Unsent messages to STEPHEN

i wish you cared about me as much as i cared about you, sometimes i feel invisible around you

I love you. I pray for your safety constantly.

I wish circumstances were different, I wanted us to work. I really did.

in another life, maybe our cowboy themed wedding really happened.

you never leave my mind everyday and every night your even in my dreams. is it the same for you?

idk why i miss you sm rn

You were the only one I trusted with those secrets bro.

i miss youuu

Why wasn't i ever enough for you?? Ill love you forever even if i can't have you. Goodbye my love

I think I made you up inside my head

i love you more than anyone. i hope our friendship stays strong, it’s the best one i’ve ever had.

I wish you know how much I like you.

my life was really beautiful thanks to you. i love you always. i hope that we do see each other soon

i’ll never love someone with the same innocence i loved you with.

i like things because of the way they made you smile. one piece, the color blue, grapes, art.

Hey. I think I miss you and the fact that you probably have forgotten about me makes me sad

Why? Why’d you fall out of love with me? You loved my blue eyes and I loved your brown eyes Steve.

there was still so much i wanted to do with you :(

I'm sorry dude. I'm sorry for everything. I miss you. But I can never have you back.

you hurt me in so many ways, but without you i would've never learned

We would’ve been so good together if we had met later in life. I’ll always love you.

do you have any idea how much i already miss you?

i’m sorry things ended that way. i will always be waiting for you, you are the love of my life <3

i wish you’d prove me wrong and reach out.

please just prove me wrong and reach out. i never wanted to say goodbye

I still love you. I’m with him but I still love you.

i’m scared to hangout with you but i’m scared to loose you too.

i would've tried to make us last had you not done what you did. it's been too long now, i think.

summers remind me of you, your heart changes like the seasons. it’s always winter for me

i knew love was real because everytime i looked at you i felt it

I don't hate u. I hope they can give u the happiness and love that I couldn't. Wishing u the best <3

were we just chapters in each others life? you taught me love and heartbreak. thank you and goodbye

letting you go is my single biggest regret in life.

i love you no matter the distance. my sweet boy

I’m afraid you may, in fact, be my soulmate. Star-crossed soulmates

With you, I bloomed

I miss you so much, Babu : (

i miss everything about u. i don’t know what to do without u

i like you. can we give this a try?

i really liked you :(

im sorry I messed it up twice and im sorry I didnt explain either time

you used my insecurities against me. are you sorry?

i miss you sm. im sorry for telling you i love you but I do. you're the only one I've ever loved.

how could you ever do that to someone

I thought u said we were forever.. where are you now ?

I wonder what we could be if only I could say how I feel

You were my best friend.

this is not how you treat someone you said you loved

its weird that i miss you, but i do, and now i regret that what we got is gone

i don’t think this is the end of us. i’ll come back to you i promise