your presence made me whole again. your leaving left me shattered. and yet, you've continued on as though our love never happened...

William, you were truly my first love. I know things didn’t end well but I just want to let you know I still love and care about you. I miss what we had. It’s so hard to see you and realize you’re not mine anymore.

i’ve grown so much from when we last talked, but there are still days when i think about us and what we could’ve been

I wish we didn’t end it this way. Still so much love for you, but we needed to do our own thing. Take care❤️

I never loved Someone how I loved you ich already told it to you but you don’t Tell me how you feel my best friend is your best friend and you Telled her that you have feelings for me but why you don’t Tell it me?

Te extraño mucho todos los días, extraño hablar con vos, extraño nuestras llamadas, tus fotos y cada cosa que teníamos, daría todo por volver a comenzar, has sido lo mejor que me ha pasado en años, si estás leyendo esto, por favor escríbeme y dime lo que sientes, sea bueno o malo, por favor hazlo, love: G

I wish we ended things in a better way, because i miss our friendship everyday and i could be my honest self around you in a way i couldn’t with anybody else.

it ended tonight. i love you so much, more than ive ever loved anyone before. but after the first two month, you stopped doing the little things and it felt like you just stopped caring. i miss our long talks and how much you made me laugh. i wish things didnt change. i love you loser. i hope the best for you.

i love you so much you’re the only person i feel safe with, you’re my favourite person. you and me forever

jag hoppas det hon var värt det, du betydde allt för mig, konstigt hur jag inte kunde betyda nått för dig

You are the one thing i won’t forget. I’m so over you and i’m so in love with my current bf but i’ll never forget you.

We went through all that to become strangers again. I miss you. You were the only real friend I had left

i wish everything could go back to normal. back to when we were kids. i remember us laughing till we couldn't breath. now i'm sitting alone in my room crying till i can't breath. i miss the old days, and i miss the old u. i hope one day u realise she's not worth it.

i just read all of our old texts. it's almost been a year. i feel like i haven't just lost u. i have lost myself. u made me a better person. a happier person. now the only thing left, is the memories.

i get so scared talking to u. i feel like i'm not allowed to. u don't belong to me anymore and i hate her for it. i want u back.

my heart aches everyday thinking about you moving on whilst i'm stuck praying for u to return back to me.

i really like you as more than just a friend but i know we will never be together and im to scarred to say it because youre my bestfriend and i cant afford to loose you

I'm moving away for college and you hate that fact so much you've started distancing yourself from me.
Is it that hard to say you love me and want me to stay?

as I ponder about how we parted ways and how it came to be, I realize how important you are, how you perfectly filled the hole in my heart. your charming ways and flattering compliments, never failing to make me smile. no matter how bad the day was, just the view of your name on my phone heals all of my burdens and troubles. every day I think about you and, what we could've been. the bright future ahead of us full of laughter and joy. living every day worry-free knowing you'll always be by my side. if he never got in the way then I dream about the spectacular things we could have done together.

and remember, see you again :)

you were my first love obviously, i really did love you even though i never said it, and now that its been years since i last saw you, you still have a special place in my heart and i jsut know we were meant to be together

i feel like youre a ghost. and im doomed to unrequited love. because youre a funny ghost, a pretty ghost, a delightfully strange ghost, but a ghost nonetheless. barely a body and barely a soul.

Im still here wondering if Im supposed to be with you but it’s too late now. Thank you for everything

I’m searching for you in every guy I’m meeting but if we would be together I won’t be searching for you in others

Agente se fala todos os dia, já disse que o amo mas não colabora
O que sinto por você É forte pena que você não pode me esperar pra sempre

i can never tell u how much u hurt me by cheating, but u dk ik. i cant ruin my best friends other friendship. u deserved an explanation but i couldn’t give it and i’m sorry. i still love you.

I fell in love with you when I was 15 and I never quite found someone who made me feel the things you did. We weren’t together for that long, but I still think about it to this day. I hated how I ended things. We’ve recently started talking again and all my feelings are coming back again but I haven’t seen you in 5 years and I’m terrified of what it’s gonna be like when we finally meet up again.

am i where im supposed to be? is this where we thought we'd end up five years ago? is this how you've imagined your life would be? tell me how you really feel. i know that the person i found love in is still within you, underneath the person the world, told you to be. you became the person that society told you to be instead of the person you really are. you are a person that is incredibly down to earth with a soul made out of gold. i just want you to know that, i pray for your safety wherever you go. i believe we were meant to be in this lifetime, but the universe had other plans for us. or maybe... at this point there are no maybes my love. you have everything you've ever wanted set in stone. i have everything i've ever wanted but my soul lingers for you almost everyday. tell me why i can never seem to get you out of my mind? i'm upset at how i can't even be your friend anymore, but i shouldn't count on you to be, right? i'm sorry i my happiness depended on your presence. you are my love, the person i found love in. i found love in the way you would say aluminum. i found love in the never ending facetime calls filled with laughter and smiles. i found love in the songs you found love in yourself, the lyrics of the music that you were able to relate to. now tell me, did you really love me? or was everything i've ever known is a lie? if we can't leave each other alone for a second, does that mean we are still in love. you say all the words i've never expected you to say to me. you were nothing but a safe space up until this point. i'm glad i met the person you used to be, because nobody else will know you like how i did. i know we'll meet again in another lifetime because we met in this lifetime for a reason. i am so thankful for all of the memories over the course of 5 years. i still remember each one as if it was yesterday. please don't forget me and the memories we had. it'll be of importance one day, i promise you. a part of me still knows you care, but a part of me knows you don't. you proved you don't anymore. who will i tell my accomplishments to now. who will i call when i need the presence of you. i love you william. why did it have to be this way. you promised, i waited. i hope we speak again soon thanos.

Every time you appear in my dreams is a reminder that you aren't here with me. I am letting you go. I am tired.

hey William it’s me veronica I know we live on opposite sides of the US but I really hope we meet again someday we have had so many ups and downs already and it’s crazy. I love you. And I hope one day you can love me back again.- ur Cali girl V
PS if we have a snowball fight I’m totally winning

Pss - stop leaving me on delivered for days just love me again please.

this was the shade of orange that I would focus heavily on when you ignored me. I never understood what you were, but thank you for creating an image that I liked so much.

I can't believe you. You did nothing but hurt my own brother- he loved you. But you didn’t love him. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe- maybe he was good for your ego. Or maybe he made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love him. Because you don’t destroy the person you love.

I had a huge crush on you. You made my heart skip beats whenever I saw you. Then when i actually got to talk to you, I realised you were actually a dick and bully and no different to other guys. Obviously lost feelings for you after the first year of liking you.

You were my bestfriend and im sorry we can’t talk anymore, sometimes i miss you and sometimes i hate you.

i sometimes still think about you and everything we went through i know it was so long ago but you broke me and you ruined my life for 6 months and i don’t think you even remember it or how bad you broke me. you just wanted me for sex but i was in love with you and you took my first kiss and my first love off me like it was nothing

Since the day I met you, you have not once failed to make me smile and not once let me down. I miss you more than anything else in my life, and being your friend has changed me for the better. When I say I want to marry you, I am kidding, but only partly. I am not attracted to you, but your happiness radiates in a way that I cannot put into words. I wish I could say all of this to you and have you understand the impact you have made on me. I love you always and forever.

The weirdest part about all of this might be that I could text you that I miss you right now. I don't even doubt that you'd answer. But what would you say. We could be fixed with one conversation, but I'm too scared that you won't feel the same way and then I'll have to fully let go of my hope for us.

You ruined me.
I hate every bit of you that still touches me, you haven’t been in my Physical presence in 10 months, yet you still linger and haunt me.
Leave me alone.

I think if I wasn't so hurt I wouldn't be making you feel as though I was pushing you away. But despite my own fears thank you for deciding to stay.

I'm sorry I couldn't stay longer things were getting to hard. I wish when I told you everything that you understood.

the sad thing is, if i never let you see the real me, you would’ve kept using me and lying to me the whole time. the whole time, nothing you ever said was genuine. you were just happy someone like you managed to pull a ‘pretty girl’

i rlly like u but ik u are playing me and only want me for my body but why would u do that if u didn’t think of me that way. they has to be some reason why you would. but now u j leave me on open. ig were friends w benifits but minus the friends part. maybe one day you’ll realize

The day will come when all your attempts to replace me with someone else will not be enough because you will never find me in other eyes or no matter how hard you try

when I go to heaven(or hell) the first person im asking to see is you. first to slap the shit of you for being a bastard and then hug you so tight you won't be able to breath, im longing for your hug.

I hate that I still think of you even though we were never even something, and for that I fucking hate you.

I still like you. Idk why, but I do. I miss you like hell. Idk if youre ever gonna see this, but I still like you.
- Your Little Angel

You once told me you felt like you could never know what was on my mind. It’s you, always. I’m sorry I can’t answer your calls and I’m sorry I can’t see you. Everything hurts with you, even when you don’t mean it too. I don’t want your midnight kisses anymore. I want Sunday morning breakfast and car rides where I tell you how horrible your music is. Do you want me like I want you? Please don’t forget about me.

I’m trying to distance myself because you don’t feel the same way but it’s so hard because we’re close friends. This really hurts honestly.

when we met i learnt everything about formula 1 so i could talk to you about it. now you’re gone but i still watch it.

i didn’t leave because i fell out of love with you. i left because i thought you fell out of love with me. i thought being distant would make you reach out and i’d be reassured. you never came back for me though, and i still feel terrible. we would’ve been so good together. i would’ve given you the world. the sad part is, no matter how much you show me you hate me, i still would.

I wish I never fucked things up. You felt so perfect to me and I miss it everyday. You are what I’ve been needing and I just want it all back.