Unsent Messages

I wish you still cared, I had to watch you fall out of love with me after we broke up and that broke me even more. You treated me so badly, but I had faith in you. That was one of your favourite things about me, that I have faith. I had faith in you to treat me the way I deserved and you knew you had too. So why didn't you make an effort? why out of nowhere you decided to end things? Because you couldn't be bothered anymore? You and I both know that has to be a lie. You wouldn't of done what you did to me if you loved and cared for me. It's now been 6 months without you, I still cry about you, and I still miss you. But you have changed, your not the same Stefan that I used to know who cared for people because I changed you into a good person. I can't comprehend why after we broke up you thought you had the right to treat people like shit. ESPECIALLY me. I thought you loved me. But its okay, you moved on in 2 weeks. I just want you to know that you lost someone that did and would of done EVERYTHING for you, and all I lost was someone who refused to do it all for me. Its your loss, not mine now. I hope your good and well, I hope your pursuing everything you would tell me that you wanted to do in your future that we were planning of having together. I'm happy for you, even though this wasn't the ending I wanted i'm glad you did it for yourself. I love you.