I hate how much power you have over me, I want to get over you so badly but theres a put of me that hopes

You were my best friend, even tho years have passed you will forever be in my heart. Miss and love you forever.

you were my first kiss. not saying you weren't worth it... I just wish I held onto it a little longer

You were my first real love. Now you are my bestfriend. I don't care in which way I have you, the important part is that I have you by my side at all.

Ur not my "first lover" ur my bio dad who beat the shit out of me most of my life and I'd vent more but it'd never end. I hate you.

I finally feel like I have met someone that I am completely comfortable around, and its you. I wish we could be together and that we didnt have so much trouble communicating. I feel like we met for a reason and im just not ready for it to be over. I think about you so much and just hope you do the same. I want us to work so badly. I think we are meant to be.

I love you. You act like you don’t care but I always will. Sometimes you hurt me but I will never admit it..

Me again. I don't know if you will even see this but hey it's worth a shot. Please don't ever leave me. You are my soulmate I just know it. Please. Don't hurt me. I'm trusting you with my heart. If you're thinking that this is someone like your girlfriend....haha you guess right. Let me know you got this maybe:)

You will always have a place in my heart. I'm married and you have moved on but you will always be a friendly face.

it's been so long but it feels like it was just yesterday that you chose her over me. I hate that I still love you and not a day goes past that I don't think about where it all went wrong :(

we're best friends again now after 2 years together as lovers and i still can't forgive myself for how i broke your heart

i cant see myself with anybody else, it wouldn’t feel right. i just want you. i would drop everything just to have you back. i could just stare at you for hours, doing nothing, and i would still be happy. it hurts different when you lose someone you thought you’d spend your entire life with. it hurts the most when i realized you weren’t coming back. i would give anything to hold you in my arms and kiss you one more time. you are my everything and i know you don’t love me in that way anymore but i don’t think i could ever stop loving you in that way. all i can do is think about you. you, out of everyone on earth... made me fall in love with you. today was the day when we had our first kiss. i will never forget how i felt. the first thing i did was text my mom about it. i knew right then i would love you because i’ve never felt like that before. i wish you gave us another chance. i wish i could’ve made you stay in love with me forever. i just wanted you to be my forever. and now you’re not mine at all. you’ve hurt me so much. but knowing how you feel is what hurts the most. i don’t understand how you promised you would love me forever and then you just stopped. i don’t want to live without you. you are my sunshine. i wake up thinking about you. i go to school thinking about you. i do homework thinking about you. i go to bed thinking about you. i always think about you 24/7 no matter what time of day it is. you’re always, just somehow, in my mind all the time. you are the only boy who has ever made me feel so safe and so loved. i feel so empty without you and i know i will never be complete. you have made me so happy and i don’t want that to change. i want to kiss you and cuddle and tell you how much i love you and you don’t feel the same. please what did i do wrong. i tried to love you with what i had but maybe i was too broken and you stopped loving me for that.

We broke up 2 years ago, and I'm over you, but I still have so many questions. How do you decide that you don't want to be in a relationship anymore. When did you decide it? Was it homecoming? Halloween? And why? Was my anxiety a burden for you? Was I a burden? And why did you have to do it before class? I'm sorry for putting you through so much, but thanks for sticking with me through the panic attacks. I hope you're doing well

this is kinda crazy but i have this feeling deep down that we could get married but i guess we will never know

I'll never forgive you for what you did and yet I keep wishing you would come back and love me the way I wanted you to.

I'm trying to move on from you so badly.It does not look like it is working. There are so many signs leading me to think that you feel the same way too. If they aren't, I hope life guides me away from you

I you make her happy just as much as you made me happy, i will forever love you my little bumble bee..

i’m sorry for how much i love you. i know you don’t love me and that’s okay but i love you so much and it’s such a strange feeling. i’m too scared to tell you but you already know. i love you always my boy

you hurt me. you used to care so much and then you changed. you were my best friend and then you left and it hurt me. I'm still mad at you, i didn't deserve this.

Did you know that sometimes I drive past the street where we had our first kiss? I can still remember the drizzling rain and my heart beating to the rhythm of the rain. Its funny to think about now. I pass by that street corner and I always think of you. I wonder if I will ever not think of you. I want to stop thinking of you.

I think about the first time you told me you had a crush on me. Do you remember? It was freshman year. You were the first boy to tell me I was pretty. Do you remember what happened sophomore year? How could you forget? I'm sorry about that, I was confused. Do you look back at junior year as much as I do? I wish we had more time, but I also wish we didn't waste any of our time in the first place. Now senior year...? It would have been great to keep the "will-they-won't-they" gambit a little longer, don't you think hahaha...? But you lied. I can't forget that.

My parents really liked you, and I really hate that.


I can't escape you. Everywhere I look I'm reminded of everything.

It wasn't an epic love story but it could have been.

But I am better without you.

Please be kind to yourself. I will always be here for you no matter what. Thank you for being you, I am wishing you eternal happiness. Thank you for being apart of my temporary happiness. You are so special.

Even after all the trauma you put me through, it hurts to think you might hate me when I think I still like you. I wish I knew exactly what to do with you.

i think the worst type of love you can experience is unequited and goddamn it i wish i didn't love you

you're still my whole world. come back to me, please, I love you so much. we can grow together again. i really need you and i love you more than you'll ever know. i love you pete.

I’m swiping through tinder to find someone new but tbh it’s you I’m looking for. I know that’s never going to happen and you’re gonna be with her forever and eventually forget what my voice sounds like or how you smiled when we were together. do what’s best for you, I hope you don’t hide from your own feelings in the future. I’m really trying to be happy for you, I really am but I can’t help hoping that you’ll come back to me. I know in that case - that's never going to occur in the first place - I’d take you back. after all the shit you put me through, even though you hurt me on so many levels, I’d still fall in love with you. one year later and I’m still missing the wrinkles under your eyes that showed when you smiled. sometimes I randomly remember what your skin felt like and then I start crying. eventually I’ll get over you, I need to.

you brought me 2 b the closest 2 happy i had been since i was young please come home , my only security is you

I may not have been IN love with you but I sure as shit loved you! A lot! And I may not have been in love with you but you still broke my heart. Despite that, and despite the fact that you’re gone, I will always love you and live my life for you ?

I wish I could know the truth. The only thing I know for certain is that I still love you. Goodbye for now.

I don’t know how to explain the effect you had on me - I love being your friend but I’ll never get past what knowing you has done to me

Sometimes I think I’m able to run back to u. No matter u have kid with girl u cheated on me when we were together...

Thank you for showing me what real love is

Hug me!

Idk why I keep holding onto us. It’s been over two years and you’re still my fav

I hope your life is better now without me

I don't know what I did to deserve your love and hate. but both will stay with me forever.

Loving seems easy with u happy to see where this goes. Dont give up on me too fast

I hope we‘ll at least see each other in heaven again.

It still hurts me to think about what you did to me. I’m starting to think that it always will

I wanted you, and you wanted someone else. That hurt. I’m waiting for someone who doesn’t want me.

i wish you all the happiness in the world, and i hope she’s everything i wasn’t <3

i think i might’ve loved you?

Please come through, I missed you for years now

Please be the one.

I wish it was me that you wanted. But.. it’s not.

I don’t want to fall in love with u but I can t help it

we so obviously weren’t meant to be but don’t you realize it was a divine miracle we met

how terrifying it is to know you completely and not at all

I’m sorry for hurting you. I wasn’t ready to live for someone.

The sexual tension is real

Im still in our hometown i got drunk and almost texted you last night then my phone died