Unsent messages to RUSSELL
From: ABC
To: Russell
We have had so much fun together, ur goofy, tall, fit, caring, you let me vent whenever i needed you, you are perfect. Thank you so much for being in my life. You are all i could ever ask for. please don't break me
From: ABC
To: Russell
I guess you really did fuck that one up. I loved you more than anyone and i along with everyone else, saw that coming. i thought you might change anyways, but i was wrong and i just made a fool out of myself for even trying to give you a chance. I gave you every piece of me and you left me with NOTHING. remember, cheaters never win, have fun with her.
From: ABC
To: Russell
I remember the first time we met, it was all just glances. I never knew how to introduce myself at first until I grew confidently only learning you settled with someone else.
From: ABC
To: Russell
I didn’t know I loved you until you were gone. It wouldn’t have mattered though. I wasn’t allowed to love you. But I did. I still think about you often, about how I would do anything for you to love me back. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: Russell
Its almost been a year since we broke up yet I still havent gotten over you. You're so unforgettable I cant move on. I need you back. I still love you with my whole heart
From: ABC
To: Russell
u were really the first one to make me feel like this even tho we weren’t together for a reason. I miss u everyday and im trying to move on but its so hard i just wish u would text me again and i don’t regret any of it btw
From: ABC
To: Russell
idk why i liked you so much or why i was so hurt by you dropping me. the amount i feel for my bf makes me feel like i had nothing with you. you're a dick but i hope your life gets better.
From: ABC
To: Russell
you just do whatever the fuck you want without even considering my feelings. I wish I wasn't so obsessed with you. I need to stop going back to you. I miss who you used to be. I didn't realize how much you meant to me until u were gone. the worst part is u will just do whatever u want and there's nothing I can do about it.
From: ABC
To: Russell
you are the definition of right person wrong time.... at THREE diff times... hopefully if there is a next time, it will work out. i care about you more than i let on.
From: ABC
To: Russell
I STILL LOVE YOU! jesus christ, that feels terrible to say. im not supposed to still love you. we rarely talk anymore & when we do, it doesn't feel the same. i dont know why i feel this way. i hate it. i put the color red because its your favorite.
From: ABC
To: Russell
i could never confess this to anyone, but despite the fact it’s been so long and so many people have come and gone for both of us, i think about you all the time. you’ll always be the first no matter how much we changed.
From: ABC
To: Russell
You reminded me of my dad, you made my day better, and you were there for me on the day I thought I lost everything. But you used me! You used me to get back at your girlfriend and yes yall were both crazy but why'd you do that? You messed with my emotions in so many ways and I had to get rid of you. I'm sorry I blocked you on everything but you were bad for me. I'm sorry Rus Rus
From: ABC
To: Russell
actually i don't miss you. i don't want to be friends with you again. i guess I'm just too annoying and weird :)
From: ABC
To: Russell
When I listen to you talk about her I wish you would say those things about me instead
From: ABC
To: Russell
out of all of the guys I've liked before, you're the guy I'm willing to risk all
From: ABC
To: Russell
i know i was just a distraction, but ive never felt something so real.
From: ABC
To: Russell
I know your never gonna see this but I really wish you loved me the way you claim to
From: ABC
To: Russell
i love you so much! i hope you get everything you want in life and i hope i fit in there somewhere.
From: ABC
To: Russell
I always hope we will bump into each other again, I hope you’re doing well.
From: ABC
To: Russell
ty for teaching me the only valuable lesson ive ever learned about love. i hope we never forget us
From: ABC
To: Russell
i loved you for five years. i never got the chance to tell you how i felt when i was sure.
From: ABC
To: Russell
It's not fair that I still think of you from time to time. I just hope that you're happy in life.
From: ABC
To: Russell
I've been dreaming about you being my first kiss I just can't get it out of my head
From: ABC
To: Russell
i was mean to you, i hope im nicer this time because i never stopped liking you
From: ABC
To: Russell
i hope she’s the right one for you. i still wait for your message every morning
From: ABC
To: Russell
Does wanting me to beg come out of love? I’m so confused. This hurts so much. I just miss you.
From: ABC
To: Russell
Pls reach out, my heart hurts every night not talking to you at all.
From: ABC
To: Russell
I think I'll always love you. The fact we both know it but ignore it kills me. I hope you're happy????
From: ABC
To: Russell
Wish u wouldn’t have made so many absolutes, find myself wishing it was true
From: ABC
To: Russell
i don’t like how you make me feel. but I love you so much. you’re so incredible my handsome Russ.
From: ABC
To: Russell
I’m sorry things had to be this way. I wish you nothing but happiness. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: Russell
thank you for loving me. i miss you so much. idk how i'll ever see you as just a friend
From: ABC
To: Russell
You gave me the best years of my life both in friendship and love, thank you and I’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: Russell
i still think abt you everyday hoping you'd come back tbh you're the only guy i see myself with
From: ABC
To: Russell
i’m always a call away, and i miss you like crazy. i hope you think of me when you see sunsets
