Unsent messages to STAN

i loved you so much. i thought you loved me too. 8.5 months wasted since u never loved me like i loved you. you ruined me. i hate you so much yet i cant get you out of my head

we are prime wlw and mlm solidarity thank u for being a good friend and good interesting person however much u may WRONGFULLY worry that u are not ily man

I wish I hated you as much as I should, but the feelings I have for you make that impossible. I found you when I wasn't looking, and I lost you when I needed you most.

you still hold a special place in my heart. my crush on you never left even though I ended it. I miss you, Stan.

After all these years I’d still run across the world for you. My love for you is undeniable, addictive and soul crushing. The worst part it that you know how much power you’ll always have over me.

I still can’t believe you did what you did to me. I fell in love with you and you broke my heart. I still think about you almost daily probably, I regret giving you what I did.

you really were my first love, not in a romantic sense but I really don't know where i'd be without you. you're my soulmate. FUK MARK

I've loved for years, since we where kids. I know you probably figured it out and I never had a chance, but I would throw it all away to be with you. I love you.

I never stopped loving you even though you think I did. I miss you and what we had so much, I think about you every day. I hope all your dreams come true and that you find happiness even though deep down I wish you could be happy with me. You deserve all the best.