Unsent messages to Y
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:24 pm UTC
Why I'm so scared to talk to u and tell u the truth that I like u and would like to get to know u better
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: November 15, 2020, 8:56 am UTC
I miss you.
Do I ever got stuck in your head like you are in mine? Text me the next time you think of me. I am here. Waiting.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: November 12, 2020, 1:11 am UTC
i’m blind sighted by the bad i can’t remember the good. you caused me so much pain. so why is it that if you were to cone to me right now i would accept you again with no hesitation? you were so well ingrained into my life that now i’ve forgotten how to walk. i can’t even spend a minute without you crossing my mind, you take over my every thought. i was a fool to my heart and a fool to you. you took everything and left me nothing, not even my own two feet. but i know one day i will be able to run on my own. goodbye now. i hope we never cross paths again in this lifetime.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: November 11, 2020, 11:54 pm UTC
pluto projector by rex orange county reminds me of you and it makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you, ily
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: November 9, 2020, 3:56 am UTC
god i wish you would so much just text me this anxiety is killing me its been months and months of silence and i still some how have hope you secretly give a shit about me even though youre with him
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: November 8, 2020, 1:18 pm UTC
Hi, I really miss you, especially after you moved away. And i wish i had made my move sooner considering i found out you liked me too. :'(
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: October 31, 2020, 4:58 am UTC
You once’s asked me if my favourite colour was yellow, because when you saw it, it reminded you of me. It wasn’t before, but that very moment yellow became my favourite colour; and it still is today. I wonder if every time you see it now, you still think of me?
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: October 29, 2020, 1:43 am UTC
Suddenly the things that bothered me when you ended our relationship doesn’t hurt me anymore.
I’m letting you go, you’re still the color blue to me yet the meaning of that color changed.
You’re not calming me anymore, that color is a reminder as to when I felt less than what I actually am.
I miss you and I see that you’re doing better and I’m really happy for u.honestly.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: October 21, 2020, 3:16 pm UTC
you left me after you knew what i was going through making it worse. Then lying about everything that happened to us as if I was a joke to you
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: October 18, 2020, 8:27 pm UTC
pluto projector by rex orange county reminds me of you and it makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you, ily
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: October 18, 2020, 8:18 pm UTC
pluto projector by rex orange county reminds me of you and it makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you, ily
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: October 15, 2020, 10:31 pm UTC
pluto projector by rex orange county reminds me of you and it makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you, ily
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: October 15, 2020, 5:32 pm UTC
I wish you would look at me the same way you look at her. I wasn't your first but you were sure as hell mine :(
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: October 14, 2020, 12:12 pm UTC
Hi , saying I miss u is too cheesy but I hope now your happy with her and she makes you happy :) and if u ever need me , I’m here for you . Love , me
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: October 14, 2020, 12:08 pm UTC
hello ,
I know that you are with her now and I can’t change your mind but I hope that your happy :) I will always be here if you need me or need someone to talk to , I love you
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: October 13, 2020, 6:12 pm UTC
pluto projector by rex orange county reminds me of you and it makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you, ily
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: October 13, 2020, 6:06 pm UTC
pluto projector by rex orange county reminds me of you and it makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you, ily
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: October 11, 2020, 2:52 am UTC
You saved me just to make me lose myself again
Or maybe it wasn’t you but the perfect illusion of you that i’ve created in my head so i guess it’s my fault maybe i am the bad one
maybe i have to forgive myself
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: October 8, 2020, 1:47 pm UTC
when you muttered "i love you" i pretended not to hear because i was too scared because not even my parents say "i love you"
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: October 7, 2020, 10:03 am UTC
the moment i laid my eyes on you. i knew you were the one. i NEVER knew that you were “the one” that was gonna break me.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: October 4, 2020, 10:54 am UTC
i will forever love u and miss our friendship. you were the only person i looked forward to talking to and i will forever beat myself up for not fighting hard enough for you
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: October 2, 2020, 7:09 pm UTC
I hated what I looked like. I hated who I was until you gave me a reason to be happy with myself. You saved me from what I was. You gave me purpose and happiness again after he stole it from me.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: September 27, 2020, 3:30 pm UTC
how long does it take to heal from a broken heart. cause mine has been broken for over a year and i still cry to the thought of you. i still want nobody else. it still hurts the same. and i still don't hate you for breaking it. i would take you back you know. if you came knocking on my door asking for another chance, i would give it. i don't even know what we were? did we ever really have a chance to become something? or was this all that we would ever be? the fact that i'm still writing about you. i tried erasing you out of my life. but turns out my life without you in it sucks. but seeing you, texting you, it makes me sad and hurt. you're the one i'm living for and the reason i don't want to live anymore
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: September 26, 2020, 10:53 pm UTC
Since I knew you will moved to Sydney, I really do hope we could bump to each other and at least have a small conversation.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: September 25, 2020, 8:33 pm UTC
You're still not over her and idk how long it'll take you to notice me. Focus on those who love you. Please.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: September 20, 2020, 5:15 pm UTC
I didn’t realize how important and comforting were your love and attention until you stopped giving a shit about me. What the hell are we right now?
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: September 16, 2020, 8:19 pm UTC
i don’t even trust you with my thoughts and feelings because i know you’ll think of them as unimportant.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: September 14, 2020, 9:05 pm UTC
Idk if I should confess my feelings and ruin our friendship or hold it in. I like you too much. Show me a sign.
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: September 8, 2020, 1:17 am UTC
Thank you for teaching me what it feels to like someone so much it actually hurts... but GOD, never again am I falling for someone with such bad political views
From: ABC
To: Y
Date: September 7, 2020, 11:51 pm UTC
We are not meant to be, but just promise me you will never give up on life. I wish you would get over me so you stop hurting and find your true soulmate. You will be a great dad someday.
