you were the one that calmed me even tho you didnt know you did, and you also didnt try to. when i was at my worst you were like sent by the universe to help me out. you are the one that i think about while listening to fallingforyou. i told you how i felt with out an expectation and so i did get nothing. but the thing is, im fine with that. whenever i liked someone and got rejected, i would feel soo sad but when its you i felt relieved. you comfort me in so many ways that i dont think it would be healthy for me to stop talking to you, even tho we have just a brief conversation like once a month. youre the first person i’ve ever fallen in love with, i just know i’ll always be in love with you. i will always have this soft spot for you even tho i know youll never look at me that way. i would be genuinely happy if you were in a relationship that you’re happy in, and just by knowing this about myself i just know you’re different for me. falling for you was my mistake i know that, but i dont regret it. i just hope whats best for you. and i miss you.