I'm blocked from your phone so putting this out there thinking it may someday find its way to you. I'm so sorry. the way I ended things was in no way indicative of how strongly I care for you. I'm okay without you now. but it kills me knowing that you hate me when I remember everything about you and us so fondly. I regret the way I handled myself this august.

There will always be days where I think about that night in the car and how much I want to be with you again. Let’s start over.

Thanks for making this relationship not happen. I was blinded by your fake love to not notice that this was going to scar my life.

i still think of where i went wrong everyday. i hope youre happy now but you'll always have a place in my heart

I loved you. I thought over and over again it might be real... I guess not. I miss having you around.

hey raphy. i miss you so much. i know i put you through so many emotions that you don’t deserve. but i know we will come together again. maybe in college or when we’re old or when we reincarnate as bunnies. i don’t think i could love anyone else the way i loved you. and i’m scared no one will love me as much as you have. so genuinely throughly and warmly. i love you so much raphy

rain to my sunshine

i love how everything happened. i love you, you mean everything to me

I like you.

hey raph, i still love you and i miss you.

get out of my head

I’m sorry I’m scared, thank you for being patient.

I miss you so much brother. I wish things were different

I really like you, but you’re confusing me. Nothing I can do, i guess. I’ll still call you my dawg.

I loved hugging you and dancing with you… it was perfect

i miss our late night conversations
but your new girlfriend is prettier then me.

Hey, did you lie about the dreams? I know it’s been a long while since…but I think we need to talk.

I like you, but idk if you share those feelings

I'm left unable to put my feelings into words from how much you hurt me. I hope we meet again.

Why do horrible men have to have the nicest mums. I miss her so bad

I love you the most and the soft look of regret kills me, why did this happen to me and you.??