i really love u, i wanna be more then friends but i don’t know if u want the same. u brighten my day and make me feel like the happiest girl in the world. we share so many things alike and u know too. i felt connected to u ever since we first met, which is why i stayed away from u. i think ur my soulmate and i love it, but i don’t know how u feel. i feel connected to u on another level that it’s insane.

Hey I miss you I hope your doing well I look at our pictures and listen to future I really wish you would’ve told me you didn’t love me sooner. I really hope your happy with her. I hope she makes you smile how you used to I hope she brought the light back into your eyes I know we we’re both toxic for each other but I wish you realized I was toxic after you cheated I wasn’t before that you made me feel worthless and you invalidated my feelings you mad me feel so little and you told your friends you hated me yet would turn and say I love you I wish you would’ve been honest with me I killed myself lost myself killed my own happiness to try and make you so happy I broke myself in hopes to bring you back from that dark Place little did I know I was going into the dark place and you didn’t try and help me you left me and didn’t tell me why other than you didn’t love me and for me to find out days later why you didn’t 3 yrs of my life I can’t get back an unborn child and you threw it all away and couldn’t even tell me why you sat in my car and watched my heart shatter and you watched everything in me get stabbed and you looked at me and all you said was Sorry for 2 hrs I begged you to stay and all you said was sorry and then got up and left like you didn’t just leave me to be in pain I hope you are happy with her and that you are finally happy sorry that I broke myself for someone who didn’t actually want me

i really miss you. i wish we would’ve tried to work things out. i think about you everyday. everything reminds me of you. i hope one day we found our way back to each other.

•I’m sorry I wasn’t enough for you. I hope you and her both nothing but the best. I’m sorry if you think I’m ignoring you every time you call or text I’m just trying to keep my distance I feel like I’m a bother to you.
• I wished nothing but the best for you and this is what you did? It’s really sad how we ended up but I guess if we are meant to be you will come around. I need to get over you Ricky but I don’t know how. It’s sucks that you don’t want me. I would do anything for you bro. Sucks that I don’t get that same energy back with you. Wish you nothing but the best papas bye.

i hate that thinking about you still makes me feel scared and that i will never shake off the insecurities you left. i genuinely hope i never see you again bc somehow i know you'll still be the same.

I wish you knew how bad it hurts to look at you now. Your smile no longer brings me happiness, but instead pain.

i wasted so much time on you. i put all my effort into our relationship when you did nothing. you only gave a shit when you wanted something from me.

You meant everything to me, you still do. I would have done anything to make you happy. You make me so fucking happy, seeing your face or even a text from you. Hearing your voice, it all makes me happy. I wish you nothing but happiness but it breaks me knowing that I can never be that for you. You will never be happy with me. I understand why, because I would be emarrassed to be around me as well. I wish you would see me the way I see you but I guess not.

I wish I knew this would have happened. I should have held you closer. Please come back to me. I love you more than I love myself.

• You are the absolute love of my life. I’m sitting here watching you play video games and I never knew I could adore somebody as much as I adore you. Thank you for making me enjoy the little things in life, like relaxing on a week night side by side.

You were never really there for me and although I wasn’t the best girlfriend, you hurt me a lot. You were constantly gaslighting me and making me feel bad but I don’t care anymore I’m doing better and I hope you are too. We just weren’t meant to be. You damaged me but he fixed me and It’s all in the past. May you have a good life and find the right one.

te amoo y no puedo dejar de pensar en ti eres lo mejor que me ha pasado, me has alegrado mis días desde que te conocí

you are absolutely horrible for me and my mental health. i wish you could just understand my points of view. im not sensitive, you’re just a dick. i thought you were different, and whatever we had would last a long time but you ruined it. i wish you the best, i promise. i wonder how you’re doing now. it’s been months. i still think about you from time to time. thank you for being my friend for that long. but fuck you.

You broke me. You made me feel so loved and then you broke me just like that. You made me feel like the most important person in your life. You made me feel like I had a purpose. I still regret that day. I said no. I said no so many times and yet I still did it. You made me feel like if I didn't I would lose you. And then you told everyone. And just like that everyone knew. They all taunted me, even the older kids. I thought about killing myself. I blamed myself. I was 12 and you made me want to end everything. And you got out no strings attached. That should not have happened and I just want to give my 12 year old self a hug and tell her its going to be ok because that broke me. YOU are the reason I cant stand up for myself anywhere. YOU are the reason for my trust issues. YOU are the reason I hate myself so much. But you have no idea. No one does, not even my friends. They still make fun of me for it, years later. Every time they do a chip of my soul gets broke off. I hate you for that.

you can affect me in ways no one else has been able to. i want to meet you, touch you and tell you how much you mean to me. but i can’t. whenever we get closer i ghost and i’m sorry. i’m just scared. don’t forget me

I just don’t like you, and you have to except that... you need to stop expecting so many chances i hope you learn something from me. just please let me go.

I hope that one day we can reunite. You treat me like shit despite all of the things I would do for you. I still love you and I always will. Never forget me.

i love you so so so much you deserve the world

our bond is something ill never forget. i loved you like a brother.

i hope you realize that i would have gone to the abyss to be with you.

It has a lower chance you would read this but, I just wanted you to know that I wrote about you. :)

even when i sleep i still see you, i miss you so much.

it could’ve been you

you destroyed me, even after all this time it hurts. im so scared ill never love again. its too much

I know you'll be a great architect soon :))

I don’t know why I am so drawn to you…

I love you so much and it hurts me,but I still love and I'll always do.

You’ll always be the greatest love of my life, I miss you every day. Fanta blue forever.

You don’t even know how close you are to me even if I’m not close to you

i love you with every single breath i take

Maybe one day, this life or the next, we will meet again like we promised:3

i miss you. so much.

You still haunt me in my sleep

I wonder if I ever cross your mind old friend of mine. Wonder what happened…

2 years ago, today. i hope it was worth all the pain you caused me.

this feels like the start of something beautiful :)

you will never forget me :)

I miss you , I miss the journey , I miss hanging out with you . Come home .

Been months since I’ve thought of you, I think I’m finally healing

maybe if we weren't so far it would've worked out

I abandoned you when you needed me most. I still can’t forgive myself for it.

I just want it to be like it used to be. You’ll always be my pretty boy.

I’m sorry if i showed u my affection out of nowhere but I’ve been carrying it with me i mis u

I miss you so much, but I don't think you give a second thought about me.

I love our relationship so far. You make me feel seen and I don’t it to end

I’d do anything for you baby I miss the old you so much. Why did you have to leave me like that

i tried so hard to love you, i wish you werent so mean. i wouldve married you

You came to me at a time where I thought love wasnt for me, just like your love

You’re like a puppy, cute and sweet… I wish I could make you happy

I miss your cuddles and your kisses. i wish we could have worked out