I’ve physically never felt this infatuated with a person before. I now resonate everything pleasant with you. I hope you recognize me soon.

i love you more than you will ever realize or know of. i hope one day you'll realize how much you meant to me and i wish i was able to tell you i am still in love with you. come back please

You make me so mad and literally confuse me so much like why would you tell me this. We haven’t talked in so long and you just decide that I have to know about ur new love interest like there’s no reason.

oh loco todavía me acuerdo cuando el max me dijo que a veces te decían así, sé de tu existencia, te tengo mucho cariño y de verdad encuentro que eri un sol y que el max no podria estar con alguien más, ojo que si le vuelves a hacer lo que le hiciste te juro que tomo un bus y te voy a matar, espero quede claro, te kero illian uwu

I'm writing this because I think you're going to break up with me. This will be here, forever, whatever happens.

its been a year since the incident and months since the last time we talked and I am finally completely fine with the way things ended. I know we both got a lot to learn, but it wasn’t fair to lie to my face so that I can be in your life, I would’ve stayed either way because you meant a lot to me. 18 months together taught me a lot about love and the way I love. I know what I want and what I deserve. Thank you for being my first love, you will always have a little piece of my heart.

the intense amount of love i feel for you scares me. i cant see a future with anyone but you i want to be in your arms, i love you.

hey, its Lati/Hala , I miss you, I remember when we played together at that restaurant and you had to leave and you waved back at me, i miss you, you probably won't see this but i miss you, i wish we could reconnect, i love you

Jag bara tycker om dig så mycket så jag kan inte sluta tänka på dig:) Jag tror jag är kär påriktigt den här gången

I really like you i do. I think of you all the time and i cant stop. You make me so happy and safe. This time i really really start to feel that im for real in love

im so deeply in love with you, you’re my true love and to watch you lose feelings was the hardest thing ever

the beauty with which you love something intangible makes me wonder how heavenly it would be if you loved me

i’ll love you forever. it hurts. i wish you would lose your anger and pride, and see our connection and the bond we will always have for what it is. once in a lifetime love, neither of us will ever be able to replace it. you don’t understand though; so until then, at least we sleep under the same stars. always, “so into you.” godspeed, my love.

I don't know why but I can't help but fall for you no matter every bone in my body telling me to stop

I thought I needed a break, to be alone, to be 'independent'. But what I really need is love, to love and be loved.

How do I move on from loving you? I know I don't want to return to what we were but I can't stop loving you. Our silence is so painful.

sometimes i wish we could go back to just being friends. because then everything wouldn't have got so complicated. but then i remember everything that you've done and think im happy we're not. because you're not a good person at the minute. unfortunately, i still love you though.

My sweet William,
may your dreams be filled with all the stars in the galaxy and your heart be filled with joy. My thoughts have ceased to exist without you :)

My sweet William,
may your dreams be filled with all the stars in the galaxy and your heart with happiness :)

They can't hurt you if they can't see your heart, so you bare your teeth when they try to hold your hand.

You're the opposite of a fun-house mirror, a crystal-clear reflection of all the worst parts of me. I can't describe how wonderfully terrifying it was.

whenever i think of poppies, i think of you... same wiht the color red, all because during a workshop i looked at you and saw you smiling and wrote a poem about them.... It's been 4 months since you broke up with me, and since I started therapy. You know... i trusted your words more than anything, so when you said we should stay friends and that you still wanted me in your life... i believed you. I'm not upset at you, and I understand. I just wish you'd atleast let me say the things I needed to say to you instead of saying what you needed then disappearing. I wanted to say thank you... for helping me realize how lovable I am, and letting me love you wholeheartedly, and help you grow. I will never forget the love we shared or the way we looked at eachother. I finally understood what loving and being loved truly meant with you. I'm sorry that I couldn't be happier or atleast not have put so much of my weight on you. While I did set a boundarie and asked you to be honest with me, I know it probably wasn't that easy to be. I know you cared for me so much... too much. I wanted you to love me but more than anything to love me but put yourself first. and you didn't do that. I think about you so much, and when I do I can't breathe because I definitely hurt you, just as you hurt me. You said you knew that you were being cruel as you broke up with me over the phone, and I comforted you. You told me i didn't have to make you feel better when I was the one being hurt but your voice was breaking too... I loved you so much, and wanted nothing more but for the best for both of us, so as much as i wanted you to stay, as much as i wanted you to be there when i got better, I wanted you to be okay, and happy. so I stayed silent when you decided on your own to no longer talk at all, not even as friends... it hurt that you blocked me, and it hurt that i only wanted to check up on you because you said that you were stressed, and i know you don't talk about your feelings... I still hate myself for one thing admist all of this... I wish i could take back what i said... I don't want to forget you, and when i asked you if i could, i wanted you to say no, so badly... I don't hate you. I don't resent you either. But, some of the things you said while breaking up with me.. stil ring in my ears and make me suffocate.... I question whether you really loved me or if you just pitied me, and mistook it for love, but I know you loved me... I know you didn't mean it that way... I know, because of how you are, and how you think. I'm not in love with you anymore, but I still love you as my friend. And I miss you too. I still think about you and all the dumb things we did together while in school, and It's odd... I really saw a future with you, but I've come to terms with how things are now, and I hope you'll always remember that you have a place here with me, and I'll always be a call away if you need me...You were such a lovely person through and through... I'm happy we got to love eachother... and be apart of eachothers lives...

sincerely,

i.w

stop trying to come back into my life it’s time for you to relize all the pain you caused me i don’t want you in my life anymore just accept that I never want to see or hear from you ever again.

it’s been 2 months since you broke up with me, i cant help but think back to that one moment under the august moon, when we went swimming and kissed under the stars.

At the very least, we always get to be each other's first love. We left a great impression on each other's friends and families. There was nothing but love and respect the whole relationship. I just wish it would have lasted forever...but maybe someday we will give it another try. Maybe when we're both happier.

I should have embraced you when I had the chance. I should have loved you more obviously.
Damn my self control.

i remember I used to write “maybe If this were another life, you’d fall in love with me” and I remember when I started to write “maybe this is the other life, where we are in love and happy.” I’m glad I met you, I really am. I’m glad I could make you smile for a little while, and I made you feel loved... I had a dream about two nights ago and you were in it... I kept running past you, until you turned and locked eyes with me... then it all came rushing back... all the memories, the feelings, then I slowed down... turning around as you once again started to walk away from me. I gently grabbed onto the bottom of your shirt, and tugged at it, making you stop. You turned around and you smiled at me like only you can. But, while it was filled with love, there was an underlining sadness to this exchange. I couldn’t maintain eye contact, I looked down with my head against your chest as we just stood there. I asked you “why?” “why did you say we could stay friends then leave me completely?” “why’d you never come back after awhile?” And I started crying... you pulled me close, you hugged me tightly, and then you said “I guess you’re still my baby, huh?” And while in that moment I thought “not really” I just continued to cry like that in your arms, for the final time again. I woke up feeling really empty. I know I’m still holding on to your words, every little thing you said and did meant so much to me because I trusted you, and wanted to believe in you no matter what, because it was you. Loving people is so difficult, loving someone like me was really hard wasn’t it? I’m sorry darling. I relied on you too much, and I really do hate myself for that, because you got overwhelmed, and that was the one thing I was so scared of... I did the only thing I didn’t want to do... I love you, and you loved me, but I know it had to be hard... loving me... It’s hard for me too, so I understand. I’m sorry, I made you feel that way... I really can’t get the things you said out of my head. You know the only thing I could think to say to you at first was sorry.. sorry for loving you... sorry for making you love me, sorry for us, for everything. I really couldn’t process anything even though, it was something I already expected. But, I understood so I refused to be upset until I eventually collapsed and couldn’t get back up. Sometimes I still can’t get back up, but it’s not because I was in love with you and you broke up with me. No, it’s because you said you still wanted me to be in your life because you still loved me and cared about me, then stopped talking to me entirely. It hurts because you were my friend before anything else, and to me that will always be what matters the most to me.... You were so special to me, and then I unintentionally hurt you. That’ll always hurt me more than anything else... Knowing I hurt and made the person I loved with all my heart feel so overwhelmed. You deserve the world, and someone who you don’t have to constantly worry about. I’m sorry that we fell in love, and that we were so happy, and that I saw so much in you... I’m sorry that I held your hands, and that I kissed you goodbye.... I’m sorry I always told you how happy I was to know you... I’m sorry that you looked at me like I was everything and more... I’m sorry I wasn’t able to see myself how you or any of our friends saw me... But, thank you so much for staying as long as you did, and trying your best... Thank you for believing in me and wanting the best for us both... Everyone keeps telling me I’m so bright, and that I’m like the sun, and that I’m so warm and comforting... yet it’s so hard to except because I don’t think I’m anything like you... Because that’s how I view you. I hope that one day we can meet again, and when we do, I’ll be able to embrace the fact that I can am a gentle flame too. I could never ask you to wait for me... I could never ask you to stay until I got better... and that’s okay. I’ll still get better and grow without you by my side. so, I hope one day we can talk again like we used to, laugh together like we used to... be friends again. I’ve always told you that if you need to talk, if you need to be comforted, or just need someone there to sit in silence with, I’ll always be here, and I meant it. I’m a phone call away always... I love you, please be well...you deserve the world and much more...

yours truly,

d.w

you made a million promises not to hurt me and you hurt me more than anyone has and yet i still want u

How come I gave you my all when you gave me nothing? And yet I still was shut out of everything like trash.

i’m so in love with you. i cant stop
thinking about you. you saved me. you really did. you gave me back the happiness i once lost. i can never thank you enough. i love being one of your best friends but i wish we could be more than that.

thank you for being one of my bestfriends, i know it hasn’t been long since we’ve met and we haven’t talked about all the aspects of our lives but i’m happy to say that i’d like to see our friendship bloom in the future, you’re such a serious idiot but you’re untintentotally super funny and you make my day man. i love you bro :)

I no longer care anymore and honestly it feels amazing. These two years away from you taught me a lot and that devils can be disguised as people so watch who you let into your life. You were so very toxic; put me down every chance you got. Always from day one looking outside our relationship for more... If I knew back then what I know now; I would’ve ran as hell and never looked back. I’m the happiest since you’ve been gone and if I never have to see you again; that’d be answering my prayers. ??

Ps when you finally decide to come out of the closet you’ll be happier and you’ll stop destroying everyone that comes into your life.

Goodbye Everett

you are my everything. my best friend. my soul mate. i will always love you no matter how hard it gets, i will always be there for you through it all. my sweet boy i love you with my whole heart, please don’t ever change.

this one is for me. know ur worth. u are so valued. always remember to be urself. no one can take that away from you.

i think i’m in love with you. i can’t get you out of my head and i love it. i love the way you make me feel. i love the way you sound, i love the way you look, i love the way you laugh, i love the way you smile, i love your eyes, and i love your style. when i’m around you i feel at peace. i think i love you

I wanted you to be my first love so badly, instead i destroyed myself. I hope you realize that there’s no way for me to live you if i don’t love myself.

hi my love, i miss u. i hope ur happy w her, u deserve it. i’m sorry for everything, this is the only way i can tell you bc i’m afraid. i love u, stay safe

hi will,
its me. i still wonder how youre doing day to day, even tho i know i shouldnt. i will always wish the best for you.

I don’t think I ever loved you; but you’ve left a stain on my memory, a ghostly impression of your lips on mine, holding hands, running through the dark and the rain, your fingers digging in to the flesh of my thighs. Things like that aren’t made to last though, because you always would love her and so you could never love me - and so far, that’s alright.

He whispers "Je t'aime" in my ear every night before he falls asleep. I lay next to him with the sound of his quiet breathing in my ears and I wonder if you're thinking of me. I wonder if I'm actually going insane or if you are only a way to distract myself from the fact that I am once again allowing someone to fall in love with me when I know I will never love them back. I fall asleep into nightmares of your face, you on top of me, your hand in my hair, and my nails in your back and your breath down my spine and I wonder if this is what it means to really love someone. I wonder if the haunting I am experiencing is the closest I will ever come to being madly and inexplicably attached to someone. I hope I never have the answers to these questions because I think they would ruin me, I think that you and I together would be the end of me because I would love you and I would stay until you left. I've always been the first to run but sometimes I think I'd like to know what it feels like. What it's like to watch the person you want most in this world to walk away from you without a glance back, as I have done so many times before. Do I love you? Or do I just love the way you could hurt me?

i fall in love with you more everyday. you’re perfect. i wish i could tell you the way you make me feel. love you bubba, always be yourself

i was so happy back when you knew me. as soon as i got back home things started getting bad. now i’ve lost everything that used to make me happy. and you were one of them.

i don’t know what you did exactly, but man you ruined such a happy girl. it scares me, i’ve never seen her so broken. i miss when she was happy.

Ayo, so I'll just admit it right now,

I like you. Not like a friend tho
I never got to tell you this, but I was positive you liked me until I found out you actually didn't like me... and you liked someone else besides me... :/

I meant what I said. I’m not interested anymore. Don’t take it personal - I haven’t been interested in anyone in awhile, maybe for longer than I realized. I’ve never wanted to be your friend and now there’s too much hurt between us for anything else. Please let me go.

I’ll never forget you. You made me feel scene and for a split second I think we loved each other but you’re too important for me. Please don’t forget me

i thought you were the one, you were my person. but i wasn’t yours. the day you told me you were losing feelings for me was the day my heart shattered into a million pieces. it was like i was as cold as ice and you were the heat. next to you i melted, but you took me to the coldness of your heart and protected me, it felt like home. you’re everything to me, but you broke me. i shattered. i wish i could’ve made you more happy. my heart has nothing but endless love for you. i wish i could’ve told you how much i love you while you were still mine. my heart is yours and forever will be, my love

hi william. there's really no way for me to legitimately say this to you because i'm afraid, so i'm going to write my message here. ever since the first day we spoke to each other, i've liked you. like ALOT. you seem like such a kind and sweet person who would be amazing to be close with. i'm not entirely sure if you feel the same way because i keep getting lots of mixed signals, but it's all good.
but yeah, i just thought i'd come on here and say that i like you :)

I really hope that you could see that but I’m prob gonna keep it for myself. Anyway the first moment I saw you I knew you were the guy that would make me so happy and that we would do some gigantic adventures. unfortunately any of that happened.. why? I messed up again. I didn’t shoot my chance. I stayed there doing nothing and waited for you to come. But I guess you didn’t have the same thought as me. you know I kept quiet and kept everything that I suffered inside me like always. and now I am broken because I still think of you like you were mine when in reality you’re sleeping and laughing with this other girl. I guess she’s the perfect one and I wasn’t

HELLO YEAH YOU you’ve helped me through so so so so so much please LOVE YOURSELF MORE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE you deserve everything fuckin angel