Unsent messages to GILLIAN
From: ABC
To: Gillian
You think you built me? Made me who I am? Bitch, I made myself. You were toxic and made me self conscious. You stole my crushes for yourself, and then told me they liked you. Don’t act like you are high and mighty and talk trash about me and then switch up and say you miss me. Leave me alone, leave my friends alone. We don’t like you. We don’t need you. We don’t want you.
From: ABC
To: Gillian
your access to me is denied. knowing me is a privilege that u lost. i’m no longer yours and that’s your punishment
From: ABC
To: Gillian
This is going to sound crazy but I love you. I can’t escape it, it’s like I’m infected by you. I can’t eat and I can’t sleep because you’re always on my mind.
From: ABC
To: Gillian
You are my best friend. A soulmate. A constant light. My supporter, listener, giggling, silly best friend. I hope I’m just as good of a gal pal to you as you are to me. Xo
From: ABC
To: Gillian
I never get sick of talking to you, i sense many years of friendship ahead. ily and im sorry about the teasing, i look forwards to only coming up to ur shoulder
From: ABC
To: Gillian
You are how I found out I’m a lesbian but you love someone else and we can’t date because we are best friends
From: ABC
To: Gillian
I wish I could still adore you in the cafe every morning before everything went wrong. I'm glad you were a part of my life, but also glad to be rid of you.
From: ABC
To: Gillian
you never knew how to be a good friend, i forgive you for that but its not ok to make excuses instead of trying to figure it out
From: ABC
To: Gillian
youve made me bitter and angry, i wish you acted like the person i fell in love with. i still hurt.
From: ABC
To: Gillian
i hate you for what you did to me. i will forgive you but i’ll forget.
From: ABC
To: Gillian
Gilly, I’m sorry for what I said 2 years ago. Although you also had fault, I reacted wrongly.
From: ABC
To: Gillian
I'm so torn because you make me so happy. I just want to say I miss you all the time.
From: ABC
To: Gillian
I love you so much I’m so afraid of losing you. I’ll love you forever even when it’s not easy gilly
From: ABC
To: Gillian
I hope you learn to love yourself one day. I tried so hard.
From: ABC
To: Gillian
i cant believe it was all a lie, every facet of that relationship just a entire lie. r u guilty?
From: ABC
To: Gillian
I wish that you would stand up for what you believe in or just have a backbone.
From: ABC
To: Gillian
If I could do it again I never would have asked, maybe then I could spend some more time with you.
From: ABC
To: Gillian
Not a day goes by that i dont regret how i hurt you. I love you Gilly.
From: ABC
To: Gillian
You have always been worth changing for gillbean I’m sorry I never did for you.
From: ABC
To: Gillian
being in contact is strange when there's no space from where we left it, idk how to feel about that
From: ABC
To: Gillian
You'll always be my first love, my first everything and I'll never forget it
From: ABC
To: Gillian
Despite our ending, you're still the only thing I ever needed you to be; yourself.
From: ABC
To: Gillian
I'm scared no one will ever know me the way you knew me. I wish I could trust you.
From: ABC
To: Gillian
I miss my bsf I’m sorry we dated I want our friendship back
From: ABC
To: Gillian
You were my first friend so I’m sorry that I didn’t treat you nicely. Do you still have the plushie?
From: ABC
To: Gillian
I miss you alot and I’m sorry for what i did. Wish we went ice skating or watched movies together.
From: ABC
To: Gillian
I know you moved on and I’m so happy for you. I just wish I could move on too. I’m so sorry Gilly
