Unsent messages to Y
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: August 9, 2023, 9:13 pm UTC
sometimes i wish you wouldâve put more effort
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: August 6, 2023, 6:30 pm UTC
You'll always have a special place in my heart â âĄ
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: August 6, 2023, 11:02 am UTC
I love you, I am really sorry for hurting you my love
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: July 29, 2023, 4:12 pm UTC
it's really not your fault i ruined everything
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: July 27, 2023, 6:26 am UTC
I am a different person because of you⊠and not for the better
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: July 23, 2023, 6:40 am UTC
i like you and i know i shouldnât :( youâd be disappointed
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: July 19, 2023, 3:52 am UTC
I would forgive you if you apologized. I still care.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: July 16, 2023, 10:00 pm UTC
I miss you. I wish I could tell you the truth.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 17, 2021, 11:24 pm UTC
Did you like me then? Do you like me now? Why didn't you find me after that day? I said I liked him after but it's always been you.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 17, 2021, 11:00 pm UTC
we kissed once because you were fucked up on rum vodka molly and weed bars and your meds. you laughed after and told me i was sexy then passed out and wouldn't wake up the next day you said you "didnt remember". still fighting it huh?
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 14, 2021, 5:03 am UTC
I deserve to be loved the way you couldnât love me. And Iâm so scared I might not find that. I wanted it to be you, I wanted it to be us.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 14, 2021, 5:01 am UTC
I wanted it to be you and I so bad. I wanted to come home to you every day for the rest of my life. You were my person. But you never wanted any of that
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:48 am UTC
my mum never wanted children. She only has R cause sheâs got a fear of abortion and regret but my dad wouldâve left her otherwise, yes itâs messed up I know that but yet here I am. My mum never wanted children and she reminds me of it. Sheâs the reason I used to and still cry myself to sleep some nights, the first reason the scars on my arm exist and the only reason I wanted to disappear abroad because she made me not want children and a husband because it would kill me to turn out like her, itâs sore to be compared to her. Sheâs fought me physically before and screamed Bloody Mary at me but itâs not always like this though, I love my mum and she loves me too yet sheâs also the person I fear most in this world.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 10, 2021, 9:13 pm UTC
Iâve known you for years and my love only increases for you with each passing day but, I value our relationship more than my feelings so youâll never know how much I truly love you.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 10, 2021, 1:44 pm UTC
the green shirt you wore in that pic i took of you in thailand, the colour of the shirt i kept after we broke up
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 10, 2021, 3:27 am UTC
We didnât work out because I was too insecure and hated myself. Bc of u, I learned to love myself before I love others. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 9, 2021, 4:10 pm UTC
you asking me how iâm doing years later as if you thought iâd be caught up on you for that long. youâre not the type to text me every two weeks but youâre the type to text me every year because you know how much i cared and loved so deeply. you used my vulnerability, my youthfulness and deceived me. you ruined what was supposed to be the light before the storm. but iâm fine.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 8, 2021, 1:49 am UTC
I can't say it to you; it would break your heart: I don't know how to love, and I think I can only give you the idea of us. Our relationship isn't to me what it is to you. I'm sorry. You mean the world to me. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 7, 2021, 5:06 pm UTC
you told him one thing and then me the other. are you scared of hurting me? at this point it doesnât seem like it. do you even care? why do you never care?
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:06 am UTC
not my first love but my deepest. you told me not to be a stranger but thatâs what we are now. i hope you still miss me too.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 6, 2021, 6:08 am UTC
The first time we talked I told myself to remember the moment. Because when I searched for the perfect one, that would be it
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 4, 2021, 1:39 pm UTC
Aun no lo entiendo y no lo llego a comprender, estuve ahĂ para ti, te escuche , te ayude, te apoye y si no lo niego aun estoy furiosa y triste , te di todo lo que tenia , te contĂ© todos mis secretos mis miedos y mis futuros planes, estuve ahĂ cuando tĂș te venĂas abajo, cuando pensabas dejarlo todo , cuando me dijiste que ya no pondrĂas con nada, llame y llame, te mande mensajes y mĂĄs y mĂĄs hasta que me contestaste te roguĂ© por que jamĂĄs te hicieras daño, yo Moria por dentro mientras tĂș me ignorabas, mientras tĂș olvidabas lo mucho yo te amaba ,intentaba hacer lo mejor para que no te fueras, tĂș sabias el trabajo que me costo convencer a mis padres de esto y aun asĂ lo dejaste todo, te dije âtĂș tienes el poder mĂĄs grande que ningĂșn otro hombre a tenido, tienes el poder de destruirme â y no lo pensaste ni por un momento simplemente lo dejaste asĂ, prometiste que estarĂas para mi en mis mejores y peores dĂas y ahora donde estĂĄs , estoy a punto de dejarlo todo, de volver a caer y dejar de ser quien soy , donde estĂĄs cuando te necesito, simplemente me olvidaste y me sigue doliendo mi corazĂłn sigue esperando a que tĂș vengas y me salves , te sigo esperando a que me digas que simplemente fue un error, y que jamĂĄs me dejaste de amar , dĂmelo por favor alguna ves me amaste en verdad tonto como yo a ti? :(
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 3, 2021, 2:08 am UTC
te quiero mucho y quiero estar a tu lado a pesar de todo, pero lo Ășnico que haces es decepcionarme cada dĂa y hacer que me odie mĂĄs de lo que me odio y con esto me despido, espero que me puedas entender y siempre estarĂ© enamorada de ti..
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 1, 2021, 10:20 pm UTC
i did things i shouldn't have. but i don't care about your new boyfriend and i kind of hope you both eat shit.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: January 1, 2021, 6:03 pm UTC
ill never forget you, you were my first love. i miss you, but i think we are good rn, i hope you are doing good
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: December 22, 2020, 4:50 am UTC
i wish i could tell you how much i fuckin love you :)
im scared to lose our frndship. i don't ever wanna lose you.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: December 18, 2020, 8:18 am UTC
how can you just change like that ... literally how. itâs like youâve been lying this whole time and now your ready to go
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: December 13, 2020, 7:51 pm UTC
i hated the orange hearts you always texted me but now all i want is to see an orange heart from you.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: December 13, 2020, 4:27 am UTC
i can never tell if u guys are still even together or not. i cant even ask mutual friends anymore because they are tired of being in the middle of it
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: December 12, 2020, 6:40 pm UTC
thank you for being good to me. you saved me. i was toxic and i am sorry. we'll reunite if we're meant to be. i love you
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: December 12, 2020, 6:30 pm UTC
i didnt tought i was pretty until you said it. i tought my body was good untill you said it. thank you
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: December 10, 2020, 3:50 am UTC
The story that makes me believe in love is ours. Even tho it didnât end well, itâs still the best one I know
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:03 pm UTC
it doesnât feel right with anyone else. iâll never get the feeling i had with you with anyone else again.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: December 3, 2020, 12:30 pm UTC
After 4 years, I think I am finally ready to move on. Good luck with your life, I hope you finally find peace. :)
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: December 3, 2020, 11:52 am UTC
I have so many things I wish I can say to you. But, youâre happy with her now, & I canât change that.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: November 30, 2020, 10:29 pm UTC
You left when I needed you the most and now you're back and I need you again
Ily but you'll never be here for me
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: November 30, 2020, 3:16 pm UTC
i've thought long and hard as to what i would say to u if i met u... but all i cud think of was fuck u
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: November 26, 2020, 5:19 pm UTC
Ik that we shouldnât be together but I just want us to be like we were..just one last time please it all happens so fast. Come back
M
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: November 25, 2020, 5:52 pm UTC
I can't forget you. Everytime i saw you i miss you. You were the fisrt and last person i had feelings for.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: November 23, 2020, 11:53 pm UTC
you were the one that calmed me even tho you didnt know you did, and you also didnt try to. when i was at my worst you were like sent by the universe to help me out. you are the one that i think about while listening to fallingforyou. i told you how i felt with out an expectation and so i did get nothing. but the thing is, im fine with that. whenever i liked someone and got rejected, i would feel soo sad but when its you i felt relieved. you comfort me in so many ways that i dont think it would be healthy for me to stop talking to you, even tho we have just a brief conversation like once a month. youre the first person iâve ever fallen in love with, i just know iâll always be in love with you. i will always have this soft spot for you even tho i know youll never look at me that way. i would be genuinely happy if you were in a relationship that youâre happy in, and just by knowing this about myself i just know youâre different for me. falling for you was my mistake i know that, but i dont regret it. i just hope whats best for you. and i miss you.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: November 22, 2020, 9:34 pm UTC
I will do everything for you and you know it... but it really hurts to know that I'm still in love with you
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: November 22, 2020, 7:17 pm UTC
hola espero que nunca llegues a leer esto pero en este momento te extraño mucho y quisiera que estuvieras para contarte todo lo que me esta pasando cada dia y reirnos juntos de nuevo, aun me hace llorar el pensar en ti y no tendria el valor de decirtelo nunca de frente, aunque te ame con mi vida durante nuestros dos años juntos y aun lo hago no quiero seguir sufriendo ya no mas no quiero que me lastimes nunca mas de nuevo asi que ahora si te digo adios y gracias por haber sido mi mas bonita casualidad por haber sido mi asi como el ayer ha de ser el mañana... que al final nunca fue
att. N
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: November 20, 2020, 3:51 am UTC
Even If I end up with someone else remember you where my first love, those are never forgotten, hope you feel the same way, I know we where nothing but still miss you plis come back!
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: November 19, 2020, 6:40 pm UTC
when we first became friends I kept messing up and I thought you were toxic, but now that we have gotten closer I realize that your not and your one of the best friends I have ever had im so sorry for thinking that of you I truly am, I can't wait to grow up with you and be happy together, thank you so much for everything.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:58 pm UTC
it didn't hurt me when u wouldn't call back. it hurt because I knew no matter what u did I will always love you.
