Unsent messages to ROSS
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: January 2, 2021, 7:36 pm UTC
I think I'm ready to let go now. I hope you're happy and that things got better. I hope you learn to love yourself. You aren't difficult to love. Trust me. More than anything, I hope you treat the next person better. I'm putting myself first now, and I'm happier. I hope E is living their best life. Frank put it best - "wishing you godspeed."
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: December 30, 2020, 7:19 pm UTC
You’re about to come over for a chat, all I want is for you to kiss me and tell me that this break up might not be forever
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: December 29, 2020, 1:24 am UTC
I met you on holiday years ago now but I just remember liking your company so much, I wish I got your contact info. I hope youre well. G
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: December 23, 2020, 8:16 pm UTC
I love you still and I always will. Thankyou for everything you did for me but I have to let you go now so please do the same for me. I miss you and love you. Goodbye xx
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: December 23, 2020, 12:15 am UTC
It’s really hard to know that I will never feel you kiss me again, never have you squeeze me slightly in the middle of the night, never experience all that I had planned for us.
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: December 23, 2020, 12:06 am UTC
I wish we both still wanted this... i still cant fully understand why we would willingly let go what we had...
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: December 21, 2020, 10:09 pm UTC
it hurts to see another girl have the better version of u i fought so hard to make u into but i know your happy with her and even though it’s broke me i’m just happy your happy.
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: December 21, 2020, 12:58 pm UTC
You were my first crush. The crush that i’ll never stop loving for as long as i live. we will never be together ik that but you will always mean so much to me..
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: December 21, 2020, 1:48 am UTC
I don’t know what I did or what happened that made you leave, but god I wish I did so I could undo it
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: December 14, 2020, 12:04 pm UTC
I love that you’re now realising what you could have had if you weren’t too “embarrassed” to admit you liked the weird girl.
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: November 30, 2020, 9:00 pm UTC
i felt unlovable until i met you. you let me feel safe, valid, important, and overall you let me feel happiness with who I was. I didn't think I would ever get that feeling back. you came into my life at the most perfect time possible. you made me feel possible. possible to be loved. but even more, to possibly love someone else. you.
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: November 23, 2020, 8:19 am UTC
I am so glad you're finally happy and that i'm not holding you back. i'm hoping you learn to fix yourself and not be toxic and fuck up you and Jaden.
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: November 18, 2020, 3:23 pm UTC
I wish our relationship didn’t have to be this hard. I wish we could be normal. I wish my parents are friends knew about how happy you make me. I wish I could share our amazing memories with them. I love you always. We will get there.
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: November 10, 2020, 6:11 am UTC
ill never learn how to put it in words no matter how many times i say it. ever since i met you i was in love. i loved watching you grow up. you really do have the kindest heart and sweetest soul. you have the brightest eyes, the pinkest lips, the chubbiest cheeks. you are the love of my life. i love you unconditionally
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: November 9, 2020, 6:18 pm UTC
you changed me for the better, and i will always be thankful, but fuck you for breaking my heart. for cheating. for saying i was "too much to deal with" simply because i was emotional. for preferring to talk to "less emotional" girls. for gaslighting me. for making me seem crazy just because i cared about you. i never want to see you again, but i still love you so much it hurts.
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: September 30, 2020, 11:04 pm UTC
It’s been years since we first met and you still have my heart... along with my scissors that you took
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: September 24, 2020, 10:19 pm UTC
I told my whole family about you and you still used me, but I still get butterflies when I hear your name
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: September 16, 2020, 6:27 am UTC
i still have dreams about you even tho i’m no longer in love with you. i wish i could check in on you bc i still love you.
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: September 14, 2020, 7:37 pm UTC
Loving you makes me feel weak. In the best and worse ways. I hope you still think of me sometimes. You've never really left my mind.
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: September 13, 2020, 8:34 pm UTC
You said you weren't ready for a relationship yet a month later you were with another girl. It's been over a year and I still can't get over you, I hope you still think of me the same way I think about you. I hope when you're drunk you still love singing to Dua Lipa.
From: ABC
To: Ross
Date: September 13, 2020, 11:05 am UTC
You should have been my only security in life but it's the opposite. You have always made me feel like I was wrong, like everything i did was stupid... i just wanted to live. I really thought I needed you to live happily but now I have understood that the only way to do it is saying goodbye to you. I'm not good at it, I hope I'll get the chance to tell you all of this watching you in the eyes without being underestimated. When I tell you that you are the main reason of my insecurities I'm serious but it's you that always think I'm joking. I am sorry for what I'm doing to myself mentally.
