Suddenly the things that bothered me when you ended our relationship doesn’t hurt me anymore.
I’m letting you go, you’re still the color blue to me yet the meaning of that color changed.
You’re not calming me anymore, that color is a reminder as to when I felt less than what I actually am.
I miss you and I see that you’re doing better and I’m really happy for u.honestly.

I can't say it to you; it would break your heart: I don't know how to love, and I think I can only give you the idea of us. Our relationship isn't to me what it is to you. I'm sorry. You mean the world to me. Thank you.

i don’t even trust you with my thoughts and feelings because i know you’ll think of them as unimportant.

You once’s asked me if my favourite colour was yellow, because when you saw it, it reminded you of me. It wasn’t before, but that very moment yellow became my favourite colour; and it still is today. I wonder if every time you see it now, you still think of me?

i wish i could tell you how much i fuckin love you :)
im scared to lose our frndship. i don't ever wanna lose you.

we kissed once because you were fucked up on rum vodka molly and weed bars and your meds. you laughed after and told me i was sexy then passed out and wouldn't wake up the next day you said you "didnt remember". still fighting it huh?

Did you like me then? Do you like me now? Why didn't you find me after that day? I said I liked him after but it's always been you.

you asking me how i’m doing years later as if you thought i’d be caught up on you for that long. you’re not the type to text me every two weeks but you’re the type to text me every year because you know how much i cared and loved so deeply. you used my vulnerability, my youthfulness and deceived me. you ruined what was supposed to be the light before the storm. but i’m fine.

I didn’t realize how important and comforting were your love and attention until you stopped giving a shit about me. What the hell are we right now?

i didnt tought i was pretty until you said it. i tought my body was good untill you said it. thank you

thank you for being good to me. you saved me. i was toxic and i am sorry. we'll reunite if we're meant to be. i love you

hola espero que nunca llegues a leer esto pero en este momento te extraño mucho y quisiera que estuvieras para contarte todo lo que me esta pasando cada dia y reirnos juntos de nuevo, aun me hace llorar el pensar en ti y no tendria el valor de decirtelo nunca de frente, aunque te ame con mi vida durante nuestros dos años juntos y aun lo hago no quiero seguir sufriendo ya no mas no quiero que me lastimes nunca mas de nuevo asi que ahora si te digo adios y gracias por haber sido mi mas bonita casualidad por haber sido mi asi como el ayer ha de ser el mañana... que al final nunca fue
att. N

I will do everything for you and you know it... but it really hurts to know that I'm still in love with you

i can never tell if u guys are still even together or not. i cant even ask mutual friends anymore because they are tired of being in the middle of it

You're still not over her and idk how long it'll take you to notice me. Focus on those who love you. Please.

you were the one that calmed me even tho you didnt know you did, and you also didnt try to. when i was at my worst you were like sent by the universe to help me out. you are the one that i think about while listening to fallingforyou. i told you how i felt with out an expectation and so i did get nothing. but the thing is, im fine with that. whenever i liked someone and got rejected, i would feel soo sad but when its you i felt relieved. you comfort me in so many ways that i dont think it would be healthy for me to stop talking to you, even tho we have just a brief conversation like once a month. youre the first person i’ve ever fallen in love with, i just know i’ll always be in love with you. i will always have this soft spot for you even tho i know youll never look at me that way. i would be genuinely happy if you were in a relationship that you’re happy in, and just by knowing this about myself i just know you’re different for me. falling for you was my mistake i know that, but i dont regret it. i just hope whats best for you. and i miss you.

i hated the orange hearts you always texted me but now all i want is to see an orange heart from you.

you're just a lying liar who lies. i'm tired of you

how i wish i confessed earlier.

I hope you are alright, i miss you

i’m sorry i ruined what we had

i think of you whenever things get hard, i miss you

what a shame. now it will never be you..

i had a dream i screamed at you.

I had a dream that I got to kiss you again , it broke my heart when I woke up.

i’m sorry

Set me free, please

you don’t know that i was in love with you nor how deeply i felt it

I miss the way you loved me.

I still think about what we could have been ;

i still think about you everyday even though i can't seem to remember what we'd talk about.

i vowed to never speak of you again and move on, but it's been hard to lately

I don’t think you’ll ever understand how you saved me. I don’t want you to have to bear that.

Maybe in another universe, we'll meet again and explain to each
other what really happened.

I love you. But you are not mine

(Be my, be my baby)

I'm sorry, I love u and I want ur love, I just wish we could have done everything the right way

I will never forget you.

I still want us, imysm and ily

Almost three months without you and i still miss you very much

Hhhhhh love u

hi love hope you came back to my birthday :)

you'll be ok

in another universe I'd spend my highschool years w you, and maybe my life too

you made me wish humans could forget certain memories

i will always look for you..

always your sunshine?

i want to kiss you so badly i’m praying that your flirting is real

I wanted to hurt you but I could not stomach you feeling how i felt.

you’re the only person who’s ever made me feel real