I love that you’re now realising what you could have had if you weren’t too “embarrassed” to admit you liked the weird girl.

I think of the gardens and the nights we never slept. The feeling of home and awe being with you. I’m sorry.

you changed me for the better, and i will always be thankful, but fuck you for breaking my heart. for cheating. for saying i was "too much to deal with" simply because i was emotional. for preferring to talk to "less emotional" girls. for gaslighting me. for making me seem crazy just because i cared about you. i never want to see you again, but i still love you so much it hurts.

I think I'm ready to let go now. I hope you're happy and that things got better. I hope you learn to love yourself. You aren't difficult to love. Trust me. More than anything, I hope you treat the next person better. I'm putting myself first now, and I'm happier. I hope E is living their best life. Frank put it best - "wishing you godspeed."

ill never learn how to put it in words no matter how many times i say it. ever since i met you i was in love. i loved watching you grow up. you really do have the kindest heart and sweetest soul. you have the brightest eyes, the pinkest lips, the chubbiest cheeks. you are the love of my life. i love you unconditionally

You should have been my only security in life but it's the opposite. You have always made me feel like I was wrong, like everything i did was stupid... i just wanted to live. I really thought I needed you to live happily but now I have understood that the only way to do it is saying goodbye to you. I'm not good at it, I hope I'll get the chance to tell you all of this watching you in the eyes without being underestimated. When I tell you that you are the main reason of my insecurities I'm serious but it's you that always think I'm joking. I am sorry for what I'm doing to myself mentally.

ross. i am so irrevocably and undeniably in love with you. i wish i knew how to handle these feelings. i wish i could love you with complete abandon but i’m always too worried about what others might say or think. i know you’ll probably be disappointed in me if you see this and wonder why i couldn’t just love you the way you deserve. it’s because you’re a great deal too good for me and i can’t love you the way i want to out of fear of my own unworthiness. it will haunt me everyday that you love me more than im capable of loving you back. if i cant go all in...i’d rather not go in at all. im convinced we’re each others soulmates...right people, wrong time. one day, when i love myself as much as you love me, we’ll be together...at last.

You said you weren't ready for a relationship yet a month later you were with another girl. It's been over a year and I still can't get over you, I hope you still think of me the same way I think about you. I hope when you're drunk you still love singing to Dua Lipa.

i hope I left a hole in you because you never made me feel wanted when I was there. grow up and start appreciating people before they leave you. and stop being a piece of shit. nobody is watching you

I met you on holiday years ago now but I just remember liking your company so much, I wish I got your contact info. I hope youre well. G

i used to get into my car, drive a block away, and then sit there and cry for hours after we hung out. I think it was because I knew we would never be a match. I can't believe I stayed with you for as long as I did because I don't think I ever truly loved or understood you. you're the worst. and I mean that.

You’re about to come over for a chat, all I want is for you to kiss me and tell me that this break up might not be forever

It’s been years since we first met and you still have my heart... along with my scissors that you took

You meant the whole world to me.. but i could always tell you were gonna slip away its always the same.

You were the first person to ever make me feel truly loved. Why did you have to say and do the things you did.

i felt unlovable until i met you. you let me feel safe, valid, important, and overall you let me feel happiness with who I was. I didn't think I would ever get that feeling back. you came into my life at the most perfect time possible. you made me feel possible. possible to be loved. but even more, to possibly love someone else. you.

I dont know how to feel about you. I want to hate you but i cant. you mess with my head every day, i dont know if youre leading me on knowingly or not but ive loved you forever and i know youll never feel the same way.

Loving you makes me feel weak. In the best and worse ways. I hope you still think of me sometimes. You've never really left my mind.

I don’t know what I did or what happened that made you leave, but god I wish I did so I could undo it

in april, i didn't know if you were okay or not and you wouldnt text me so i was up all night, crying, thinking something bad happened to you. the next day i was freaking out and nobody understood how or why. i did all this only to realize you got restricted out of your account. the love i have for you is beyond words, but i cant tell if its mutual. i want us to be something more than friends who distance ourselves from each other, but if that is going to happen, you need to step up and say something before its too late.

You were my first crush. The crush that i’ll never stop loving for as long as i live. we will never be together ik that but you will always mean so much to me..

i still have dreams about you even tho i’m no longer in love with you. i wish i could check in on you bc i still love you.

i don’t know what they mean but i do know i still have feelings for you, do you still have feelings for me?

it hurts to see another girl have the better version of u i fought so hard to make u into but i know your happy with her and even though it’s broke me i’m just happy your happy.

I wish we both still wanted this... i still cant fully understand why we would willingly let go what we had...

It’s really hard to know that I will never feel you kiss me again, never have you squeeze me slightly in the middle of the night, never experience all that I had planned for us.

I love you still and I always will. Thankyou for everything you did for me but I have to let you go now so please do the same for me. I miss you and love you. Goodbye xx

I am so glad you're finally happy and that i'm not holding you back. i'm hoping you learn to fix yourself and not be toxic and fuck up you and Jaden.

I told my whole family about you and you still used me, but I still get butterflies when I hear your name

I wish our relationship didn’t have to be this hard. I wish we could be normal. I wish my parents are friends knew about how happy you make me. I wish I could share our amazing memories with them. I love you always. We will get there.

I don’t care how we define this, your messages are still the best part of my day…

You haven’t even reached out. Did I mean nothing to you?

i don’t understand you at all and i don’t know how to ask

I love you and still want you in my life, but I think I don't exist in yours anymore.

what can i do to find out if i ever meant something to you

you dont actually want me and i need you to realize that :(

i know you will change your mind about long distance.

Everything has changed.
Except how much i miss you.

hi baby, i love you

I think we were meant to be, but we did it wrong Ross. I’m moving but I’ll always miss you.

I hate this life without you. I miss the life we created. Why did you do that?

it's weird seeing someone for the first time & saying goodbye (?) we were ships passing in the night

I wish I could go back in time and say yes to you.

I hope I find you in every lifetime. I miss you so much. I look for you everywhere.

I wish you would come back even though it would break both of us

I still love you. I promise…

I know you keep thinking of me, wishing it ended differently. But it didn’t. It’s over. Let me go.

I hope you always remember us. I’m letting you go. I’ll love you forever.

I have to let you go :/

how can you move on so easily? how can you forget everything