I wish I could believe it when you say you still love me, and I see in your eyes that you do. Just something deep down tells me you don’t.

you come in and out of my life when you please and give me false hope but i don't care. i'll always wait for you.

you were my best friend,my everything. i just want to be with u but we can’t because we hurt too many people. hopefully one day

i wanna be with u so bad but u hurt me in so many ways and i’ll never be able to forgive you. i hate that i love u

I would never tell you this but I know that you’re the one my heart is always going to run back to— I have no shame in that.

you were the first person to actually try for me and the first person to understand, i took advantage of that and i’m sorry. imy.:/

i’m sorry i left you, dude. your feelings mean a lot to me. i’m sorry i overthought so much. i’m sorry i couldn’t help being who i am. i enjoyed facetiming you on sunday, honestly. i enjoy our conversations. and i’m sorry.

Guess who's back cause I have nothing better to do. Well nothing's changed since the day you left. I'm still in so much pain. I thought it was supposed to get better. Everything reminds me of you. Bacon, Juice wrld, my blanket, even my room. You took a piece of me when you left. I hope you take care of it.

-SRN
I changed how I sign my name

My first instinct is to tell you I wish we never met, but that's simply not true. If I were to have never responded I would not have learned I deserve more than just being used for when you were lonely. I am worth more than being left on read when I actually needed you. You promised a hook up when someone else will promise forever. I'm not sure what it is about you that keeps me coming back every time you run back into my life but I truly hope you don't come back. Someone else will let me give them everything I wanted to give to you. I would have given you every piece of me not asking for anything in return. I wanted to help you and watch you reach every goal you ever dreamed of. One day you will find a girl you feel is worth giving your attention to and I hope she gives you that and more because you deserve the entire world, you just wouldn't let me give it to you. Something that I will probably never forget is I would have given you the world and that was somehow not good enough for you and that's okay because now I know it was you who didn't deserve to even know my name.

i miss you... but u don’t miss me. I feel like it was all a lie and in the end u moved on and I’m left broken. I need to move on for myself and for that right now in this moment I’m letting you go. Goodbye ?

I’m gonna look for you in every person I meet. Thank you for showing me a love I’ve never had before. Xoxo

I feel so stupid. I feel like I ruined the possibility of a new relationship by not telling you when I had the chance. I just want to be yours again, and not being with you upsets me more than you’ll ever know.

How could you lie to me and act like nothing was wrong? You broke my trust and manipulated me with your words. You moved on and left me in pieces not caring if they were ever put back together again. How dare you.

I still cry over the pain of leaving you after almost 6 years, but my mental health has never been better and no one will ever touch me when I don’t want them to again. You weren’t worth the pain you caused.

I literally fucking love you. My friends tell me that I am out of your league and I need to stand up for myself but I can't. I don't want to risk this. I don't want to risk us. You ignore me over the phone. I see your active bruh. "Delivered for 14 hours"- do you know how that makes a person feel. Shitty. And then I see you in person and that shitty feeling just goes away. It's like it never even happened. When I am with you I am the best version of myself. and I know for a fact that you would never even think to do something like this because you probably honestly don't care. But I care dude. I care so much and I wish I could just run up to you and tell you that. But either way you would not give a shit. That's just the way you are. The only things that matter to you, in order, are weed, sex, and skating. I know your lying to me about that shit. I bought you a chain like a month ago because someone ripped yours off in a fight. I don't know when to give it to you I guess because I never get the chance. The only time I can get you alone is when we are supposed to be hooking up. I just miss when you used to text me every day asking if I can come over I just miss the way things used to be. And I hope they get better. They will get better.

I know I am just a passing thought in your head, but for me, you're so much more than that. It's such a shame. I just wanna be the one you've loved

I'm so sorry Drake. I hurt you, but I didn't know what to do. Should I just have ignored you? I liked you... you gave me what he never could've.

i wish the love you have for me now existed the moment we met a year ago…

dropped you off yesterday :( i’m so happy you get to go home but i’ll miss you curly

Black hair-alex g
I still think about you

You’re the only person I’ll ever want

I miss you so much wish we had more time to talk that day..

The thought of you still breaks my heart

I liked you so much and I can not stop thinking about you.

I’m thinking about you again today

I'm so sorry for the things I said. I didn't mean any of them and I will always love you.

I miss you

Part of me still hopes you come back

The ball is in your court, you’re it. Now you chase. I’m done.

You saved me once, I can only hope you save you from yourself. Be kind.

I want to tell u how I feel ik there’s something there but I’m too afraid to lose u

I still dream about you constantly and I hate it.

am i the girl you’re thinking of? i wish we could be kids again together. i’m sorry.

You the love of my life I love you so much I’m so glad I met you<3
My love

I wish we never broke up I miss you a lot and hope one day you would miss me to :(

i still wear your hoodie sometimes

It still hurts

I love you I think there’s always gonna be a part of me that loves you but I wish you felt the same

i’m really starting to fall for you darlin

i hope you like me as much as i like you

How are you?

i'm scared i’ll love you forever

i love you so much. you’re my best friend and i’m so so grateful for you. 2 years together!!

I miss how close we used to be, what happened? When did it change?

You hurt me so bad yet I still wish I could talk to you one last time

I'm sorry how we ended. I always think abt u still.

I still think about you.

I only left bc you caused me to.

i still listen to your playlists

I still love you <3