You should have been my only security in life but it's the opposite. You have always made me feel like I was wrong, like everything i did was stupid... i just wanted to live. I really thought I needed you to live happily but now I have understood that the only way to do it is saying goodbye to you. I'm not good at it, I hope I'll get the chance to tell you all of this watching you in the eyes without being underestimated. When I tell you that you are the main reason of my insecurities I'm serious but it's you that always think I'm joking. I am sorry for what I'm doing to myself mentally.