Unsent messages to TOMMY

i love you so much and i can’t believe we’re dating and it’s taken us 4 years to finally happen. i can’t believe it and everyday i fall for you all over again. i never want to break your heart, i rather you break mine❤️

Oh, I'll always fall for you even after what you did to me. Idk why but I feel like we're always gonna be in each other's lives.

Um so sometimes I think we we’re meant to be yk and I feel like we are but not in this life time I don’t think we’ll ever see each other again but I miss you and I love you still thanks for making me smile when I needed it

I think I’ll always love you. Wish I could go back to the time when you loved me, or at least made me think you did. Miss you more than ever

i hate you and i’ve moved on. u ruined me but you taught me one of the most important lessons i could ever learn. how to love myself without needing anyone loving me in return.

tommy dong, you made my summer a memorable one. sucks that we’re where we are in life. i’ll always love ya. hmu in 2023 ❤️

hey to the boy i fell in love with over the internet. im so proud of you. please never forget how much you mean to me.

because of how you were to me any kind of affection makes me feel sick and i have too much anxiety to get into a new relationship

You made me think manipulation was love and yet I still find myself wondering how you're doing 3 years later. I hate myself for that.

i just want you to be happy. i haven’t told you yet, because i’m too scared to admit it, but i have that feeling for you. u know the one. u deserve the best.

its literally been 40 days now and i can’t forget about you. I’ve cried 40 days in a row bc of you. not like you care or anything tho. just kinda hurts lol especially considering the fact that i didn’t think you would take your best friends side LMAOOO bc if you think i did sum wrong buddy told you a lie. when i was basically unconscious and had no control over what happened to me omg heart eye emojis am i right. but you are a little slow honestly if you do not not see what buddy did wrong lol its just a lil funny bc i don’t remember saying yes to him but then its my fault heart eye emojis there too lmao. and i thought i was a clown but maybe you are bc well the obvious bc u not see whats wrong here but i KNOW you will never get someone as pretty as me on the inside and out. have fun with some no one loser bc thats all you are gunna get lmao like fr. i hope i didn’t boost your ego too much bc after me your options will be going downhill my boy. it’ll be funny when u lost ur chance at having the best girl you could’ve ever had all bc u got a lying friend not taking responsibility for his actions lmao. i love getting taken advantage of while drunk heart eye emojis there too. thanks sm for ruining my last month of summer tho much love

I know I'm not mentally ok and I don't expect you to deal with that, I understand if it's too much and you want to leave but I don't want to be alone without you, yeah I know it's pretty fucking selfish of me but I'm sorry

you never called me. I’ve never heard your voice. But I somehow still manage to fall in love with your personality everytime.

i know that i broke your heart and i know you will never forgive me for that. i’m so sorry for everything i put u through and for not even giving u a reason. i’ve felt guilty ever since and i hope we can still be friends. u made me laugh harder than anyone i’ve ever met and i am so grateful for everything you’ve done for me. you deserve the absolute best and i’m so sorry this life hasn’t been kind to u. i hope u find someone who can love u in the ways i couldn’t. see u on the slopes ;) - ?

i fell in love with you so hard, yet i know your love for me is just puppy love & is running out & that i am going to be that girl that teaches you how to love your next love properly & that breaks me.