Unsent messages to STEFAN

We were strangers, you told me about your life and how that made you the person you are today. We have so much in common it scares us both and we laugh about it because it is so unreal. I feel like you have taught me so much in the little time i have known you and i have a a feeling you will teach me many more things. I will never forget the night we met, us feeling awkward with the other 2 on the bed next to us. I am grateful to have someone like you in my life, i wish you knew how much you mean to me. When i talk to you i feel good and happy. I want you in my life forever. Avs

i’ve got a few things wrong with me i know that, but i think i really loved you and honestly a part of me thinks i always will, you made me feel special like someone actually cared about me but dose our story really have to end here, cause i really don’t want it too. i really hope your doing okay i’m still here if you need

man i don’t think i’ve loved someone as much as you, when i look at you it was like i didn’t have to worry about anything else and i could just be myself i think we had and still have a great story but it feels like it’s coming to an end and i don’t want it too so please let’s continue our story, please

i know u won’t ever see this. but i love you, and you deserved so much better. you are the kindest, most willing person i’ve ever seen. i know you did what you did out of the goodness of your heart but, why? i wish you were still here. i’ll always love you stefan, and i understand.

ugh i like u so much more than i should. ik u don’t feel the same abt me or as much as i feel love towards you but i hope you have a good life and thanks for wishing me a happy new year it made my year so far LMAO

Loving you was painful, but it taught me a lot. Thank you, but I don’t think I’ll ever be able to heal from the emotional attachment I had towards you. I will always be thankful to you but also at the same time, I can’t help but wish I never met u. 14

Neulich wurde ich gefragt, was ich liebe - nach all der Zeit schießt mir auf die Frage noch immer als erstes Dein Name durch den Kopf.

if I knew you going home for one week would mean the end of us, I would have pulled you in for one last kiss.

I Don’t know why you had to walk away. But, as heartbroken as you made me I still love you. And I’m a message away for you now, in 5 years or in 10. I’d drop everything for you.

I don’t think you will ever care about me as much as i care about you so i pushed u away and now we don’t talk and i miss u and want u.

nothing is the same between us anymore. we lost our connection because you have changed now. I've moved on now, but I still think about you. I wish you all the best :(

I knew that when you kissed me It didn't mean the same thing it did to you as it did to me. I wish it did.

i feel like u dont give a shit about me even if u constantly prove me that i care. why would u care? i dont trust you. i dont trust you. i dont trust you. i wish i did.

I wish you still cared, I had to watch you fall out of love with me after we broke up and that broke me even more. You treated me so badly, but I had faith in you. That was one of your favourite things about me, that I have faith. I had faith in you to treat me the way I deserved and you knew you had too. So why didn't you make an effort? why out of nowhere you decided to end things? Because you couldn't be bothered anymore? You and I both know that has to be a lie. You wouldn't of done what you did to me if you loved and cared for me. It's now been 6 months without you, I still cry about you, and I still miss you. But you have changed, your not the same Stefan that I used to know who cared for people because I changed you into a good person. I can't comprehend why after we broke up you thought you had the right to treat people like shit. ESPECIALLY me. I thought you loved me. But its okay, you moved on in 2 weeks. I just want you to know that you lost someone that did and would of done EVERYTHING for you, and all I lost was someone who refused to do it all for me. Its your loss, not mine now. I hope your good and well, I hope your pursuing everything you would tell me that you wanted to do in your future that we were planning of having together. I'm happy for you, even though this wasn't the ending I wanted i'm glad you did it for yourself. I love you.

You knew my feelings for you. You had to have. Yet you still kissed me and didn't think about how much more it meant to me than it did to you.

Fuck you for abandoning me in a lonely place.You knew I was vulnerable. You were so heartless. I meant nothing to you, I blamed and punished myself. You used me, and then left me to die.

You were always there for me. I'm sorry for not picking you. I miss you everyday now that you're gone.

i still love you so much but i don't get to love you like i used to when we were together, i miss you so much

cu toate ca ma prefac ca nu ma doare, chiar ma doare, ma doare ca la fiecare doua saptamani te plictisesti de mine si ma blochezi, si dupa cand nu mai ai cu cine sa vorbesti ma deblochezi.Stefan te iubesc si chiar nu credeam ca o sa spun asta vreodata dar chiar tin la tine si ma doare.

i’m so sorry i got scared the first time you told me you love me.
i should have say it back the first second because i always knew

it's been two years and i still can't stop thinking about u. ig that's what happens when u love someone for eight long years. please get out of my heart

hey i’m sorry i can be a bitch thank you for putting up with me for so long. our 6th month anniversary 13thoctober have a good day. love you ?

U mean the world to me i would die for u i can't even explain how much i care about u when you're sad it brakes me more then it breaks you ever second i spend with u is an enternity your smile makes my year and can make any sad feeling a good one i i love u even if we are just friends u still mean more to me then anybody

you deserve the best. which is why im going to do everything in my power to be better for you. btw i love you more

you deserve the best. which is why im going to do everything in my power to be better for you. btw i love you more

I wish we had more days than we were given.I hope she gives you everything I was planning to give you.

I love you. I really do. And we stayed up that night and talked about our feelings and I cried in your arms while you told me you loved me too, yet I still don't believe you. Am I paranoid? Or just realistic? I never want to lose you. You are my first love and my favorite person. Please, please don't fall in love with someone else. I would not survive this.

I really loved you, and still do. I just want to know why I wasn’t good enough for you? You made me so happy and I haven’t been able to stop crying since you left. It’s been over a month now

i was the one who kept asking "what if we break up" and you were the one who always told me to stop saying that but you were the one who left