Unsent messages to C.S

i miss you so much that it hurts, and i know i shouldn’t but i do.
i just wanna be with you again but instead you’re with her. something tells me you’re coming back but it hurts the longer it takes. i remember your favorite color is red so this is red. i wanna watch movie with you again because i never watch them anymore even if it was boring i still did it anyway. i want to show you that i can love you and that a care for you so so much. i want you and only you.you’re the one, i can just feel it. there’s reasons, seasons, and lifetimes and i feel like us is a lifetime. everyone meets for a reason right,two souls don’t cross for this.i hope you’re doing good bae... i miss you homie.and if it’s just a season well i’ll see you in another life time stupid:) ❤️❤️

Do you really feel bad for me? Did you not say anything because you wanted to blend in with everyone else? After everything, I still can’t get you out of my head no matter how hard I try.

Supongo que aun cuando me hiciste conocer desde lo mejor hasta lo peor de tu persona sigo amandote y aun hayan pasado 3 años no he podido dejar de hacerlo, me marcaste.

sometimes I feel as if like you are the only person that understands me and how I feel even when I cant understand myself

i saw you at a party a few weeks ago. you came with me to get my cigarettes. we talked for most of the night. i didn't know you smoked.