Unsent messages to RUSSELL

I didn’t know I loved you until you were gone. It wouldn’t have mattered though. I wasn’t allowed to love you. But I did. I still think about you often, about how I would do anything for you to love me back. I miss you.

You reminded me of my dad, you made my day better, and you were there for me on the day I thought I lost everything. But you used me! You used me to get back at your girlfriend and yes yall were both crazy but why'd you do that? You messed with my emotions in so many ways and I had to get rid of you. I'm sorry I blocked you on everything but you were bad for me. I'm sorry Rus Rus

you just do whatever the fuck you want without even considering my feelings. I wish I wasn't so obsessed with you. I need to stop going back to you. I miss who you used to be. I didn't realize how much you meant to me until u were gone. the worst part is u will just do whatever u want and there's nothing I can do about it.

you are the definition of right person wrong time.... at THREE diff times... hopefully if there is a next time, it will work out. i care about you more than i let on.

u were really the first one to make me feel like this even tho we weren’t together for a reason. I miss u everyday and im trying to move on but its so hard i just wish u would text me again and i don’t regret any of it btw

Its almost been a year since we broke up yet I still havent gotten over you. You're so unforgettable I cant move on. I need you back. I still love you with my whole heart

I remember the first time we met, it was all just glances. I never knew how to introduce myself at first until I grew confidently only learning you settled with someone else.