Unsent messages to ANA
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: November 25, 2020, 8:01 am UTC
Lo único que tengo claro es que no voy a querer a nadie de la misma forma que te he querido. Te echo de menos, pero sé que nos hacemos daño
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: November 25, 2020, 7:57 am UTC
I hope we can be great friends all over again. I love you and I can't help but feel the need of taking care of you forEver.
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: November 25, 2020, 7:56 am UTC
I loved the feeling of safety while hugging you. It'll be difficult but I'll get my peace back, and we will be able to be friends. Promise.
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: November 25, 2020, 7:52 am UTC
You were, are and always will be my first love. It sucks that we can't be together without hurting each other. I miss what we used to be.
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: November 22, 2020, 4:27 am UTC
You were, are, and always gonna be my fav person in all the entire World, maybe and I hope one day, ill be yours
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: November 21, 2020, 4:28 am UTC
Aún después de haber conocido a más personas, nadie me llenará de la manera en la que tu lo hiciste. Siempre te amaré.
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: November 21, 2020, 2:01 am UTC
Every song in my playlist reminds me of you, even the ones that don’t have a direct connection with you
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:43 pm UTC
you weren’t my first love, but i realized now that you probably were. but we were young and i didn’t know anything. now 4 years later i still miss you even after you’ve gone. please come back, even if you don’t remember me anymore.
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: November 15, 2020, 10:33 am UTC
When I write about being strong to see the truth I think of you.
How I wish you learnt from my words, that you saw my signs, that you believed me. I was being used and didnt notice till years later. Thats happening to you.
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: November 15, 2020, 10:30 am UTC
i wish you never crossed my life and i'd never felt this hate for you
because you hurt me and are protecting dangerous people that hurt me and i dont know if i should tell you, help you to get away, or leave you with you peers
i have proof but you never cared to see it, why i should care for you?
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: November 12, 2020, 8:38 pm UTC
you are so pretty but how do you get everything you want even without trying. sometimes I try harder than you but you still get things your way. I don't know.
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: November 12, 2020, 5:50 am UTC
i feel like you love me more than just in a friendly way and idk what to do about it. if you're seeing this, please don't tell me or it will ruin our friendship.
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: November 12, 2020, 4:07 am UTC
i feel like everything i do is just for show to cover up the fact that in the dumbest bitch ever who crumbles everyday under pressure and starves herself bc part of her identity has always come from people calling her skinny as a child and as her body changed she noticed the changes and because afraid and then her mother pushed onto her exercise and healthy eating which slowly became obsessive for her. idk who i am anymore. i feel like all my worth comes from my physical appearance. like all in rlly worth is what i think of my body at this point. like nothing matters to me other than my physical appearance. any slight change in it actually causes me to panic. and it’s competitive. i can’t stand the idea that someone might eat less than me. someone might loose weight easier than me. ew gross. i want help but all the help i get i push away. i also hate pity. i pity myself. and it would literally be the end of the world for me if people putties me like i pity myself. it would be the end if people saw me the way i saw myself.
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: November 6, 2020, 10:09 am UTC
time was you were there for me. i was too afraid to say it but i liked you.
i'm afraid again for different reasons. i miss the better you.
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: November 5, 2020, 10:35 pm UTC
me gustabas muchísimo, pensaba que eras la chica perfecta. Has cambiado bastante, eres probablemente de las chicas más guapas y majas y de todo que he conocido nunca, pero tú nuevo grupo te está cambiando :(
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: November 4, 2020, 11:34 am UTC
Sometimes I feel like nothing matters , watching my life circle the drain . So tired of watching and waiting .i want to move on but you give me comfort , make me nothing . I like feeling numb in a way i feel back in control.
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: October 28, 2020, 12:09 pm UTC
I don’t have any fight left in me anymore . You bring the peace I need when I don’t deserve it . I just want to feel at peace ...Why am I still here despite all my desires to not be. I want to feel nothing forever
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: October 12, 2020, 8:28 am UTC
fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you you weren't worth the years I spent letting you control me. I don't care about what you want anymore. just let me go. let me go and live my life. I don't need you. you held me back from everything. pure hatred is all I feel towards you in this moment, but I know you can manipulate me whenever you deem fit. im working though. I can sense you know you'll never consume me again. im trying so fucking hard to never see you again. you prey on me in my weakest moments, sinking in your teeth when im at my most vulnerable. so to you I say, get fucked. all my hatred, z
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: September 20, 2020, 4:31 am UTC
breaking my heart so you can get your way isn't cute, its not being a baddie, its you using me to get to him. fuck. you.
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: September 17, 2020, 5:09 am UTC
I check this site everyday wishing that you would write something to me
Think I'm stupid. You seem so cold now, but I don't blame you... I miss you more than anything and just wish you felt the same...
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: September 15, 2020, 2:50 am UTC
I did nothing but love you jus for you to leave me in the end & now that you’re back idk what to do. am i jus a game to you?
From: ABC
To: Ana
Date: September 9, 2020, 2:33 am UTC
you made me happy at times but then you make me want to die i’m not sure what i’m even doing any more
