you are falling asleep on my shoulder as i write this. i dont know if you are gonna see this but i think the world of you, spf 15

it's been 2 years now. We would have been together for 6 years in 2020. But alas, we grew apart and we went our separate ways. I dreamt that it would be you and me forever, i still kind of do...
i miss you.

I can't help but hope that there will be a way that we can be together. Even though we are miles away from each other.

ok so ik we didn’t technically date but it was definitely more than friends and ik you always liked her but i always felt there was a slight chance that you would like me and fall for me like ik she fits society’s standards more but we where supposed to do so many things together but now you are gonna do it with her and the moment ypu told me you where in love with her broke my heart bc i just wanted you to talk about me the way you talked about her i tried so hard for months but she just got your attention so easily but um i still fucking love you and if there’s any slight chance you feel any sort of attraction towards me please tell me

hi buddy!!
i love you and everything youve done for all of us, i chose yellow because you are quite literally a ray of sunshine, keep smiling love

I love you since day one. I will love you since my last on this earth. You'll forever be my home. See you in another lifetime love.

Olá minha princesa, essa carta voce nunca irá ver, no começo eu te odiei mas no final eu já estva te amando, te amei muito e foi um amor puro de verdade, como os de irmaos deveriam ser, voce no começo se mostrou duro e frio mais depois se abriu comigo, e eu me senti bem, me senti incrivél por ser a pessoa com quem voce falou sobre sentimentos kkkkkkkk eu te amo muito, acredite, eu não entendia o que todas as garotas via em voce, eu te olhava e só enchergava uma crianca que precisava de carinho e etenção, obrigada por todos os cigarros, depois d voce ir embora eu nunca mais fumei... ta ai uma coisa que me partiu por dentro, voce foi embora e não me falou, eu soube no mesmo dia, claro, mas não queria te forçar a nada, voce fez eu me amar um pouco, por incrivél que pareça, viva feliz minha loira do tchan, voce merece a mais pura felicidade, fique longe de drogas, mas maconha não é droga

I really loved you. But we never could be more than friends, and now we both know that. I'm sorry for all the pain I put you through,
I should have been a better friend to you

tengo que decirte que no me gusto el hecho de que te presionaras tanto contigo mismo al punto de que simplemente me dejaras de hablar y mandaras a la mrd todo ademas de eso no pensaste en como me sentiría. pd. te extraño :(.

I'm sorry we didn't work out like we hoped. I hope you are well and that You get the things you've always wanted in life.

Sé que no hice nada bien a la primera, perdón en serio, ahora que veo como eres, la gran persona que eres, quisiera que me vieras como antes o como te veo ahora, estuve tantas veces esperando tu mensaje y tú simplemente me respondías seco o incluso grosero, cuando yo trataba de recuperarte, de que hicieras parte de mi vida y si lo eres pero no de la forma en que yo quisiera, de la forma bonita :(

Hi A i hope one day we will be together i have so much feelings for you i get butterflies around you and i feel so anxious around you i feel like i like you but i wanna hide my feelings

I miss you so much.I thought we would stay close but we didn’t and that’s alright.I wish you the best in life.And I’m sorry for the mistakes I made but I wish you stayed to see the new me

i want you to stop pushing my opinions and feelings away. the reason why i have a hard time opening up is because of you. you never listen.

I was too excited, I thought you'd like the fries, the tickets, it was so embarassing when I waited for you.

it's 1 am and i wish i could go see you and hold you close. the way you always welcomed me with a smile and comforted me when i needed it is fascinating to me. please come home to me and let me love you. i miss you.

just wait for us, ok? lets wait for the right time. love u nd stay strong. miss u! :(

friendship breakups hurt 1000 times more than relationship ones. i miss u everyday.

i literally knew it, hahaha u’re still in love with ur ex before me. hahahaha

I'm always here

I will miss you :(

im gonna pretend for you

I wanted u sm to love me back

You look so happy now. I wish you two the best, and I miss having you as a friend in my life

one day, we’ll laugh about how it all ended.
I miss you, Jean.
Do you still like orange?

hope you’re well

i still think about us and where we could’ve been together. te extraño

I love everything about you but it not time for you to know that yet

I still miss you

Thank you for loving the worst version of me, I’m sorry I couldn’t do the same

i think it’s strange you never knew

I love you but I can’t forget or forgive what happened and I don’t know how to stay even if I do

Hello, Jean. I really miss you i hope u're doing well:)

hi self, please love yourself more<3

i hope you’ll find the right person, you deserve it

do u really like me

You destroyed me but I still don’t hate you

Thank you for being my friend I love you my monkey<3

I forgive you, even if you're not sorry.
I accept your apology, even if i never received one.

i wish you loved me like i love you :(

you know dude, i wasn't the one who wrote any of those older entries...but they still fit crazy well

"it never meant anything" was the biggest lie i ever told. it meant everything.

If loneliness comes crashing in, you can hold me it's okay.

Do you miss me like I miss you??

Had a dream that we talked again and laughed everything all off. Woke up and cried. I miss you

i still miss you. no matter how long it’s been, i think i’ll always miss you.

wish I could just forget you

sorry jean 4 doubting u. im rlly sorry for not trusting u. i feel bad nd insecure bc of wht hppnd ☹️

I’ll love you forever baby you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love you jellybean.

u healed my heart js to destroy it. I still wanna be with u tho.