against me. fuck you for trying to ruin what i have right now cuz you canât stand to see me happy. i fucking hate that i loved you.
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: January 5, 2021, 10:42 am UTC
you said you wanted to be with me forever. you wanted to marry me you wanted to have kids with me you loved me. and now its over everything we went through and talked about is over. were nothing but strangers now. all that for nothing.
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: January 5, 2021, 10:39 am UTC
you told me you would never leave and even though i was terrified i trusted you. look where we are now.
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: January 5, 2021, 3:07 am UTC
Itâs over and we both know that it was destined to fail from the start. I love you but we need to move on. You need to let me go and I canât continue to hurt you anymore.
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: January 4, 2021, 7:16 pm UTC
Maybe in another reality, I might have told you how I liked you. As it is, we've both gone our separate ways..
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: January 3, 2021, 12:43 pm UTC
Hey. I donât think Iâve ever fallen as quick as I fell for you. You became the light to my day and made me feel better and on day you decided to leave me and I was heartbroken because I thought we couldâve lasted forever. You blamed distance but I know you werenât doing well yourself. I still message u to check up on you but you donât seem to care. It makes me hurt even more but thereâs still some part of me that doesnât want to let you go
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: January 3, 2021, 8:15 am UTC
itâs 3:13 am and you just texted me because i came to your mind. but i guess thatâs normal for âjust friendsâ....right?
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: January 1, 2021, 12:49 pm UTC
Why couldnt you just realise how i felt. Ive given up on u bc ur such a dick now, youve changed. And not for good. Fuck you
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 28, 2020, 5:43 am UTC
i need to text you and talk to you but i cant. I cant come back until its real but what if youve moved on by then? How am I ever going to sleep at night without you reading to me?
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 28, 2020, 5:13 am UTC
iâve never met someone like you. youâve stood by my side through all of it and understood it the best you could. i will be forever grateful for you.
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 23, 2020, 4:15 am UTC
i really thought i had you back for a second. then i realized you were messing with me and you like other girls instead
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 23, 2020, 3:42 am UTC
i doubt youâll ever see this but if you do just remember i was always there for you? i love you dummy head. and i always will. iâm here for you. even tho we are just friends right now it lowkey stings my heart like a bitch lol. i just want us to be back together and happy this time. no arguing. :(
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 23, 2020, 3:38 am UTC
i hope one day you realize i truly did care about you. i loved you dearly and i still do. i cant move on. my heart will not allow me to do that
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 23, 2020, 3:36 am UTC
i never got to tell you this but your eyes are so beautiful. they remind me of two blue giant lakes surrounded by green fields filled with dozens and dozens of white roses
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 23, 2020, 3:34 am UTC
i still love you deeply. just seeing you be interested in other girls breaks me even tho you are no longer mine
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 23, 2020, 3:29 am UTC
you have taught me what true love is :) but, you mainly showed me what true love isnât... you were so toxic but if you wanted me i would go back in a heartbeat
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 14, 2020, 2:03 am UTC
Youâre just a dumb crush that wonât go away. I know youâll never care about me or even make an attempt to look my way, but youâre nice to dream about. Take care, Ashton.
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 14, 2020, 12:45 am UTC
You taught me that I canât put all of my love into one person. That I have to keep some for my self just in case they leave.
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 10, 2020, 11:14 pm UTC
I think about youâre last words to me everyday- âweâll meet again even if itâs at the end of our life, Iâll never love anyone the way I love you
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 10, 2020, 3:55 am UTC
i miss u, i wish i could c u, i wanna hang out with u, i just want to be with u. can u just ride ur bike to my house so all that can happen?
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 9, 2020, 7:13 am UTC
i love you and you make me so happy whenever weâre together. but iâm scared that i might be in love with you
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 8, 2020, 9:01 am UTC
My heart still feels heavy every time I think of you, I wished things couldâve gone different if only than you would still be right here beside me. Thank you for the blissful memories, Iâll love you always.
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 8, 2020, 1:49 am UTC
i feels that weâve known eachother in another life, but not like this. you hurt me, but i still love you even though i shouldnât. itâs better this way. iâm getting better, just as i always thought i wouldnât. i never needed you, and i think thatâs the lesson you taught me.
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 6, 2020, 9:09 am UTC
it was me and you against the world, what happened? ig i'll just continue loving you from a distance.
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: December 3, 2020, 3:44 am UTC
i haven't told anyone this, but it weighs on me still to this day. i lied to you. i feel so bad about this and you don't even know i lied. i said "i love you" back to you, but i didn't. i knew i didn't. i thought i was hurting you when you said it to me and i wasn't saying it back, but now it's just hurting me.
From: ABC
To: Ashton
Date: November 30, 2020, 9:57 pm UTC
hey sil. ur honestly great. ur stupid funny. also for christmas can u pls buy me my wallet since i lost mine:( // also, good job(:
